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Psychotic Princess

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About Me

I am Learning
to Love

Learning to love life by living through loss and mistakes
Lessons learned then gradually surfacing
Letting go, stripping naked to scream
I am not perfect, nor do I strive to be
I am alive in this world of face-first falls and public breakdowns
I'm a retarded, disfigured clown
Dying to be heard for the simple art of letting this heavy wall finally fall
I'm an equal being of no race or color
A hallucination if you will
Sneaking into the lives of strangers and letting them fall apart
To a new rhythm, just to feel better

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"There are times, however, and this is one of them, when even being right feels wrong. What do you say, for instance, about a generation that has been taught that rain is poison and sex is death?

If making love might be fatal and if a cool spring breeze on any summer afternoon can turn a crystal blue lake into a puddle of black poison right in front of your eyes, there is not much left except TV and relentless masturbation.

It's a strange world. Some people get rich and others eat shit and die."

— Hunter S. Thompson - Gonzo Papers, Vol. 2: Generation of Swine: Tales of Shame and Degradation in the '80s, 1988

We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that we're frustrated that we have teenagers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire.

The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when? Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. One of my favorite quotes comes from Alfred D Souza.

He said, "For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin - real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life."

This perspective has helped me to see that there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time...and remember that time waits for no one.

So stop waiting until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you lose ten pounds, until you gain ten pounds, until you have kids, until your kids leave the house, until you start work, until you retire, until you get married, until you get divorced, until Friday night, until Sunday morning, until you get a new car or home, until your car or home is paid off, until spring, until summer, until fall, until winter, until you are off welfare, until the first or fifteenth, until your song comes on, until you've had a drink, until you've sobered up, until you die, until you are born again to decide that there is no better time than right now to be happy...

Happiness is a journey, not a destination.

Thought for the day: "Work like you don't need money, Love like you've never been hurt, And dance like no one's watching."

~ Author Unknown

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My Blog

Call Me, Call Me

So I went reminiscing on my old Livejournal blog, and I found this gem I wrote back in August 2005. An old lover came back to town, and shook things up a little bit. It didn't really last long, we ju...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Dec 2008 19:10:00 GMT

I have a Cause

with a capital C. Cause. It's only capitalized because it's personal. And if what I'm learning can help even one other person, than it's worth it. PCOS affects 1 in 10 women. The test is simple. Read ...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Nov 2008 11:26:00 GMT

Ben Folds Five - Mess

There was a time that I had nothing to explainOh, this mess I had madeBut then things got complicatedMy innocence has all but fadedOh, this mess I have madeAnd I dont believe in godSo I cant be savedA...
Posted by on Fri, 05 Sep 2008 20:43:00 GMT

Check out this event: Zanzibar on the Waterfront this Weekend!

Hosted By: Finesse PromotionsWhen: Sunday Jun 22, 2008 at 4:00 PMWhere: Zanzibar on the Waterfront700 Water StWashington, Washington DC|9 20024United StatesDescription:Finesse Promotions Click Here To...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Jun 2008 05:58:00 GMT

Finesse Promotions - Inaugural Event ft Grandmaster Flash

Boys and girls, from the team that brought you QueensFinest, it is with great honor that I present you with Finesse Promotions. Finesse plans to host the baddest old school parties at the hot...
Posted by on Wed, 28 May 2008 10:26:00 GMT

Come Home - One Republic

Hello worldHope you're listeningForgive me if I'm youngFor speaking out of turnThere's someone I've been missingI think that they could beThe better half of meThey're in their own place trying to make...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 11:30:00 GMT

Scissor Sisters - Almost Sorry

if anyone was headed for the gates of hell i knew you'd be first i used to picture your obituary and i wished you the worst the danger of the playground the radio said you drowned and i'm sorry almost...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 12:06:00 GMT

Meloncholy Blueberries

They say one must keep your standards and your values of life alive.  But how can I, when I only kept them for you?  Everything was for you.  I loved life just because you made it so ...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 11:59:00 GMT

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You know you want updates of all things psychotic from my website delivered directly to your inbox! So, sign up for my mailing list. It’s really simple.Visit my guestbook at http://www.psychotic...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Apr 2008 08:00:00 GMT

Happy New Year (a real blog post)

First off, happy new year! May 2008 bring you everything you need in life.Since about halfway through my trip to North Carolina last week I've been living in the past. More like, reliving the past. I'...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 13:37:00 GMT