new poem I'm a useless broken Toy,that can't fit the mold of human socitydreams drowing in a swiming glow, uselessness bitterness that where in exosticing breaths, held me and melted me, burning deep, unseen driping peaces of a missing heart, sold with broken parts missing forever ripping my armor away exposing a cold black mind. my batterys have been forever dead fix me only to brake me again, again this toy is broken, broken like love broken like fait broken like LA somethings can never be fixed, somethings never want to be fixed please fix me! (more later) (old poem) i wrote this it isn't about anyone its just for something ...i can't say flower are meaningless when i gave you my heart a shadow coming out of the light i see your ruby lips so cold making you smile any way i can, i gave you a gift to show you affection but nothing more but emotional heart break. when I'm next to you my heart actually beats with rhythm and sacitatny. reaching for your face only for you to turn away so many times... smiling like the indefiniteness that overcame my breath i fell without wings caught me again because i fell so helpless with out your voice next to mine
the girl of my dreams she knows who she is without her im not even the same boat as the man that i can be...she is my soul and everything she someone that relizes that i'm a good person and doesn't take it for granted someone who won't use my kindness sounds emo i know huh..!!! lol also someone that doesn't have turst issues i have alot of friends and clients and try to keep my network intact... .. a
mostly emb 80's eletro, dance, new rock,indie rock,kcrw, industral,goth,basicly Everything!!! i made this
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do comic books count as books? lol if they do x-man, spider man, gen 13, spawn, dangor girl, sin city, any manga any art really i love love love .. bag of bones, the dark half, the feast of all saints,cry to heaven, lasher, interview with a vampire, the vampire lastat, tale of the body teift, memnoch the devil, blood and gold, the shining, sleeping beautys punishment anything from anne rice and steven king
ANYONE IN THE ARMY FORCES THAT I KNOW