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About Me



      

I'm violent. I like the smell of blood... especially if it's yours.

I can be expressively sweet but if it's obvious that I'm avoiding conversation with you, it's not because I'm shy or quiet... because I'm neither. You simply bore me and... I don't like you. And yes, I do prefer the awkward silence between us over a wasted feign of interest.

I don't hate you... because I never loved you.

Oh yeah! I'm a born-again virgin. I simply "misplaced" it.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


  ... Someone who will love me back ...  
In all of my past relationships, I surrendered my entire heart and blindly loved without question believing what was shared was real. It was never until the very end that I realized the entire time... I was actually alone. I am still waiting to the meet "the one" who will not hurt, use, or abandon me... the one who will show me what being loved feels like for the first time. I know it will be real, and it will be... AMAZING. And for him, I'll wait a lifetime...

AND "OF COURSE":
I wanna meet the man behind these jeans!

My Blog

It never fails...

It never fails... reality always resurfaces soon after any misconceptions or hopeful notions I hold for someone are established... restoring clarity and apprehension once again. Oblivion is bliss. I m...
Posted by on Thu, 07 May 2009 07:43:00 GMT

What the ?

What is UP with my bad timing and bad luck lately? Arrested TWICE in less than a week is way FUCKED UP. I need to slow my roll down before history seriously repeats...   ~Suki
Posted by on Tue, 03 Feb 2009 09:07:00 GMT

Yay! Now I have a DUI like the rest of my friends!

This fucking government sucks! Tax dollars wasted on needless government "employees" who sit around and do SHIT all day long. I am SO SICK of this bureaucratic bullshit.So, yeah... I got a fucking DUI...
Posted by on Sun, 25 Jan 2009 13:07:00 GMT

Apparently I am a toolbag.

I am naive and gullible.... and meant to die alone. I guess maybe we "are" predestined.
Posted by on Thu, 22 Jan 2009 03:56:00 GMT

Never again.

Will I be so blind...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Jan 2009 10:34:00 GMT

Goldschlager.

Soooooo, apparently getting a cell phone wet by dropping it in a glass of Goldschlager isn't quite the same as it getting wet from say... a shower. My text messages work but my mouthpiece is FUCKED ...
Posted by on Thu, 08 Jan 2009 16:09:00 GMT

Dead boys.

Can someone please direct me to where all the hot dead boys are!?!
Posted by on Sun, 04 Jan 2009 19:59:00 GMT

Suki is...

... Trying to forget how to breathe ...Damn, I just wish that numbness would return.  
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 14:07:00 GMT

Newest tattoos. :)

Yay, me and Erica got new tattoos last night at Holy Mother. Hmmm, it felt so good.  
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 12:13:00 GMT

The only cure to life is death.

Will you shelter me in your cold and dark embrace?
Posted by on Thu, 06 Nov 2008 18:08:00 GMT