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Megan

To the illuminated mind the whole world burns and sparkles with light--Emerson

About Me

I'm vegetarian, fear technology, plan to live in the mountains or near the ocean, can't wait to begin thus FINISH grad school, though I've learned quite a while ago you can't live your life by a plan. Time will tell what the future has in store. My life is constantly in flux along with my mood! ha I'm emotive i.e. I can get a bit intense! I love who I am so if you don't, well, why are you creeping on my page?! I'm honest and some would say highly opinionated, but don't mistake that for being close minded. I love change, and am always up for a challenge, but also like to know where I'm headed! Oh the joys of being a walking contradiction. :-P. I LOVE LOVE LOVE my friends & would do just about anything for those I care about. I'm a psychology major but keep feeling drawn towards photography...which of course I know next to nothing about! UGGHH And then there's my love of philosophy, poetry, communication, sociology, & the list goes on. Am I simply attempting to remain in school forever!?!(oh please no!!!!):-P I'm currently liking Australia's political setup, higher taxes? SCORE! What to say, what to say, I struggle with chronic pain, which IS a pain. I feel over the past few years I've let my faith slip away, am trying my best to regain what I've lost. Each day is a struggle, but I feel I'm finally rediscovering the awesome power of God's healing love and amazing grace! One quote I do hope is true by Eavon Boland, "If you defer the grief, you diminish the gift." Well that's probably WAY more then enough info. about me! If you have any questions feel free to ask!

My Interests



This is something I fear too many do, but I will NOT be the girl who settles. I deserve a man who loves ME. A man who is fully aware of ALL my quirks and flaws and can see past them to who I truly am. A man I am able to grow in my faith with! :-) Someone who compliments who I am and I him; who falls for the beauty within, for looks are fast and fleeting. I will wait for love. I pray one day it finds me. I hope when that day comes I'll be ready to receive it.

I'm naturally rather high strung, so I tend to need to meditate and journal a LOT! Running, reading, writing(short stories, poems,whatever mood strikes me), hanging with friends, SLEEPING!:), hugging trees, yes you heard me correctly!, and yoga help tremendously, not just with my emotional health but my physical health as well as I believe they are both intricately linked. I absolutely love traveling(when there's $ to be had!)as well as enjoying a nice meal or glass of wine with others. I LOVE horses and go horseback riding whenever I can. I'd love to have a horse of my very own to pamper and spoil...one day perhaps...I really miss playing my violin, need to get a decent bow and have it cleaned and restrung. Other than that I love being out in nature enjoying the day enjoying life. :-) Take me out to a park or lake anytime!

I'd like to meet:

Audrey Hepburn...(in theory) because she was a fascinating classy woman who was beautiful not just for her appearance but for her care, compassion, and desire to help others! I'm not trying to compare myself to her at all! I just found the test below and those were the results. :-) Grace Kelly would also be someone I'd love to have met. She lived one very fascinating albeit tragic life. She was head of the Red Cross while Princess of Monaco and helped get many famous celebrities involved in the cause. And when that day comes I'm looking forward to meeting my Savior :-)
Audrey Hepburn
You are Audrey Hepburn. You are a giving, caring person with a big heart, and beauty to match! You have been through alot, but you didn't let that get you down. The world loves you for who you are, inside and out.
You can take this test at www.testriffic.com.

Music:

alternative/indie/acoustic/emo/pop/rock/folk/christian/etc. Some of my favs. at the moment are Missy Higgins, Building 429, Barlow Girl, Anna Nalick, This World Fair, Colbie Caillat, Black Tie Dynasty, The Maccabees, The Cinematic Orchestra, Mat Kearney, Maroon 5, The Killers, Cary Brothers, Jack Johnson, OneRepublic, Regina Specktor, Howie Day, The Orange Lights, Lifehouse, Jars of Clay, Joshua James, Jay Brannan, Jason Reeves(his blogs/bulletins on myspace-music or the most incredible poetry ever!?), the list goes on and on and on!

Movies:

The Bucket List, Pirates of the Caribbean(NOT the 2nd OR 3rd ones!), Memento, Walk the Line, Happy Gilmore, First Knight(with Richard Gere!), Pride & Prejudice(recent one), Dragonheart, A Walk to Remember, The Saint, Overboard, Last Samurai, It's a Wonderful Life, Twelve Angry Men, Dial M for Murder, I LOVE LOVE LOVED The Illusionist! ALL Lord of the Ring movies! I need to get reading on more of the books! Stay (was unique...though not a feel good movie) Phenomenon and Dances with Wolves (classics) Fly Boys, Where the Heart Is, Star Wars(the originals), Passion of the Christ of course!(though I was expecting...something more...not sure exactly what...I'll ponder that one. Also, Wedding Crashers(oh hilarity)! My all time fav. to watch with friends ZOOLANDER!:-)Since they got rid of The Starship(our $2 theatre) haven't seen many lately! SUCK!

Television:

I actually don't even OWN a TV but if I get a chance I try to watch The Daily Show with Jon Stewart and/or The Colbert Report...like to keep it light, keeps me from running across the border to Canada...anywhere a teensy bit more enlightened! I was a huge Buffy fan, can't help it! They had David Boreanaz(aka ANGEL on it)I had SUCH a crush, always with the characters portrayed more so then the actual actors. Followed him to Bones, like that show as well. I admit, I do enjoy watching Gilmore Girls when given the opportunity. Haven't seen it in awhile. I really wanted Luke and Loreli to stay together. :-( I'm a HUGE fan of House & I love the old X-Files shows when Mulder(David Duchovny)was still on it. I had a huge crush on the character he portrayed as well. You know the type right? Though you definitely can't forget Friends reruns! Classic! ;-)

Books:

I'm always open to suggestions but these are the ones that come to mind. Into the Forest by Jean Hegland, How to be an Adult in Relationships by David Richo, White Oleander by Janet Fitch, A Heart Breaking Work Of Staggering Genius by Dave Eggers, No More Mr. Nice Guy by Dr. Robert A. Glover, The Notebook by Nicolaus Sparks, The Art of Loving by Fromm, and of course you can't forget The Bible!

Heroes:

Anyone who has or is making a difference in this world(for the better)! Anyone with the love, compassion, care, will, drive, and motivation to press on against all odds to find their true calling, themselves(it's a LONG road to self-actualization let me tell ya!), and those who reach out to others with arms wide open. :)
Men See You As Choosy
Men notice you light years before you notice them
You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky
You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter
It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait How Do Men See You?
You Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.
At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult. What Temperment Are You?You Are A Lily
You are a nurturer and all around natural therapist.
People see you as their rock. And they are able to depend on you.
You are a soothing influence. You can make people feel better with a few words.
Your caring has more of an impact than even you realize.

My Blog

Just something random for ya

Lyrics to Waiting For You : How do I tell you I've done it all I've drowned all my senses And left a gaping hole And I've shaken that skeleton A hundred times before And though he's dead and gone He's...
Posted by Megan on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 08:50:00 PST

Losing faith... losing everything

goddamnedmusic and lyrics by jay brannani'm marching to ziona camera in my handi hear people cryin'dyin' for this blood-stained landthe streets of old jerusalemare lined with souvenirs and those buyin...
Posted by Megan on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 04:31:00 PST

In times of uncertainty God is always there

I have been having a difficult go of it as of late, probably something most of you already know! What I have been forgetting is that even in times of uncertainty God is always by your, and my side. : ...
Posted by Megan on Sat, 17 May 2008 09:31:00 PST

Celebrity Look-alikes

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Posted by Megan on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 12:31:00 PST

My Keirsey Temperament

Idealist Portrait of the Counselor (INFJ) Based on your KTS-II results, you identified yourself as an Idealist Counselor. Although each of the four types of Idealists have different t...
Posted by Megan on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 10:25:00 PST

Random streams of consciousness

Just some thoughts Jason Reeves had & typed up on his page..."im not sure what is a dream and what is real. or if real is a real word and if words even exist outside of our imagination..i still ca...
Posted by Megan on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 02:54:00 PST

I fall into this emptiness, Lord please break this division

The Space in Between Usby Building 429Look at my heart again Look at the mess I've got it in I'm trying to trust in You To know that you'll see me through Through my pride Through my shame Into Your ...
Posted by Megan on Thu, 01 Nov 2007 09:20:00 PST

I cry out, carve open this heart of mine...

violent careless rush of senses.by Jason Reeves she is the silent windscreaming.picking up my scattered piecesand thrusti...
Posted by Megan on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 03:47:00 PST

unsure and uncertain

Won't Back Down By Mat Kearney You woke the morning upRunning off the darkest nightThe longest light I've seenHere goes a chance I knowCashing in on all my chipsLet all my ships come flyThese days, a ...
Posted by Megan on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 03:35:00 PST