About Me
Life tries to talk to me and I shut them down by drinking so I wont talk 'bout anything important.
I drink to keep from feeling because if I feel I wilk talk and change the spirit in the air badly and I drink to keep apart from other people.
I drink to be invulnerable and become completely seperated from the reality.
I drink to become soulless because my soul is a burden to me.
I drink because I want to be an animal without obligation and responsibility and create nothing.
Being drunk and stone and high is sad sweet partial.
Peices of me and all the moving and shaking peices become left out and invisible.
They also get very powerful and finally takeover the most intelligent part of me.
It knows what I really want and it rises up and absolutely blind amoral therefore beautiful and terrifying.
It steals me like a street kid steals a car.
I act wif the purity of character in a dream!
In my dream I am alone in the moonlight and people who see and talk to me recognize that I'm exotic natural force and strangely attractive because of my irresistible nature.
Women take for granted that I only love them physically because I'm only phisical.
Men make room and exclude me from their quarrels anger.
Wild animals know that I'm one of them and looking for food.
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