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Shea

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About Me

I want to be a writer. Or a teacher. Or maybe a photographer. Or a poet. But mostly a writer. But here's the thing....I'm not particularly good at any of these things. But maybe it will work out some how. To my own detriment, I'm a dreamer. Because of this I experience a tremendous amount of anxiety, frustration, confusion, heartache, and insanity. Just to let you all know, I'm crazy....or a crazy. You know, like insane. I'm dramatic and I think that's because I like struggle and the feeling that I have to work at things...so for the most part I kind of create an uncomfortable, challenging atmosphere for myself because that's when I feel most at home and thats when I feel like things are okay. I'm obsessed with silence and learning (two things that often work together.) Growth and change are constant necessities. I'm not scared of taking risks. I am scared of not taking risks. Since I'm kind of dramatic you'd think that I'd be a really confrontational person, but I'm not....not even a little bit....actually, I hate confrontation. Oh, and I'm a feminist and I think that everyone else should be also.

My Interests

I'm passionate about traveling, reading, writing, poetry, music, photography, friends, family, learning, God, dreaming.

I'd like to meet:

People who have inspired me through writing: Ranier Maria Rilke, C.S. Lewis, Anne Lammot, Donald Miller, Wendell Berry, Robert Frost, Fredrick Beuchner, Kathleen Harris, Elizabeth Gilbert

Music:

I like good music. Nostalgia and music go hand in hand. And I like nostalgia. And I like music.

Movies:

I like movies that have a lot of internal conflict. I like Garden State and Spanglish and Crash. Also Juno and The Kite Runner.

Television:

Gray's Anatomy, The Amazing Race, The Biggest Loser, Real World, Man vs. Wild, Everest: Beyond the Limit, Scrubs, Everybody Loves Raymond, Lost, Americas Next Top Model, Project Runway, The L Word

Books:

The DaVinci Code, The Shopaholic books (OMG, SOOOO Funny!), Bridget Jones Diary and the sequel, The Mark of the Lion Series (Christian romance, but you WILL cry!), Redeeming Love, A Tale of Two Cities, Where The Red Fern Grows, Island of the Blue Dolphins, Pride and Prejudice, The Alchemist, The Chronicles of Narnia, To Kill A Mockingbird, Catcher in the Rye, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower, She's Come Undone, Letters to a Young Poet (if my soulmate was a book, this would be it), Blue Like Jazz, Solitude: A Return to the Self, Godric (sometimes I feel like books understand me more than people do, and this is DEFINATELY one of those books), Bird by Bird, Traveling Mercies, Amazing Grace, A Million Little Pieces, The Problem of Pain, A Grief Observed, HARRY POTTER!!!, Rilke on Love and Other Difficulties (this will ROCK your world...if you think you know what love means, then read this book, becuase I can promise that your ideas are wrong...seriously.) Searching for God Knows What, Running With Scissors, Me Talk Pretty One Day, Magical Thinking, Dry, The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Nighttime, The Color Purple, Eat Pray Love, The Pillars of the Earth, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Crooked Little Heart, Stern Men

Heroes:

Truthfully, my family and friends are the people I respect and look up to most. I have been so blessed with amazing people in my life.

My Blog

A day spent alone

I just get so caught up sometimes. Caught up in budgets and time lines and planning ahead. Life just gets away from me so quickly that way. Its amazing that I'll go weeks just getting up and going t...
Posted by Shea on Sat, 03 May 2008 07:35:00 PST

what happened?

I'm sad. I just discovered that I lost something really special. I can't believe its gone...I didn't even notice its absence for so long. And now its just gone. You see, I was just reading over some o...
Posted by Shea on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 10:39:00 PST

BEAR!

Has anyone else seen Man vs. Wild on the Discovery Channel!?!?! OMG, Bear Grylls is so amazing. He's adventurous, smart, traveled and oh so handsome. And the British accent is quite nice as well. I've...
Posted by Shea on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 04:23:00 PST

Oh yeah...

I'm in the process of solidifying my top five. We all have one. And since AJ has those prostitues Jessica Alba and Megan Fox on HIS top five....I had to come up with a really good one. So tell me what...
Posted by Shea on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 07:26:00 PST

Loves it

So a little update...Life is amazing at the moment. I am IN LOVE with this city. I can't wait for my friends and family to come out here to experience it with me. It's just such a CITY city...you know...
Posted by Shea on Wed, 09 Aug 2006 09:30:00 PST

OMG OMG OMG

I'm moving across the country. In 17 days. I think it's starting to hit me. This is going to be my life now. AJ. Chicago. Love. New new new everything. New fiancee, new job, new friends, new scho...
Posted by Shea on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 10:26:00 PST

I can't stop changing all the time

I think change is good. And life has been changing at an overwhelming pace lately. Change is good. Life is good. Who am I kidding? My life is so amazing and exciting and incredible. Honestly...
Posted by Shea on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 01:05:00 PST

5-7-5 The Rythm of My Life

I've recently been reintroduced to my old friend...the Haiku. How could such a creative and entertaining form of poetry be overlooked for so long? Jessica and I spent an entire day making up haikus a...
Posted by Shea on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 08:47:00 PST

At Mariah's prompting

I guess that when Im honest with myself, one of my biggest fears is needing someone. I have kind of developed this ultra-independent mentality where Ive learned, or at least convinced myself, that...
Posted by Shea on Sat, 14 Jan 2006 03:12:00 PST

Oh Life

I find that I'm enjoying this aimless, wandering pace of life. Yes, my life is void of a specific, named purpose...but I kinda like it that way. It makes me more open to adventure and mystery and love...
Posted by Shea on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 12:04:00 PST