nikki

there are certain things in life that we wanted to be ours forever, but i think we could not have that in just a blink of an eye. we'll meet someone who'll just make us smile all day, who'll laugh at our corny jokes, and even spend half of the day with us. i don't know what is happening right now and where am i in his heart. he always make me feel special EVERYTIME. i miss him day by day, and it's like, i wanna see him even if i know, i'll get wet under the rain. i am now confused, because for you I have deeper feelings. i hate this feeling, but i hate to see myself walk away from you. i know, even if it's hurting me inside, i still wanna hold on. i'm half crazy, everytime i think of you. i cherish every message i get from you, even if there are times that i wonder if it's not just for me, 'coz i know, it's worth it. i could never imagine that we'll let go of the friendship we've both shared. but it's you, who always think i'm not yet over with my past. i'm tryin not to fall day by day, but everytime i see you, Damn, i keep on fallin'