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raven

Quoth the raven, 'Nevermore'

About Me

~i am not currently seeking a relationship, only friendships. i am concentrating on One that i have hopes for. ~ahh... a word to the wise... have the good manners to not write me ALL IN CAPS. Truly, in this day and age, if you do not "know" that that is "yelling" here in the cyber world... then i have my doubts about you anything other than very self-absorbed and rude. Use a bigger font, not caps. If you tell me that you have "bad eyes" i still will shun you, because it's like saying, "i can't hear, so i yell" and thinking that this is a valid "excuse". i don't know anyone to "hook you up" with. i DON'T do one-night stands. i won't blow you, i won't promise my life to you in an email, and i've utterly NO use for a submissive, male OR female. Also, i DON'T have clothing to give you, or tips on anything. i offer my friends my world, but not those i do not know. i have no money to spare and am not currently employed. There is a reason my "real name" is not on here, don't even bother asking for it. my b.s. meter is maxed out and i'm no newb to D/s, M/s, bdsm, D/lg, or many other relationship dynamics. If you like my pics, thank you very much for the compliment(s), but i ~truly~ do NOT want to hear about you wanking off to them. Also, don't bother asking for "personal" pics. go get a playboy... or peruse the 'net. i am not your personal anything. i owe you nothing. i'm sure this makes me sound "bitchy" i can live with that, far better than being "hit up" by asshats and wannabes ... get over it. i have recently started submitting my poetry to poetry.com ... if you want to vote on it... please do. if not... no worries.http://poetry.com/Publications/display.asp?ID=P86452 11&BN=999&PN=1Here's the scoop... im DYING to shoot... let's warm up some film, discs, whatever ya wanna use... n have some fun! make some pixx no one's seen the likes of... c'mon... ya know ya wanna *winxx* ~ i'm also ready and willing to do more voice-over work, if there is call for such. ok... let's get the boring stuff outa the way... *laffs* i'm 5'6", for the moment about 260#;, i have naturally curly hair(longish and black), and i am well proportioned.i have a wonderfully wicked sense of humour, as well as being incredibly easy to get along with. (i'll talk to about anyone...). i'm currently looking to expand and expound on my portfolio.i'm not ~just~ into bondage (although it's fun *grin*). i would love to accumulate pixx that will reflect on my diversity and depth. i am seeking a DaddyDom/Master, if you do not know what this is, google it, or check fetlife.com (great forums and groups). i do not and never will want kids in my life, nor to give birth to "my own". i'm not 20-something and unsure about what i want in life anymore. i love bdsm and a number of "fetishes" (i.e. i love real corsets and lolita/gothic lolita, as well as other girly things)... make no mistake - i am marriage-minded and looking for One man that i can share all of me with, my interests both nilla and non, aka the rest of who and what i am...particularly my sense of humour, my love of words and reading, my new-found ability to write poetry, and the acceptance of me, in my completeness... i have been also, doing voice over work. ~p.s. 08-23-07 - new pixx , Model Mayhem # 245180, OMP # 294622, and myspace profiles... *laffs*href="http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?P ID=12448506"> Rate my poem, Go here Amanda helped me with my profile

you've GOT to see this site... WOW *grin* http://www.pbase.com/norman/in_the_company_of_ravens<a

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

hummm i'd love to meet, again, my grandma, i miss her dearly!!! other than her... i'd love to meet in person all the lovely people that i am meeting on Model Mayhem. *grin* someone once told me that models were snobby and mean... *laffs* au contraire! only one so far has been that way and the rest are absolute gems! :) i've been so fortunate to find such wonderful people to learn from! i'm dying to work with and meet a photog from NY (dammit he's so far) and another one in NV (finally got to work with Butch! woot!) and my photographer friend in the UK...(talk about far away...) *pout pout* there is a wonderful painter in IN...he knows who he is...that i got to meet, and hope to work with. *smiles sweetly* - more to come as i think on this -

My Blog

so, this is me.

so this is meunwilling to give an inchunwilling to give a thingstepping backletting gomoving onneeding You notnot needing any Manwant... yes.need... no.hell no.friendsfamilyoft that line blursbut a Ma...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Sep 2009 16:13:00 GMT

taking care of me.

day 2 back at a gym.   yesterday 45 mins on the elliptical... and upper body work, as well as 2 walkstoday 25 and one other short walk... brutal cold...   been drinking more H2O and eating a bit bette...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jan 2009 18:27:00 GMT

there are dark things...

whoever said that we are our own worst enemies.. was right. i keep myself chained.. i know it. im letting fear rule me... not stangate.. but backslide.  "help me, ive broke apart my insides,...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 06:38:00 GMT

very lost

i have been feeling very lost, as of late, i think "dating" is a shitty thing, imho... and looking for a job... over rated... at best. i keep having mini-meltdowns... anxiety attacks combined with cry...
Posted by on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 23:44:00 GMT

pessimist vs realist

my friends.. where is the fine line on this? i always thought of myself as an optimist... no pollyanna mind you.. but... half full cups n all that...life teaches us much... so... we learn... or go dow...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 03:41:00 GMT

mmmm sharp pointy things! *GRIN*

so this w/e was wonderful, starting friday night getting to play at the Rose, then saturday a.m. ...a friend took me knife shopping... (no.. not the Ginsu type lol) got a coupla gorgeous bowies and "s...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 15:25:00 GMT

excitement about a new day...

so here's the scoop... i got my pittance of a check for the month... and im paying rent, paying my phone bill, renewing my membership to the YWCA out here, and hopefully signing up for a bellydancing ...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 04:40:00 GMT

you say chameleon...i say im still the same under this skin

and when the heart leads... why not follow? too long i've waited... too long i've mistrusted myself... too long i've put off my bliss... or wondered how to best make my bliss Another's... if it coinci...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 00:15:00 GMT

blown away

years of craving closure...or rather. needing to know... is He ok. still alive? happier without me? in need? of a friend... more? to find Him "as well as could be expected" ... to confide. to open... ...
Posted by on Thu, 15 Nov 2007 02:55:00 GMT

if you seek happy, move on.

cuz im so far from it...im struggling to not even think of what it was like. it only makes things worse.  im losing. it feels like im losing. i havent lost. but ... things have not been good insi...
Posted by on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 13:37:00 GMT