.. Im a sinner(Romans 3:23)saved by grace threw faith(Eph 2:8,9 Romans 3:27,28,5:1). I havent always been a child of God.The first time I steped foot in a church I was 21 years old.I had no desire to go to church. I grew up in a broken home. Never had a stable home growin up. I stayed a little with my grandmother, but most of my time was spent on the streets. I grew up around drugs, fighting, alot of cusing and hellraising at home. My parants where not christians. They seperated for good when I was about 8 or 9. Because I wasnt getting no love at home. I felt like nobody cared for me I joinded a streetgang at the age of 13. I started drinking liquor and smoking bud. For the cristian that might be reading Im not gloring in my sins of my PAST life. If if you havent been threw any of this you need to thank God for it because sin will take you furthure than you wont to go. At the age of 14 done my first time in juvy. I done a driveby on somebodys house (Im not bragging its my testimony). I spent alot of time in jail and prison.I had been shot at many times by rivial gangs. I should be dead and in hell but God had mercy on me. God had a plan for my life. Yes hell is real accordind to the word of God (Luke 16). Its either Jesus or Hell. If you dont believe know when you die you will believe then because you will be burning in Hell. When I got out of prison the last time 9 years ago is when I meet my sons momma. During this time was when I signed a record deal with a record company. Raping was my life. I started raping when I was about 7 years old. Back when its was a very rare thing for a whiteboy. This was what I wonted to do my whole life. I fed the philosophies that rap music taught. If I told you the record label you would know it. I was about to start on my album when my son was born. That was the 2 time God spoke to my heart. The 1 was when I was in the state pin. I was in my cell when I looked out my cell window into the yard. They was letting the convicts out on the yard one at a time because they couldnt be in general population. They was doing life + sentances and will never get out and God spoke to me and said that will be you. It was there when I was looking in the yard when he spoke to me. I got out and didnt think much more about it. When my son was born it was then when I looked into my sons eyes he spoke to me again.In the bible dont say that Enoch started walking with God until He had a son. I knew something had to change, but I didnt know how. I couldnt let him grow up like I did. Ive always said if I had a child I would be a man and raise it.I dont have no respect for a man that wont take care of his kids. I could not be an example to my son hanging around gang members, drug dealing, and drinking, or making music that glories in that lifestyle. The Thug Life.And if something dont change my son could end up like me. Thats when a man that God sent who had a heart for souls to be saved by the name of Keith Evvert stop by the house and invited us to church. At this time my son was 7 months old and me and her split up and she ran off with my son and another man and said he will never see his daddy again. I tried everything else and to be honest didnt think church would do any good. I have done to many wicked things in my life for God to accept me. I thought that I need to clean my life up first or I wouldnt be accepted. I really didnt know. I didnt know that God wonted me to come to Him like I was. I didnt know that His blood has paid for all my sins that I commited. I didnt know that I was the reason He went to the cross and that we are all sinners in his eyes.I didnt know he was virgen born. I didnt know He walked on this earth 33 half years and never sinned. I didnt know that He was God in a body of flesh. I didnt know He was more than a good man or a prophet.I didnt know that He rose from the dead on the third day and He is seated at the right hand of God The Father. I didnt know that all them sins that HAD more bound I could be set free from. and then He would clean me up.I didnt care what people would think so I went to church and My soul was saved from sin.I was born again (John 3:7) on Jan.24,1999 at Landmark Baptist Church. A little country chruch in loganville georiga when a man of God preached to me and gave me the gospel of Jesus Christ. Thats was when tha Holy Ghost convicted my heart for the first time and I know if I didnt get saved I would die in my sins and spend eternity in the lake of fire. Thank God for preachers who tell the truth. But I didnt know why he would loved me after the life I lived(Romans 5:8). I just took Him, at His word , and repented of my sin and believe on His name,and I was born again, freely given eternal life(1 John 5:11), washed in the blood of the only begotten Son of God(1 John 1:7), My Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. And I havent been the same. My son is 8 will be 9 soon. I fought for my son and with God on my side I took her to court and got all my rights to him. He doent know a about the old man because he is dead, and I became a new creature in Christ Jesus. He hasnt had to come visit me in prison. He has never see me drink, do drugs, or any of that junk. His daddy doesnt go to jail but to church. Only because Jesus lives. He knows nothin but a saved daddy. His mom told him not to long ago that I was a wicked man and I had to agree with her, but my son looked at me and said that was before you meet Jesus right daddy, and I smiled and said thats right son. Praise THE LAMB OF GOD THAT TAKETH AWAY THE SINS OF THE WORLD
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