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About Me

life....'s too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people who treat you right.. forget about the ones who don....'t and believe that everything happens for a reason. Joanne --
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Extremely extreme!
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com We speak in different voices When fighting with the ones we....'ve loved Why can....'t we say what we....'re thinking of.I was the hand that held your hair back from your face. Now I must forget the way you taste. I stole your perfume to spray in my room, You will always be here. I’m burning out my bedside, And I’m rotting out my insides slowly..... ..I....'M JOANNE! i laugh way to much. and i wont change for anyone. Im 5'5 and very skinny i love deep conversations, parks, and late nights. I’ve started to look at the world through new eyes, and I’ve came to terms that I am not perfect, and that not everyone will always love me, appreciate or approve, of the things I do or who I am, and that’s perfectly ok. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, either way I am not going to change what I do, who I am or how I live for anyone, because I know people don’t always mean what they say, and that not everyone will always be there for me. I really don’t count on anyone being there for me, the only thing I can really count on is the unexpected, and most importantly myself. I prepare myself for that unexpected knowing that anything can come my way I found that peace in my soul brings the best in me I am easy to talk too, though hard to understand I have a bubbly personality..but i have an edge when provoked little things mean the most to me i....'m a perfectionist to a fault, i....'m VERY critical of myself, i don....'t need u to be too My love and friendship are unconditional towards the people i care about...they can do no wrong in my eyes, and i..'ll always be there for them There aren....'t many people I am comforable with, so when i find someone I can be comforable around, its pretty much amazing to me. I go crazy if i am left by myself at home I also live for the moment, and dont like to think about the future [which gets me in trouble sometimes] You probably cant figure me out i have many regrets but i....'ve learned from my mistakes && the outcomes made me realize the importance of some things. my mistakes changed who i am in more good ways than bad I'll spill my heart out to anyone who will listen Im a very curious person. Youll find me asking questions till I get the full detail. I think a lot, and I view things differently in my eyes. I dont need to speak words for someone to know what Im thinking or want to say. My facial expressions can explain that I love to have fun, but I do have my limits. I am crazy, i am weird, but i am just me, so if people dont accept me for who i am, i dont care, becuse like i said, no one is going to change me. P.S. I....'m not who you think I am. in fact, my disguise is so thin I....'m surprised you haven....'t seen right through me. I....'m the girl of your dreams masquerading as your best friend....
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

a boy with a good heart. who will be silly with me, but will make me feel like i..m worth something. a boy who will change me, and who can make me think. a boy who will make me smile, cause thats good enough for me.a boy who won..t mislead me; who will say exactly what he feels i found that guy, and i will love him forever ♥ ♥NOT CONTENT."EMPTY, BUT FILLED WITH MEMORIES THIS HEART FEELS YOU TUGGING ON ITS EVERY EMOTIONNOT KNOWING HOW I SHOULD FEEL, OR WHO I SHOULD BE WHEN WITH YOU, I FIND MYSELF ISOLATING FROM THIS REALITY WE BOTH FEAR TOMMOROW WILL BE THE SAME AS TODAY AND YESTERDAY, AND THE FUTURE IS TO FAR TO TELL. WHAT WILL BECOME OF US, AND WHAT WILL WE BE? MOVING FORWARD IS THE SAME AS LETTING GO , OR MAYBE WE WILL NEVER KNOW."

My Blog

TODAY

TODAYmy eyes opened and closed my breath escaped through slightly parted lips and my breath, my cold breath, stole a piece of me traces of my spirit evidence of myself. my eyes opened and closed my h...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 09:02:00 GMT

Because life isn't what you always make of it.

There's so much on my mind right now and so much I want to say, I just don't know how to say it.  I havent been through too much in my life, I've been through enough to know the truth  ...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 21:20:00 GMT

INSPIRATIONS

Sometimes I feel like I'm an angel with broken wings At times I dread my now and envy where I've been But that's when quiet wisdom takes control At least I've got a story no one's told These days...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 15:17:00 GMT

Life sucks..get over it

I've come to realize, that I am never satisfied. I'll yearn..crave..desire, something for so long And once I receive it, I no longer want it That's normal in every other situation but this is constant...
Posted by on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 08:22:00 GMT

my heart

if only u knew how i feel about you- you would understand. maybe not everything, but as we both k now, u know me too well. There is nothing left to figure out anymore. I dont know what to say to you a...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 17:10:00 GMT

more than just a goodbye.

"I remember the day you took me to that park and asked me to be yours...the way i felt was unexplainable..it was a beautiful moment..I remember four monthes later, you took me to the same park on the ...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 13:22:00 GMT

scorpio and gemini!! ahh this is so true..

  You two are very different! Scorpio becomes intensely involved emotionally to particular people and places. Scorpio bonds deeply and becomes very attached to close people and especially to a lo...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 08:29:00 GMT

slow tears

Slow tears I look upas a tear rolls slowlydown my cheekI think about better daysand wonder if I'll feel that way againyou look at mewith those eyes I know so wellalways serious, so deep and bri...
Posted by on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 16:06:00 GMT

ask me anything

HERE IS THE PLACE FOR YOU TO ASK MEQUESTIONS YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO KNOWBE IT PERSONAL OR GENERAL....I WILL ANSWER ALMOST ANY QUESTION [[ i get too many queshions as messages]]DO NOT ASK:-if i will s...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 14:45:00 GMT

this is actually a song :-], but a better poem.

years from now Complete with total adoration My Gift to you, my heart was yours. In 10 weeks you shaped it, in one night you murdered it. Torn from my chest and layed at your feet, that first step yo...
Posted by on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 13:59:00 GMT