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Gothic Comments & Graphics There is a dark side to me, that i may occasionally let people see, or those close may glimpse or catch a brief reflection of when i am absorbed and off guard.
If you dare, take a deeper look into my soul.....for it is a wise man that never makes assumptions on face value, lest it will turn round and bite him when not looking. i am not who you think i am.....not an open book, i have many facets and pages that are only visible to those i choose to let in.
The life i lead few would call conventional. i have a deep yearning for the depths of sensation that range from pleasure to pain. It is this passion that takes me to places few would ever wish to go, least of all choose to return.
Truly i am not easy to fathom.....on second thoughts...best not even to try, for there are many depths to my nature and non follow an easy route......and you may not like what you see....be grateful that i may choose to let you in a little and walk a path with me for a while.
We all have life changing moments.... for me it came at the age of 15. As a result there is a fight in me that has never gone away. Born from struggling with the death of my father as a teenager, bearing the load that was then placed on my shoulders and later struggling to free myself from the bonds that threatened to stifle me forever. Since then there has been a few more...... Recently my life has changed immensely, only time will tell how things ill pan out. but for now i have found a nook that makes my soul burn with an intensity of a thousand fires. But for now this is not for sharing.......
My greatest passion is my inner struggle to be more than just flesh and bone. To feel more than mere pleasure and pain. To experience the ultimate whatever that may be...and fly free of the restraints that this world imposes.
My lifestyle choice lies in BDSM..... a pathway that allows me to free fall into the rush that comes from extremes of sensation and pain. Physical pain and the mindfuck of persuasion. The roller coaster of emotion that takes you to the brink of ones ability to accept and internalise. (Those that understand will know where i'm coming from on this) So many levels and depths to discover, so much of oneself to explore and at times retreat to.
 Amongst other things i writhe with sheer pleasure of burning wax poured so it pools on my skin, then shaved off with a 10" blade.
The sheer joy of fire flicked against naked skin, so that the smell of burning hair reaches ones nostrils.
Electro torture though one of my harder limits always excites me and the mesmerising glow of a violet wand as it dances static charges over tensed skin is so beautiful.... the feel of cold steel as a blade is pulled slowly upwards...and a crimson line appears where the blade once was. Blood drawing and play a very intimate act.......In skilled hands the pathway between pure unadulterated pleasure and mind f*cking agony can be amazing
Vampire Images & Pictures I never seem to take the easy route, or at least life has shown me that you rarely get what you expect and it is my belief that convention sucks big time, so i choose to kick the rules of convention in the ass..... i choose to be who i am, i revel in playing hard and so reap the rewards....for the rewards my friends are many and Pure RAPTURE tastes so f*ckin sweet.
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As I have learned life can often suck big time.....people and things have a habit of effecting the Master Plan...one thing i have learned though, it's how you pull yourself through the crap that matters. The endless drudgery, the mindless existance that so many accept. This is a plane that neither appeals nor am i willing to endure. Life can trip you up, but there is always a way through.
i value genuine people and for me friendship is a special bond that i hold dear....There are a small circle of people that i hold very dearly and who have put themselves out to support me. For them i am truly grateful.My profile is public...it is about me and may contain stuff that either does or doesn't float your boat. A small warning.... no unwelcome requests by males out there, its tiresome, my refusal often offends and it will just be deleted. I'm not out for cheap thrills. i do not add ppl just cos they want it....however if you intrigue me then i just might.
That said...rant over... I am who I am and know though that has not always been the case. I strive to be true to myself. There's the good, bad and decidedly wicked sides to the person I am. Stripped of ones outer facade....I feel comfortable with who i am . The life i choose maybe not everyones choice of fun but it certainly beats the stifled existance many endure, never being the person that lives beneath the surface.
my body is in some part a reflection of my love for art....though nowadays i never have the time to dabble. i have numerous tattoos (my latest being the amalgamation of the three on my back into a full back tattoo), 7 body piercings and now love the skin i wear. My physical body is a portal that allows me to reach higher planes through the bodies own opiate endorphin....take a chance to relinquish control and you can fly freely in the extremes of pain and pleasure.
Ohh and theres also the little thing called my exhibitionist side....well maybe not all that little really..i am me.... naked or covered i have no care. See me for who i am. As every sinew tightens and shudders, arches and then melts into relaxation. my skin was what i came into this world wearing, now adorned with ink in a way that makes me feel content, i am happiest in it.

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 I am not looking for anyone.... not looking to meet up or get hitched to anyone, i have no additional need......if you get my drift.

However i am quite sociable and enjoy engaging in chat with like minded ppl. That said i really dont want to get memo'd by males looking for a perve.

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