i'm meghan.
fifteen/catholic/outcast
i am here for you if you need me. i only want you to think i'm wonderful. i don't understand myself. i will never change myself for you. I don't have any big city dreams. i depend on music and coffee. i don't sleep well. i get bothered by little things. i don't let go. i don't forget. i don't regret. i live for those awkward silences. i can be trusted with your life. i won't let you down. i never get what i want. i care too much. i don't care enough. i have the tendency to wander. i won't let teachers and report cards tell me wheather i'm smart or not. i want to be loved. i love. i hate. i mood swing. i am what i am. i let life pass me by. all my friends are turning to drugs and i'm not entirley happy about it. i am hella wild. i have a strong opinion on everything. i like to hear what people think of me but whatever they say won't hurt. i love photography but i am currently cameraless. i love chinese and greek food. i can be your best friend or your worst nightmare. drama is fun for me. alcohol is okay when enjoied responciably. i have the best friends. i am surrounded by strangers. i don't like trends. i try not to be a fashon sheep but it's hard in a world where even unique isn't unique. i am afraid of the dark. i appear strong. i am weak. i am deep. i am shallow. i dislike what we've become. i scare boys away. i am a human being.
i never want to grow up. i don't know..
i'm insane.
don't judge me, hug me.
and i hope we can be friends forever. [email protected] THE LIST • Go through a carwash on a bike
• Find where i belong
• See a perfect world
• Experience deepest happiness
• Be on television
• Slide down a fire pole
• Meet Johnny Knoxville
• Truly love
• Be truly loved
• Graduate high school
• Build a snowman in July
• Explore something not yet explored
• Believe.
• Save a life
• Learn to not be afraid
• Make the Honor Roll
• Know someone’s looking out for me
• Snowboarding, yo!
• Go into a store with no pants on
• Make it to sweet sixteen
• Visit Australia
• Learn to play guitar
• See New York City skyline at sunset
• Become a pokemon trainer
• Write a deeper List
• Complete everything on this list before I die
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