mistycal

Poetrywhat is it like for you right now? is the snow as grayish as the world you left behind? Is it all as filled with being busy, is it as much effort to laugh harder than the crowd? Have you told as many funny stories? Have you almost cried as many times? Or are you really having fun, the very best of times, and felling much relieved to be cavorting in the snow, and very far away at last, feeling that you have escaped before the time could come, when people dont turn back? Or worse. Have you just forgotten everything that passed? Are you being happy? Or feeling quite bereft the way I do?Traces of LifeWe're addicted to our lives We try so hard to hide We sing our lullabies While we slowly die insideWe drift from sea to sea To see what we can see But in the end our dreams Are just foretelling of our genesWe drift and float right by As you go through your lives But you never realize When one of us may dieSo sing songs now from deep Blend melodies so sweet And still the secrets keep Just beneath your feetBetween Cracks In A Broken HeartThere's nothing more in the world That will make you truly happy It's all inside, now hidden Between cracks in a broken heart Adorned in anguish-stricken purple Photographed as novelty of the month According to desire of pleasure Free from the constraints of love And other such horrible cruelty Shoved conveniently Between cracks in a broken heartExsistance, meaning, purposeThis passive-agressive love you give is all I got to keep me warm.Hot Cold Fire Ice Love HateBut I'm such a fucking coward, I can't open up. I'm such a fucking coward, I always give up.Your lips pressed firmly, dissappointed look again. Makes me feel like I've failed. Reminding me of my falls. The scars.Cuts on my feet from walking on these eggshells for you.But these bleeding hearts and city lights just make me feel as empty as the drum that pounds inside your chest to a beat unsynchronized with mine. It gives your act away.We talk and talk into circles and trap ourselves in the center.Maybe if we were in it together.... These words wouldn't mean so much and the letters placed incorrectly so they are spelling lies couldn't scream inside my head.Maybe if we were in it together, you could prove my exsistance, meaning, purpose.