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jessicakes

iamishboo

About Me

come on now
get with
the program
conformity
is
in
STATUS: DEAD!
Here:
I'm a Mexican and am reasonably opposed to immigration.
I live off of caffeine rushes and Letti.
I take my coffee black thankyouverymuch.
However, I take my Letti light brown.
Travis = cool.
Back to me, I've thick wavy dark hair just at my shoulders and brown eyes. Soy mexicano.
I wear small black shirts, small jeans, and a lot of bracelets. You may want to stop here.
Nail polish is yay.
I wear dress socks everyday because they just feel that good.
I have little ambition towards things I don't like.
I love theatre and acting, despite how green I am at it.
I love several people I don't like.
I worry that I use love too freely. But I can always justify it.
I enjoy philosophy very much.
I'm scared that you won't like me because I'm putting this sentence down.
I feel that the point expressed in the last statement was important enough to over-rule the fear.
And I really am sincerely glad that you're reading this.
I have very thin arms and wrists.
I have a really bad smile.
And I'm not photogenic at all.
I have an older brother and a younger sister.
I really do like them despite my actions.
I think book sales are wonderful.
I won't sleep tonight because I don't want to have to go through the waking up process tomorrow.
I'm very pleased that you're reading this still.
I always skip the last stair on stairways. I just do.
I'm generally very forgiving.
I intend to keep working on this.
And here I am again. In English class.
I just punched Travis in the arm.
I can spend hours at bookstores drinking coffee and reading. Like I will today.
I genuinely am surprised that I can be this content.
I swear it, I am no where near as cool as you.
But we don't care.
I love to quote Motion City Soundtrack.
I'm worried that I can be too imposing on people.
I'm horrifically shallow, it's just bad.
I finally came back to put more things on here.
I get to be everything I want.
I get to be everything I want.
I get to be everything I want.
I get to be everything I want.
I get to be everything I want.
I don't have to care!
I'm chemically unstable.
[bang!]
I'm wearing a shirt from fifth grade. Christ, I was a fat kid.
I adapt.
I memorized several of the songs from Rent just so I can say them to myself.
I'm still waiting. Waiting for a bit of release.
I don't quite know what's wrong with me.
I'm sick. Say it's in my head. It's still there.
I'm worried that this facts list is just myself reassuring my sanity.
I don't think it's helping...
I'm allowed to hate.
I'm allowed to stay still for a moment.
I'm fucking allowed to be overwhelmed.
Why can't I just be comercial?
I'm through with that for a while.
I feel the need to reassure everyone that I'm okay.
Worried a bit that it's unnecessary.
I breathe. And it's as easy as it looks.
I embarass myself frequently.
But I refuse not to.
I'm only a little kid, things are okay still.
I'll love you.
I'm sentimental without reason.
Don't mind it, though.
Over it. See?
Shallow as hell.
Oh well, we're a multitude right?
What's this list even about anymore?
This is just my pedestal to cry to the people.
I'm sorry.
It wasn't supposed to be like this.
Things are supposed to be better.
Prettier
I tried.
You've got to believe me, I really tried this time.
It's a brand new Tuesday, babe.
Letti got me a million new friends, I hope they like me.
Just back from DALLAS.
Oh holy god the Family Values Tour was amazing.
Such a great go...
Alright, myspace let's clean ourselves up for mummy and daddy.
Tell me all about everything, come on.
You could like to. I know it.
In person I have horrible bags under my eyes. Insomniasouvenier.
I run my words together.
butusuallyonpurpose
I like the house to be about twenty-five to thirty degrees colder than outside.
No big fan of outdoors.
I fall in love with this world every
single
day.
But I might just leave it for you.
I was only a little tragically wrong.
That can't be a sin.
Oh well.
Sometimes the people are actually good.
It never fails to shock me.
Perhaps my perception of reality is drastically warped.
But hell, who am I to judge me?
Forget that, screw it, yeah.
Anyway.
I believe there was some sort of list going on?
Yes, no?
Cause of all the books, improper grammer kind of kills me.
All problems can be conquered through mass quantities of ice cream.
If it weren't for all the theatre kids, I would have serious problems with this whole living thing.
William Becket is adorable.
Gerard Way is sex incarnate.
Davey Havok is absolutely gorgeous.
Bert = affair with Davey.
Jade = affair with Bert.
Sonny Moore is so nice to look at.
I like boys...
and girls.......
But it'd take a hell of a girl.
I'm kind of in love with this layout with the hearts.
I am not divorced, nor have I ever been.
However, you could fix that...baby.
I'm a few rhymes short of a tragedy.
Yeah. I am that naive. Piss off.
I don't mean to offend you, but I probably will.
Hang around me long enough and I'll end up kissing you at some point.
This is much of me.
Put into text and sarcasm,
to be conveniently read from anywhere,
anytime,
and it only costs your judgement.
Take me baby,
orleaveme.
I kinda hate my about me.
totally.
yet im far too sentimental to get rid of this all.
:[
fuck guys. I'm growing up.
this is rediculous.
how old am I?
I don't fully understand spacetime theory.
But I find it sexy to discuss.
Someone, please.
You.
You do it.
It's simple.
As easy as
smiling.
Or lying.
quicklynow

My Interests

basic and generic.

I'd like to meet:

pip. Cause he's perfect fiction. perfect

Music:

30 Seconds to Mars
AFI
Blaqk Audio
Blink-182
Brand New
Bright Eyes
Dashboard Confessional
Dir en Grey
Dynamite Hack
Elliott Smith
Everclear
Fall Out Boy
Green Day
Hellogoodbye
Kaiser Chiefs
Korn
Lacuna Coil
Lit
Mashlin
MGMT
Mindless Self Indulgence
Motion City Soundtrack
My Chemical Romance
Nine Inch Nails
Panic! at the Disco
Plain White T's
Queen
Queens of the Stone Age
Slipknot
Sum 41
Taking Back Sunday
The Academy Is...
The All-American Rejects
The Ataris
The Beatles
The Mars Volta
The Matches
The Offspring
The Pink Spiders
The Postal Service
The Red Hot Chili Peppers
The Spill Canvas
The Starting Line
The Strokes
The Used
The Wallflowers
This Day & Age
Travis
Tsunami Bomb
Underoath
Under the Influence of Giants
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Youth Group

Movies:

Musicals
Horror
Comedies
Chick Flicks

Television:

Friends
Seinfeld
Will & Grace
cartoons
othertelevisionandsuch

Books:

I like books.
They shut up when you tell them to.
Harry Potter
the perks of being a wallflower
Vaclav Havel
Tropic of Cancer
anything by Anne Rice
anything by Dave Eggers
lotsa classics
lotsa plays
soo many books

Heroes:

Be my hero.
Contact me here.

My Blog

Me vs. Me

-You're a fucking wreck. You know that? -Stop it. -No. I refuse. -I don't want to hear this now. -So? You have to listen now. -Shut-up. -Didn't you used to be original? I mean, what have you got now?...
Posted by jessicakes on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 12:26:00 PST

Side affects of breathing.

"I must be taken as I have been made. The success is not mine, the failure is not mine, but the two together make me." I am enough. Content in myself that I exist by some lucky throw of the dice is ...
Posted by jessicakes on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 08:58:00 PST