WARNING:It wouldn't be right to tell you a little about myself. Like an onion, there are many layers to me. Too much to make this brief. So prepare yourself. Now about me, I..m very laid back, simple, easy-going, open minded and down to Earth with a good sense of humor. When it comes to fun I'm pretty versitle, spontaneous and off the wall when it comes to what I like to do. In other words, I don..t like doing the same thing every weekend. "Gee Brain, what do you want to do tonight? Something different tonight, Pinky!!". I admit I am a bit of an introvert or a little anti-social. I'm just here looking for new people to chat with. I..m not into drama and games and the stress that they both bring. I prefer the the direct approach, honesty and communication.
"I'm an artist. I doodle in the margins of notepads. I daydream about color and form and monster trucks. I live half my life in a fantasy world." That being said, I love cartoons. My hope is to become a cartoon animator someday soon. It is my life and my goal. Most people my not or don't understand that. Legendary animator Joe Barbera of Hanna-Barbera once said "Animation has to be a dedication. You have to be crazy about it. You have to keep working on it. It's something where you work on it day and night to become real good. And you have to be obsessed". Chris Claremont, writer of the X-Men comics for many years once said "Do you love writing? Do you love breathing? It's an essential part me. If you stop breathing then you die. If I stopped writing I don't know what would happen to me but it would be a fundamental loss. It's not something I love or hate. It's apart of me and that I can't divorce myself from, so it transends that". To some it's weird, to some it's crazy to others it doesn't make sense and unacceptable. But oh well.
So yeah, I'm petty goofy at times but indeed very driven to reach my goal. I'm a kid with rent and bills. Please don't underestimate me. I may goofy and or a kid at heart, but indeed very mature,cultured, intelligent and strong willed. Sometimes maybe a little too much. People tend to think one way about me not realizing that I am indeed a deep person and intelligent person. You never know. As the saying goes "Never Judge a Book by it's Cover. You Have to Turn the Pages to Find the Truth". I tend to be a lot more mature than most people give me credit for. Does this mean I have to change myself because of the way that they see me? Nope. Does this mean I care what they think of me? Nope. Should I try to change myself because of that? Maybe. But I don't see it to happen anytime soon. I admit that I do use people's first perception of me to an advantage. I tend to learn more about a person that way. It gives me a good idea of what they're truly like. I have a habit of reading people like books. I'm extremely loyal and dedicated. I have a good heart. If you have me as a friend, I'll have your back no matter what. But I have no problems becoming the complete opposite. I'm a very psychological person so I can be evil, cold, hurtful and unforgiving if messed with the wrong way. I don't enjoy being that way but can be. I always try to stay 3 steps ahead of everyone if not at least 2 step ahead of everyone else. I tend to be the one everyone comes to for advice and opinions. I'm not professional psychiatrist nor a philosopher. I just observe and state the obvious (The things people can't see or DON'T WANT to see). I am an individual and tend NOT to follow the crowd. I do my own thing whether people like it or not.
I am trying to learn more Spanish as well. I know the basics and several other things here and there but not enough to hold a long decent conversation. So I know more than the average non-speaker but not enough as a fluent speaker. But I want to learn more. I..m the honorary Mexican or blaxican. So if you try speaking Spanish to me, I might be able to get it. Well, that's me in a not so small nutshell. Are you for a new challenger? Congratulations, if you've managed to make it this far in my book, you've passed the first test. lol If you like what you read send me a message.
Later Days.
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"I command you to rise from your grave!"
*Only old school school gamers would know what video game that line of dialogue comes from*
