I AM!!!RONINahhh, fuck it, i'm just me!!! there is but one. you can take some small comfort in that. :) i am really very simple in a totally complicated way. or maybe i'm just simply complicated, who the hell knows for sure. yep, i am a man of contradictions, through and through. mainly because i am a train wreck. a total disaster most of the time. i tend to be very laid back most of the time, but some things do set me off on occasion. i try to live a very simple life if i can but i somehow always seem to complicate everything. i think way too much, try too hard when i shouldn't, and not enough when i should, and never seem to know when to quit....talking that is. lol i'm a free spirit and love to be creative, except when i don't of course. i'm eccentric and tend to be spontaneous and impulsive. i hate being predictable. at least until you think i'm not. i really kinda like the contradictions within myself. it keeps people guessing! yeah i think i'm crazy. :P chances are it's just multiple personalities, but who cares, it's fun. lol i have an insatiable appetite for attention and usually pout if i don't get it. hey i am who i am. a brooding, dark humored wreck with too many issues. oh and did i mention i was stubborn? oh well, such is me and my life. hmmm, what else? oh i truly enjoy teasing and tormenting others. lol i tend to be brutally honest and without any tact at all. it's not that i'm incapable of it, but rather i just don't usually feel like i need to spare your feelings. :p or maybe it's just that i don't give a damn. either way i guess what i'm saying is i'm a total prick and a complete asshole. :) i pretty much just do what i feel like doing at the moment, so don't expect too much from me. chances are i'll disappoint you. probably on purpose just to see your reaction and if you'll stick around. lol yep that's me! and if you don't like it i'll probably just torment you all the more. i try to walk my own path through life and even though i fuck it up almost always, at least it's my own. it has been said that i'm looking for someone to accept and love me for who i am. who will roll with the bad times and pull my ass out of the dark spells and not blink twice. hmmmm, might be true. well that's about all i can think of for now. if you want to know more you'll have to take a chance and ask me. who knows, maybe i'll even tell you. then again.....yeah good luck with that. lol
Your nightmare has just begun!
CURRENT MOON moon infoRONIN
DEMONIf you don't like who i am i couldn't care less, so just fuck off!!! I need you not!
