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Hi!! My name is Janine and i am on myspace to keep in touch with friends that i otherwise would completely lose contact with due to my busy life. I am 27 years old and i grew up in southwest philly until I was 10 years old and then I moved to Deptford New Jersey.My mother and step-father thought that moving me to the suberbs would keep me out of trouble but there was just as much trouble here just "undercover". I guess you could say in high school I was a bit wild. I wasn't out of control, but I did some things that hurt my parents. I ran away at 16 and I experimjented with drugs and when i turned 18 I started stripping and have continued to do so until this point in my life. I was never ashamed of what i had to do to survive cuz I knew no matter what i always kept my self respect. I never did anything but entertain. I know that the profession is frowned upon by many people but I lived comfortably for a long time. I am not proud of the job either, but i have a beautiful 4 year old daughter( Aurianna) and a handsome 6 year old son (nicholas). I always swore that i would give my children everything i never had and I wouldn't be one of them women that go after thier father for everything they have. The only thing I ask of them is that they remain in my babies life. My son is lucky enough to be involved with his father and my daughter, although her father was a bad man who beat me for 2 years and has never met my little princess .......she was lucky enough to have a wonderful man in her life. and I will touch on that subject shortly. Alot of women can say they would regret being with an abusive man, but i haver no regrets in my life. I know i have made mistakes in my life and have chosen some of the wrong men to date but every mistake I have made has contributed to the person i am now and I like the person I am now. I am strong, independant, and proud of what i Have accomplished. About 2 years ago I went through an ordeal a very trying period in my life. I lost someone who was very dear to me, mikey morro. he was a great person and his death changed me forever. His death made me realize that if want someone or something don't wait for tomorrow cuz tomorrow may never come and you never want to live with that type of guilt. When i was dealing with my pain of mikey's death I was very lucky to have met my fiance now and he stood by me through these very emotional times in my life. he became a father to my daughter and treats my son like he is his own. Although, we have broken up and fought and done some hurtful things to each other at times at the end of the day what counts is he is the one and only person I know that I can always count on to be by my side.He will always have my back even if I may be wrong. I love this man with every fiber of my being and will never do anything to jeopardize our relationship. I have much respect for him as a friend, a lover, a father, and most importantly the man I want to spend my entire life with. Even 1 day without seeing him makes my heart hurt. Kenny Orr.......I can't wait to say "I do" to you in front of the world. I love you. Get Your Own Player!