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Someone's Famous Words: Pleasure turns to the pain Of the lessons learned from the strain Of the questions burned in my brain About whether to love is humane in its touch. These thoughts are like salmon swimming upstream in the tears of your deceit. Fighting the current hurt that kills more than is created by the chaos of our intertwined emotions. Chatoic because the anchor of Eros' arrow has been plucked from the vessel of my undying infatuation. Separation not as simple as the distance between us My mind no longer possessed by the demons that had been the overseers of my enslavement to your lies. The seeds of these lies rooted so deeply they have cracked the foundation of what we once shared. Allowing the faith in us I had sealed inside to gush out like a river, Ripping the image of our future together from my thoughts as violently and as brutally as if it were a child being taken from his mother's arms. I'm left surrounded in darkness but I refuse to be swallowed by it. My loneliness like the night air. Invisible to the eye, obvious to the touch, In its cold uncomfortableness Yet if I could do it all over again, I'd do it in the same skin I'm in. To lay down and let love die, Just stay down and let love lie, No, no, not I. I'll stay 'round and let love fly, Even though I have seen its darkest form, deceit. Nothing else could taste this warm or feel this sweet.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Anyone interesting. People who I lost contact with. I wanna meet myself in about 5 years, I think I'll be doing pretty damn good. Atleast I'll still be looking pretty. Hell, at this point, i'm looking for people who can be straight up with me. i'm tired of bullshitters and whiners. You got something to say- say it. You got something bothering you- say it. Something pissing you off that you have no control of- deal with it. You ain't happy about something- do something about it.

My Blog

Evolution

For every beginning there is an endFor every love there is heartbreakFor every choice there is a resultFor every mistake there is a consequenceEvery child becomes an adultEvery adolescent maturesAs a ...
Posted by on Sat, 06 Dec 2008 06:02:00 GMT

Land of the Heartless

The land of the heartless-Its a place where what you see is what you getEverything is exactly as it seemsIt is free of the stench of bullshitThere's no smoke to blow up someone's assThe land of the he...
Posted by on Thu, 25 Sep 2008 18:27:00 GMT

"Grown man shit"... a lil realization for those who still dont get it

On my way home from work, sitting in my car at a stop light, I look over and notice a kid trying to get at a young female in a car. I thought this was quite amusing as the kid couldn't be a day over 1...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 17:54:00 GMT

For my dad on Father’s Day... R I P

It's been nearly a decade now since you've been gone Yet the night we lost you is still so vivid in my mind I remember seeing your smiling face as you said goodnight and walked out the door The hearta...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 03:49:00 GMT

Human Nature

Human nature: good or bad, its something we all fall prey toThe thing about human nature is that its usually not the best course of actionHuman nature is something along the lines of a puppet masterAl...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 20:32:00 GMT

What Is Pain?

Pain is... the resulting effect of being hurtIt is a reality check when you become lost in fantasyIt is that feeling that lets you know that you are alivePain is the polar opposite of euphoriaSome say...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 10:40:00 GMT

Wishful Thinking

Only the sounds of night can be heardA faint glow from outside my window only allows for sillouhettes to be seenAlone... alone in my bed  I layThoughts of you filling my mindMy ears are sharp and...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 21:16:00 GMT

The Boogey Man... Last Night's Eye Opening Experience

"Well it's about that time"Indeed it isThat time of day when the body begins to shut downThat time of day when the eyelids become heavyThat time of day when every few minutes comes a sleepy yawnAfter ...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 21:56:00 GMT

For My Mom On Mother's Day

..> For My Mom On Mother's Day Being a parent is a very difficult task. It's even worse when a parent must carry the load of raising a family alone. My mom is my biggest inspiration. Her strength, ...
Posted by on Sun, 13 May 2007 22:45:00 GMT

The Ultimate Sacrifice

"What the hell?..." The taste in his mouth is familiar yet he cannot identify what it is. His eyes open and nothing seems as though it should be. Everything appears out of focus and moving about. He i...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Apr 2007 23:23:00 GMT