JeannieGrrl

About Me

I'm a mother, a lover, a sister, a friend, a wife and a survivor.
I'm every woman but I'm really only just me.

I have a website where I showcase my arts and journal my life. Sometimes it can be mundane, sometimes ridiculous but its always real.
I write erotica.
I take a lot of photos, both naughty and nice.
I make graphics and layouts.
I enjoy everything that I was blessed with but sometimes I'm down too.
I talk to everyone.
I webcam but I don't do cybersex.
I like to meet new people and learn about their lives.
I am a massive voyeur but not for sexual gratification - I just like to people watch.
I am honest at almost all costs.
I hate religious zealots and narrow minded bigots.
I suffer from advanced Crohn's Disease.
I've almost died from it.
I'm still here.
I've coped with internet stalkers and psycho exes.
I lived to tell.
I am an adult child of trauma.
I survived domestic violence.
I have self esteem issues and I suffer from depression and anxiety disorders.
I left MySpace before because of issues with a few individuals in my personal life who just couldn't grow up and move on in their personal development.
I'm back.
I'm looking for friends.
I'd love to get to know you.

My Beliefs

I am what I am and you cannot take that from me.
I am what some call a Wiccan, some a Heathen, others simply call me a Pagan.
Some would say I’m a heretic, others would call me blasphemous. I am a witch.
I am not evil.
I am not black nor white.
I am the neutrality which is this universe & all things within it.
Night to day.
Hot to cold.
I wear a pentacle about my neck and I praise the Old Ones.
I call to the Guardians and I say goodnight to the Mother.
I ask the Father for strength and I respect all faiths and beliefs.
I do not judge and I choose not to be racist, sexist of narrow minded.
I speak my prayers and devotions to myself in private.
I seek no retribution on those who disagree.
I will tell you of my beliefs yet I will not preach.
I am.
Just that - I am.
I follow the ideals and the laws of the Wicca but I am an outlaw because I don’t believe in “textbook witches”. So many today have lost sight of the old ways. The old ones tell us that we have everything we need within ourselves. I see so many who buy a paperback by Raymond Buckland or Silver Ravenwolf and call themselves a witch. Yes. They’re both brilliant authors and practitioners but I don’t believe they meant for their books to become bibles.
I was raised to believe that a spell is inside of you. A blessing or enchantment is a piece of you. Colours help. Magickal properties help. Timing helps. Those aren’t everything.
Witchcraft comes from Within.
I came to my Faith as a child. My mother’s family were farmers and my father’s family were all longshoremen. Both superstitious lots. My great grandma on my mother’s side knew “ways to heal things” and “ways to bless the crops better”. My elders on my father’s side sent charms and amulets off to sea with the menfolk and chanted for their safe return. It was a natural progression for me. I picked up books, I listened to others, I looked online. I still search - the quest never ends. It is as it should be.

Advice

A few more things that you should know before you begin the quest for knowledge:
*A witch will not demand money from you.
*A witch will not threaten you or any person or thing that you hold dear.
* A witch doesn’t worship satan.
* A witch does not condemn another for their beliefs.
* A witch respects all and truly believes that all Gods are one.
* A witch really does practice "love thy brother"
* A witch does not sacrifice animals or children.
* A witch practices non violence.
* A witch will not try to force you to convert.
* A witch cannot make you do anything that you do not want to do.
* A witch cannot control you or your destiny.
* A witch will not brag of his or her powers to try to intimidate or convince you.
* A real witch will accept you just the way you are.
"An' it harm none - do what thou wilt..."

Causes

Images

“Dark Lady laughed and danced and lit the candles one by one
Danced to her gypsy music till her brew was done…”
- Cher

DACA Missing Children's Project