fuad

2009 is here to come probably the first sober year. My name is Fuad some pple call me fufu of fuf doesnt really matter to me just something i respond too i guess. Life i gess is good just trying hard to be something that pple never thought i could, but i like proving things wrong. I aint the type that is fuck up in the head, but I am the type that is blunt when i shouldnt be. However, reality is real facing is the hardest part sometime i want to know what i am gonna do in few years hopefully something that pays the bills, but i love doing. Cars what can i say i love it i pick it over anything some pple say i have obession, but i say it as "sometimes all the stress in the world is hear to come, but a nice drag in dark night with moon out makes me feel like bird im free for the moment" i learn not to speed not more too much tickets next is going to send to 6 months to year, i learn quick. I learned this year to understand pple instead of hating alot. Concept of what my parents said to me never made sence, but grands parents did did me on thing and that is go do something and prove the world wrong about you. I try my best, but stop tears bc once someone past u aint gonna have them back but worst is no one to guide you. The hardest part was to except then, its been 4 years u learn to feel things and become heartless. I dont catch feeling i just live day. i dont stress on death bc if its ur time u cant do anything about it. I do not belive in claiming a religion never got point of it but i do belive in god. I do help alot that need it not one that abuse it. I guess i can write book, you can only just book by reading the whole thing not by its cover. I am laid back and like convo, i love the movies not so much in clubs but u might see their once while.