...."The last few months I've been living with this couple
Yeah, you know the kind who buy everything in doubles
Yeah, they fit together like a puzzle
I love their love and I am thankful
That someone actually receives the prize that was promised
By all those fairy tales that drugged us
And still to me I'm sick, lonely
No laurel tree, just green envy
Will my number come up eventually
Like love's some kind of lottery
Where you scratch and see what's underneath
It's sorry
Just one cherry
I'll play again, get lucky "
______________________________by bright eyes
some say i am hyperactive . which might have to do with the fact that i cant sit or stand still for longer than 20 minutes. also meaning i cant stay at the same place for too long. thats why i move appartments 6 times within 5 years, have to travel at least for some weeks a year to feel good, spent the last year living in sweden and plan on going on an around the world trip in about a yearstime.
some also say that i am schizophrenic, cause i am always interested in more than one thing at a time, read 2 books at the same time and can never make desicions because there is always too many ways of looking at things. i can change my mood within seconds but only in a positiv direction because i get tired of being in a bad mood or angry at anyone after 10 minutes and have to be happy and jumpy again.
some say i am the least romantic person in the world for i always find a down-to-earth explanation to anything so-called romantic...
well thats some things that are said about me. i guess there is some truth in it but i guess i am carm and romantic my way and make decisions my sometimes weird way and i know that i get bored with the same circumstances way too easy. I love spending my time with myself (maybe due to the schizophrenia :-) ) but couldnt live without my friends, who are maybe the most important thing in live to me.
i am quite sure that there is somekind of universal figure or goblin or whatever basically doing nothing all day long except influancing my life... i imagine this "creature" having a hell lot of humor and being hyper-intelligent and playing my life like a computergame or something with a lot of heart in it....i know that sounds nuts.. but do you have a better explanation for: i hardly ever get what i want but always what i need...
furthermore my sixth sense tells me that there is something huge comming up in my life right now...so stay tuned .... ;)
update.....2 years later!: that huge thing really came, hit me hard and then just passed by after changing everything! so here we go! back to life!!!!!!!
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