Here's what I can be...
A faithful friend, an amazing love, a devoted sister, and a wonderful mother.
Sometimes all I need is a hug, a wink, a touch... I'ma very emotional person, and I loved being loved.
My heart breaks easily. It's a flaw, and I hate it. I cry all the time, my hearts aches for every living being in this world, and that's a great pain to bear.
I don't know what I want. I know what I think, and I know what I need, but I don't know what I want day to day. Today... I want...
My son is very important to me... He's my world. I wouldn't give him up for anything.
I have an odd relationship with God. He's always there, and I feel him, but I can't reach him. I feel left out sometimes, when I see others touch his spirit, but then I know that i'm still growing, and his whispers are enough for me right now. Eventually, he'll be there when I am grown, and when I'm able to be with him, and he'll accept me. That's nice to know.
I'm not looking for love, but I always seem to find it when I really shouldn't. I spent a year of my life chasing the future, and i've really caught up with it. I try to hide, and I know that i'm just hurting myself, but it's the best feeling in the whole world to look at someone and see perfection. That's my high. And it sure bites me in the butt. :/
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