So this is how it's going...I'm not the way I used to be...NOT THAT FRIENDLY but NOT THAT SNOBISH...
I won't be sticking with friends who're JUST TAGGED FRIENDS but who're pathetically plastics,or advantage card users hmmm...I'm 18 for heaven's sake!Befriending everyone isn't on my list nor pleasing everyone which is quite impossible.IF YOU CAN'T DEAL WITH ME THEN DON'T! I'm a true friend but it's pretty hard to gain my trust even those who think I trust them.You'd be surprised to find out I trust almost no one not even me.I'm fully occupied,I'm less ambitious...I've got a simple dream and that involves leaving in a peaceful beach with my family.Working abroad wouldn't hurt =) Giving my parent's exactly what they deserve from their hard earned money.I'm NOT MISS GOODY-GOODY,not anymore...I'm not as confident as I used to I'm a bit timid.I hate it in a way there are tons of disadvantages.I'm more aloof.I'm less concious with what the mob thinks...I don't believe in impressions.You are who you are that's that.I'm REAL...I tend to check my own back so there's no need to watch my back...I don't shovel off one's past...I live with the word NOW.*I don't smoke...I drink when I'm in desperate need for comfort but I usually dont cause I act like a capital S. SH**H**D ummm...I still dislike saying/hearing badwords but then I tend to say such things when I'm high.Like I told you...I'm not Miss GOODY-GOODY not anymore.*I'm frank...sometimes brutally frank.I'm stronger than the other days and nights you've seen me.Not a cry baby (not anymore),I'm still moody... Nikka Chua's Profile
Create Your Badge ..
*I'm still a giver...not much of a taker.*I'm still the same old trying hard who wants to make the people I care about haPpY.*I'm not into crowded places anymore.I'm obviously taken and current status works well with me.(very happy and contented)...afterall he's my one last shot if this doesn't work out then I'll decide to be out with different men whom I won't take seriously.I'm adjusting,don't want him to find it difficult to handle me.He's more of the NOW and I'm more of what's after that =)NO BETS...NO DEALS...NO BARGAINS...Let's just see where this one goes...The real question is HOW LONG?dunno =) who cares how long,but we're keeping our fingers crossed to be with each other THAT LONG.I hate it when girls start hitting on him infront of my face....but I already told him if he wants to replace me =) I won't stop him...that is if...HE COULD =)look for a woman HALF AS CRAZY AS I AM =)
