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She’s Lost Control

Have you ever stopped to think how much can change in just a year? 365 short days that are over before you even knew they began? I've been doing a lot of thinking lately in my chaotic life on how exac...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Jul 2008 12:25:00 GMT

Imagination

I'm sleepy and waiting for Nick. Haven't written anything in a long time so hear goes nothing.In a fantasy of thoughtsExisting in only my mindI once embraced a crowd of antsAnd caressed their drugged ...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 22:38:00 GMT

Lost Childhood

Recently I've had the opportunity to get my hands on some pictures of myself as a child. I am forever grateful to have them. To you my dear readers this may seem trivial but to me it was the world. An...
Posted by on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 16:25:00 GMT

Theres more to life than bitterness and lies.

For years I wore a mask painted the colors of the rainbow, complete with sunshine eyes and crescent moon smile. Deep inside I hid my soul, battered and beaten like a birthday cake then fried to a cris...
Posted by on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 13:44:00 GMT

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Friendships are a one way streetI give and give but don't receiveCall for help and they hang upBut must be there when they need loveTending to my every wound they inflictWhile to me more poison they i...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 17:08:00 GMT

You live, you learn.

Somewhere under the liberty lights a young couple is locked in a kiss, making their own "fireworks." Somewhere in a dark room one realizes that those "fireworks" are just a work of puppy love. Real lo...
Posted by on Wed, 04 Jul 2007 20:37:00 GMT

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Indian TearsLooking upon the landThat once was colored of the rainbowBut faded to an industrial grayMy eyes shed waterfallsThe sight of littered goodsScattered across the intended landTo preserve the ...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 21:32:00 GMT

So I Think I Can Deal

I wish I can be free. To dance with embers of a burning flame, glide along with the wind, to feel a passion I've never experienced in my life. How I wish I had something simple to  keep my i...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 18:38:00 GMT

On A Happy Note

I'm getting the impression that people are thinking my last blog was sad and whining. It was not meant to be that way, that was not my intention. Yeah I was a bit frustrated that I feel those who are ...
Posted by on Fri, 25 May 2007 23:11:00 GMT

Thank your lucky stars.

A message in my inbox says my life is back to attack of the exes. Yes yes I randomly got a message from an ex, a very unexpected letter may I add. Last time he was in my life I tried to date him and h...
Posted by on Thu, 24 May 2007 13:49:00 GMT