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Jay Pee

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"You are the sickness yourself... You realize all this... when you look at the black hole and it's wearing your face. That's when the Bad Thing just absolutely eats you up, or rather when you just eat yourself up. When you kill yourself. All this business about people committing suicide when they're "severely depressed;" we say, "Holy cow, we must do something to stop them from killing themselves!" That's wrong. Because all these people have, you see, by this time already killed themselves, where it really counts... When they "commit suicide," they're just being orderly."
~~David Foster Wallace ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Art is merciless observation, sympathy, imagination, and a sense of detachment that is almost cruelty.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~All normal people love meat. If I went to a barbeque and there was no meat, I would say 'Yo Goober! Where's the meat!?'~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When I held that gun in my hand, I felt a surge of power ... like God must feel when he's holding a gun.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"So you have come here to gloat too, have you, my urchins?" he said. "You don't care what a beggar lacks, do you? For you have all you want, food and fine clothes, and the best weed for your pipes. Oh yes, I know! I know where it comes from."~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ So we stood hand in hand, like two children, and there was peace in our hearts for all the dark things that surrounded us.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~The cries of the dead are terrible indeed; you should try not to hear them.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


You.
Me.
Everyone.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"When you long with all your heart for someone to love you, a madness grows there that shakes all sense from the trees and the water and the earth. And nothing lives for you, except the long deep bitter want. And this is what everyone feels from birth to death."~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Blog

Lament by Jim Morrison

Lament for my cockSore and crucifiedI seek to know youAcquiring soulful wisdomYou can open walls of mysteryStripshowHow to acquire death in the morning showTV death which the child absorbsDeathwell my...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Jan 2009 10:23:00 GMT

Desolation Row

They're selling postcards of the hangingThey're painting the passports brownThe beauty parlor is filled with sailorsThe circus is in townHere comes the blind commissionerThey've got him in a tranceOne...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 02:51:00 GMT

Righteous Saliva

So I was spit at yesterday. I was leaving work, Walking to the train station. I was listening to my iPod and had just crossed Van Nuys Blvd. I stood on the corner staring at the orange hand, patien...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 15:07:00 GMT

Nothing.

Sometimes, I just don't feel appreciated. No friends, no family, no one cares. My phone goes for days without ringing. Months without ringing. I can't even get someone to call me back after I leav...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 20:22:00 GMT

Gotta song stuck in my head

Of war and peace the truth just twistsIts curfew gull just glidesUpon four-legged forest cloudsThe cowboy angel ridesWith his candle lit into the sunThough its glow is waxed in blackAll except when 'n...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jul 2008 09:30:00 GMT

Mental Anguish or Musical Accompaniment

I'm drunk and right now I'm so in love with you and I don't wanna think too much about what we should or shouldn't do lay my hands on heaven and the sun and the moon and the stars while the devil want...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jun 2008 20:13:00 GMT

Excerpt From a Journal Entry

I just sat here and did nothing for about ten minutes. Time just moved by without me. I feel like I'm crazy. Not going crazy but flat out nuts. I want to cry. Curl up in a ball and hide under my ...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 08:25:00 GMT

An Untimely End

I watched a dog get hit by a car today. I was cruising down the road with my buddy Dustin, he was driving and I was in the passenger seat. We were yammering on about something or other, I'm not real...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 01:28:00 GMT

A Little Story

I was walking down the street the other day when I saw this brown car. I didn't think much of it at first, it was just a brown car. Then the door opened. The driver side door and this little man st...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 20:23:00 GMT

Classroom Mayhem

I was sitting in class today. My teacher was bitching about an assignment most of the class didn't do and this kid who sat in front of me started talking to her. He was trying to rationalize why we ...
Posted by on Thu, 24 May 2007 21:54:00 GMT