K-Martt profile picture

K-Martt

ughh

About Me

go home | feelings blog, thing
These are my enticements,and they are sufficient to conquer all fear or danger. -Mary Shelley
Surprise surprise I'm single again, I don't really like anyone. Make yourself known though. :D
Wow, as the weeks go by, I find myself hearing one thing, and reading entirely another. I kinda wish people would just tell me what they actually think.
I absolutely love the people at my job, I spend more time laughing than I do working.
No one seems to get me, and I hate it but I can't change it.
Tennis, Swim, Chuck E Cheese, pizza, X box, and school is all I do... ever.
When I turn into the guy that all girls assume I am, I'll be pretty mad at myself.
The people that mean the most to me, always pick up and leave, I'm used to it.
My about me always turns to depressing trash, that is frankly a poor excuse for literate English.
NEWSFLASH! I don't care about much anymore.
I write a lot of poems etc., but I never let anyone read it, because when they say how bad it is, I'll stop writing. Which can't happen because, well it's my escape.
I want to teach, I decided that a couple years back.
Go ahead laugh it up, I want you to.
I'm the class clown that is never going to grow up.

Attend the Desert Ridge football game. FDR!(failed)
Swim a 24 second 50
Swim a 56 second 100
Find another girl who is completely real.
Attempt to find someone who'll keep my attention when I date them.
Figure out what is going on right now.(nothing was the answer)
Make it to state.
Get actually good at fly.
find a girlfriend.. :/
Make up a few things on my to do list that I can really do. :|
GET ANOTHER PURPLE SPEEDO :D

More later

My Interests

People who matter. (tell me if you should be here.)

Justin

Micheal
Meridith Merami<3 I love that nickname

Beau

Kezzle

Jessica

Tyler

Marvin

I'd like to meet:

Seems to me, that I am writing this just so that I can read it, because most of the people that are around anymore are braindead idiots, that wouldn't know what to do without someone to talk shit about.

Hmmm So, I'm Kris, I honestly don't believe that I want to be one of the "Cool" kids. I also believe that my song always perfectly describes how I am feeling. I like my friends, I won't bullshit you by saying that mine are the best of anyones. Unlike the majority of the people on this website I AM NOT AN IGNORANT JACKASS. Believe it or not I will be real with you. I may sugar coat it, because that is the type of guy that I am. Not one to hurt many peoples feelings.

I believe that once karma comes back at me, it won't be pleasant for me. I have been a jerk, a nice guy and everything in between.

I recently decided that I would rather be the guy that a girl will run to with her problems, then the boyfriend. I love being the person that they can sit with and just talk to about their problems and not worry about how they look, or how they might come off as. Because when a person is most vulnerable, that is when you get to see the true person they are.

I seem to try and find the good in everyone, because I used to believe that no matter what, there was always good there. But lately I have realized that not everyone wants to have good in them. So they push out everything that makes them humane and happy, and become this empty shell of a person that feels nothing and hates everyone. I insist on being the shining light for the person who wants to live in the dark. I have yet to figure out why, but seeing people who don't see the point to living anymore, just makes me feel like I should do something to attempt to help them out.

Life, throws you not only curveballs, that bastard throws you every single pitch in the book. I am not so naive as to say that my life is bad, far from it actually, not one of the people reading this can say that their life is terrible, very few, if any of us even have a faintest idea of what TRULY terrible is; the people in third world countries, know what terrible is, the raped and consistently abused, know what terrible is, The hookers working the streets of the projects, KNOW WHAT TERRIBLE IS. I can't say I have a bad life, but I have had REALLY bad patches. In the course of a week, three of my old best friends have tried to kill themselves, and what is worse is my sister is having thoughts about it too. I can't even begin to fathom what they must be thinking if suicide was the only thing that came to mind. I WILL NEVER contemplate suicide. EVER! I personally think that it is not worth it, and it is extremely selfish to those who truly love you.

It kills me every single day that this girl puts herself on the line for these jerks that just destroy her confidence. She is the most beautiful person I know, inside and out, and she is my best friend. No one in the world can put the beaming smile on my face that she puts, no one in the world can make up the retarded nicknames that we make up for each other and not worry about it.

Just because I am on perfection trains, doesn't mean that I find myself to be perfect, or even close to it. I am on them, because i like talking to new people, and most of them are completely gorgeous, and have great personalities so that makes it all the more enjoyable. Please do not assume that I am arrogant, or in any way disrespectful. I am a Nice guy, and I will answer whether you are the prettiest person on this stupid site, or just an average everyday kid trying to find their place in the world.

I believe that our generation has been spoiled and pleased beyond repair, we have come to think, that if something in our lives is not perfect, it is more beneficial to ourselves to replace it. Rather than taking the extra steps to fix you thing you already have. Instant Gratification comes to my mind, we are all expecting it and we all get it. Well not all of us, those in impoverished families have no food to put on the table, and Johnny just got another new Ipod and an X Box 360.Congratulations kids, you've been enlightened. Have a great day.

I play tennis, I play when it is hot, when it is cold, You hand me a raquet and a couple furry yellow balls, and I will spend the day on the court playing with anyone that comes my way. I am not saying that I am the best, but I like to think that I am fairly adequate in the sport. I love it with every part of my being, in fact, I would choose tennis over girls.EVERY SINGLE TIME.

I am not a religious person, I don't believe in God or the views of any organized religion. I believe what science proves, God is never, and never has been a real answer. This so called higher power is just the Naive person's answer to the question of where we came from and why we are here. Please don't start with me. Cut your bullshit and start with someone else, I am not a believer in your little all powerful butt buddy? Big deal I plan to find deliverance in another form anyway.

Please please don't assume that I am a jerk or something, get to know me, I want to be your best friend. I love people and I am a people person, and I plan to make everyone who makes an attempt to befriend me feel like I am giving every single conversation all that I have.

I love you guyss<333
Quotes-

You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty. ..
-Gandhi

Any man who can drive safely while kissing a pretty girl is simply not giving the kiss the attention it deserves.
-Albert Einstein

Almost every man wastes part of his life attempting to display qualities which he does not possess.
-Samuel Johnson

People who matter. (tell me if you should be here.)

Justin

Meridith

Beau

Kezzle

Jessica

Tyler

Marvin

My Blog

20 people

1. Wow, We grew apart, really badly. Sucks, but shit happens. 2. Not gonna lie kid, you're my best friend, We just sit around and eat pizza all day, every day, Doing stuff is for idiots anyways, We've...
Posted by K-Martt on Fri, 17 Oct 2008 01:33:00 PST

What will it be?

What do you think you'll be? When you grow up, when you wake up tomorrow, WHENEVERPeople never stop to think about who they were which is bad enough, but eventually, you need take a quick break from y...
Posted by K-Martt on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 02:36:00 PST

poor excuse for wordsss

Who can you be? Who have you been?Why do we change? Why do we sin?Here we all are, taking up space. Breathing the air, running our race.What can you do? What have you done?Everything known, yet everyt...
Posted by K-Martt on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 11:59:00 PST

BAM stuff I'm feeling or thinking

1. I'm telling you right now, I'm making individual state this year. ;D2. That damn girl won't get out of my head3.Girls and I haven't been on the same page lately.4. The best part of that last statem...
Posted by K-Martt on Mon, 27 Aug 2007 08:51:00 PST