That`s Cool

I am a proof that what you see isn't exactly what you get. A contradiction for being simple & a bit complex. Always walking back & forth the thin line that differentiates childish & childlike. I'd rather stay home w/ a good book than go to a club - there's more to life than meeting random strangers and being sucked into useless conversations. But that doesn't mean i'm unfriendly cause i truly am - but just because i'm friendly & always smiling doesn't mean you can walk all over me. If got to do it once, don't think you can do it again cause next thing you know, you're paralyzed waist down, getting your nourishments from a tube down your throat. But i'm not a monster. i'm sweet & can be such an angel - but that doesn't mean i can't be a witch (with a "B")...my acknolwedgment of being a witch doesn't equal an apology, though. it's hard for me to say sorry due to excessive pride, but please take my version of it even if it's pretending to be an insult. my insults are too suble to register on tiny brains - that doesn't mean i can't talk TALK. i'd prefer listening, though...but just because i'm a good listener doesn't mean i take advices readily. but i'm not stubborn...i just have my own take on life. i'm impulsive...i've gone bungee-jumping but i won't be caught dancing on a table drunk. impulsiveness isn't synonymous to lunacy. and just because swearing is as natural to me as breathing, don't think i don't mean it sometimes...i'm such an easy-go-lucky person, taking one step at a time - but that doesn't mean i'm not thinking about my life in a larger scheme. i've moved to another country but that doesn't mean i left my values behind. i'm still conservative but i'd wear a shirt w/ plunging neckline (but doesn't mean i've forgotten to put a hand on my chest when i lean over & pick something up)i am an optimist who suffers from bouts of cynicism every once in a while...but i love life...i have my family, my friends & for the first time, i'm truly inlove...life is good...