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About Me

Yeah well, I am Tricia.
What a pleasent surprise right?
NO?!? Well fuck you then.
I wasn't going to say anything, but since you are a dick...
DINOSAURS YOU!
When I grow up I want to be a tree.
But for now, I am content with swinging off branches and waiting for my roots to grow.
I learned a little while ago that fairy tales aren't what little girls should strive for. When you are younger that prince sounds romantic, the castle seems fantastic and the unicorn would cause anyone to blow a glitterly load all over some perfectly green grassy knoll. Then I grew up and I thought about it. Princes? I rather not be with someone who thinks that they are the shit. A castle? Who the fuck is going to clean it? Cos it sure as hell won't be me. And the unicorn? That fucking unicorn can fucking shove it.
Have you ever wanted to find yourself in a horrible situation? For example, if you knew you'd survive, would you want to be in a car crash? Not just a fender bender, but a full fledge 5 car collision. To be flipped over, tossed around, to hear the screeching tires, the smashing glass and the wincing sound of metal scraping on the pavement. Wouldn't you want to know what it's like? To go through all of it but then live. To be pulled from the wreckage to safety, with barely a scratch? It's hard to explain, but I think it would make life better. The reason? The fact that you didn't die. Living though that would make you change your life, maybe for once you'd actually try to live.
Recently I have been preparing myself for a life changing event. Growing up. It's been happening for sometime, but soon i'll be a Grown Up. It's a hard concept to grasp. Moving out and moving on. To leave everything you know and love behind to follow a dream. It's a horrifying concept to even think about. I am terrified of getting out there to realize that I am not cut out for anything. I feel like a bird leaving it's nest. I feel like I am getting ready to spread my wings and take off for my first real flight. I am just scared that I am going to be shot in the sky before I make it anywhere.

My Interests

My imagination far exceeds yours.

I'd like to meet:

Music:

Movies:

Making them is my future.
Care to collaborate?

Television:

I find television to be quite dull, unless of course it's being played on a dinosaur.

Books:

Write me a melody.Mouth Words Go Here.

Heroes:

My Key Clubbers

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My Blog

Cracks in the sidewalk. [[ New Poem]]

Cracks in the sidewalk, are no more than small ch...
Posted by Mocha Dick™ on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 09:24:00 PST

When you die, theres a trial.

There isn't any kind of redemption when you die.It's a, how'd you live and what did you do to pass the time.Were you a miracle worker, or a truck driver?There is no right or wrong to the jury of one.B...
Posted by Mocha Dick™ on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 09:41:00 PST

I’d stab my shadow if I had a dagger.

Tonight, I plan to dream in black and white. I don't think I want to see the colors. I miss you terribly, but I miss myself more.I am a shadow of my former self.The old me would trip the thing I am go...
Posted by Mocha Dick™ on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 10:09:00 PST

Are those dancing feet, or do you just have shiny shoes?

I used to think of dancing when I was angry.I'd think of the steps, each so perfect. I wanted the words to come out like that.Step by step, in perfect harmony with my thoughtsBut I can't think straigh...
Posted by Mocha Dick™ on Thu, 21 Feb 2008 09:34:00 PST

This thing I do, it’s an art form. Didn’t you know?

"When you really stop to think about it, the people who preach about 'beauty being on the inside, not the outside,' are normally unattractive." &n...
Posted by Mocha Dick™ on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 06:41:00 PST

I am the colour of oxygen.

I breathe myself in, before I let the air out.I'll hold me in my lungs, just to feel alive.The smell of my skin drifting though the sheets.Intoxicating me, inrapturing me, killing me.I reek of life wh...
Posted by Mocha Dick™ on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 01:18:00 PST

I like to think that I am trippin’.

Anthony says (7:53 PM): tricia, look up for once. see just how the sun sets in the sky. Tricia! says (7:54 PM): I don't wanna. Anthony says (7:54 PM): i fucking said stare at the sun Tricia! says ...
Posted by Mocha Dick™ on Sun, 10 Feb 2008 08:28:00 PST

Oh, the effect of the 14th.

You may not realize it, but I miss you tons. I miss just talking to you and saying stupid shit and making plans. I think it's the plans I miss the most, you know? To look forward to something? Everyth...
Posted by Mocha Dick™ on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 01:08:00 PST

Let’s take this time to review things yes?

So, i've been complaing for quite some time right now. Trust me, i've had good reason. I've been fucked, stepped on, and walked all over. I've been lied to, confussed with a dumb bitch, and have been ...
Posted by Mocha Dick™ on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:54:00 PST

I like when people change their minds.

It's really fucking annoying when you are led to believe on thing, and then someone decides "HI! JAY KAY!" No asshole, you listen here. You will contuine to do things as I believe them to be, or you c...
Posted by Mocha Dick™ on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 04:35:00 PST