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About Me

"So Fucking Blow Those Words Out Of The Back Of Your Head! I've Heard It All And I'm Done With That Shit. You Tell Me Lies And You Get What You Get. So Blow Those Fucking Words Out Of The Back Of Your Head!"If you don't like what I have to say. Don't talk to me! I hate it when people judge me for the way I look or what they hear about me. I have been playing the guitar for about 7-9 years now and I still suck. I love my sisters Erika, Amanda and Vanessa, and my baby brother Travis to death. I am greatful to have my family back. Thank you! ..

My Interests

Playing my guitar Writing music Playing games Listening to music (music is my life) Hanging out with my friends Going to club And just lounging around This is my Boyfriend Chris G. I love him more then Life itself!Rip Aunt Debbie

I'd like to meet:

Maynard James Keenan Anyone who's chill and wants to talk to me for who I am not because of the way I look.. That would be nice!

Music:

Everything but Blue Grass

Movies:

Anything good

Television:

I hate tv

Books:

I love reading

Heroes:

To me Maynard and Adam (of Tool), Dolan Wolfe, and pretty much any current or past relationship that I have been in, are my hero's, because there are what has inspired me both musically and emotionally. And My beautiful sister Vanessa. Without her here in my life, by my side. I would die. She is my air, my blood, my soul, my heart. I love you so much.... Thank you for everything you have done for me!Drew Wiebelhaus He is one of the strongest people I know

My Blog

I’m gettine tired..

I'm getting tired of all this drama.People getting hurt,And all the lie's...I serisouly am about to start saving money and get my own place...I hate the fact that people don't know how to act there a...
Posted by Jessiepher" on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 09:38:00 PST

Happy Now

I love your kiss, The way you hold me, Just one touch and I'm in suddon exstacy. You make me the happiest I have ever been, And every word you say to me, Proves the love we have. I hate not being arou...
Posted by Jessiepher" on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 02:10:00 PST

Ashes

I soak into the ashes of my memorys we had together, Never wanting to let them go. The touch of your lips, The touch of your rose pettle skin. I close my eye's and dream of you tonight, And wake up ...
Posted by Jessiepher" on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 02:27:00 PST

I surrender

I open my heart, It was given to you, You take it. But instead of holding it, You throw it on the floor with the dirt. So now I bleed just like you did. I cry just like you did. Only I still love you,...
Posted by Jessiepher" on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 02:15:00 PST

Not even troubled thoughts can save these tears...

Tears rush from my eyes.Can't stop thinking.Heart wont stop beating a million beats a second.Can't throw away memorys of damage.But oh how I want to......Disapear in the void of non exsistance.Trouble...
Posted by Jessiepher" on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 02:56:00 PST

All it takes....

I hate to say that I find myself struggling. I feel my insides cracking and shattering to a million piece's and my skin is just the vessle holding it together. Sometimes I don't know what to feel or s...
Posted by Jessiepher" on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 11:45:00 PST

Relationships.... And random thoughts

See I really don't see a point in a relationship... There fucken stupid and complicating. Men don't know what they want...... It's as simple as just wanting to be loved and returning it... And about b...
Posted by Jessiepher" on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 01:14:00 PST

Current Information: Secrets

So I live with 4 amazing men. They go by the names of Issac (who is my boyfriend), Drew (who undterstands me more out of all the guys), Russle (my funny, witty little Russy), ...
Posted by Jessiepher" on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 10:37:00 PST

Somehow I know

That no matter how hard I try to keep something alive it dies. My friends are leaving me, and sometimes I just feel like giving up on my sobrity. Which is the only pride I hav...
Posted by Jessiepher" on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 11:34:00 PST

Better these days

So i have been in Rehab the past month and got alot of help. I realized alot of thing and today found out alot of things... I recently found out that I was being cheated on, with drugs, and girls and ...
Posted by Jessiepher" on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 11:57:00 PST