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About Me

"I have a black pit that rests inside of me that fuels my all consuming sense of nothingness. It's as if monotony and drudgery were the only compass points on my dark walk through life"Ok, I don't feel that way, but DO love that fucking qoute! I've been told I'm a funny guy, but it takes me a while to open up to new people though. For the most part I would say I'm a "listener". My entire life, it seems everyone has always come to me with problems or when they are just looking for an ear. The first real memory I have of this is in 5th grade when my teacher was talking to me about the parents of another student one day after school when I was hanging out. That conversation ended with, "I can't believe I just told you that", as does most deep conversations I have with people. I think the main reason most find it so easy to open up to me is because they know how trustworthy I can be with their secrets. I'm recently single. This has been quite the transition for me, since I haven't been "single" single since 2002. I have 2 cat's, mother and son. I found mom one day behind my house in the process of getting knocked-up, and I hand-delivered the boy, as well as his 5 siblings 9 weeks later. ..

My Interests

I enjoy hunting. The hunt takes up 8 days out of my year, and the planning for it consumes about 357 days. I would say it's my one true joy in life. I'm in the mountains, I have my rifle, get to wear my sidearm, and I get to spend time with family and friends, all while tearing it up on my ATV. For me, it just doesn't get much better than that. I also enjoy being a geek. In addition to working in I.T., I have 4 computers at home that occupy the other hours of my day. One is dedicated to nothing more than running my webcam (see my blog). I enjoy sci-fi stuff, but I'm not a loser about it. I didn't cry when Data died, or when they cancelled Jericho for good (though I did come close on that one...haha). I'm a BIT of a gamer, but I do find myself slowly growing out of it. As an example, I bought the new Grand Theft Auto game, and barely play it more than twice a week. I'm proud to say that I have NEVER played World of Warcraft, and I role my eyes everytime my friends at work start in about it.

I'd like to meet:

In friends: People that are real. Real to me, means that you have only one face. You don't put on shows, or change who are when around different people. You won't sell out one friendship, just to strengthen another. A friend to me, is someone that will tell me I'm being an asshole or that I'm fucking up horribly, and not just blindly back me no matter what decisions I make. In a girl: I've been told I'm picky, but I don't think I am. In addition to the above, she needs to be completely open with her feelings. She's a bit more homely than a socialite, and she enjoys to laugh. A twisted sense of humor is a plus, but she needs to be able to laugh at herself just as much as she does others.

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My Blog

My Weekends, Part II

I guess I should have clarified a bit.  I'm BROKE this month!  I gave Jeni $450 to get the car back, I had to get a ride into Wyoming to get the car, and that was another $150, and then I ha...
Posted by Zak on Mon, 26 May 2008 06:16:00 PST

My weekends, 5/2008 - ???

God, I get so freaking bored on the weekends! Don't get me wrong, I talk a lot, and get a lot off my chest about personal and professional concerns, but I find my cats never really add much to th...
Posted by Zak on Sat, 24 May 2008 05:05:00 PST

Relationship Update, Part II

A few people found it hard to believe that I have moved on as quickly as I have with everything, and I just wanted to clarify to my little corner of the world why that is.  She cheated on me in J...
Posted by Zak on Thu, 15 May 2008 04:30:00 PST

Relationship Update

Jeni informed me a day after she moved back that she is getting back together with her ex husband.  Also, in her words..... "after seeing him yesterday I began to think that you were right a...
Posted by Zak on Sun, 11 May 2008 11:48:00 PST

New webcam address

http://67.176.55.43:8080/
Posted by Zak on Tue, 06 May 2008 06:26:00 PST