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Llama

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

beyond all thought and above all desire i see light.

though i was born with an extraordinary sensitivity to fear i have begun to see it whole, unaltered, and it looks like love.

i created a world for the purpose of book-writing but it has influenced my self more than anything. one day i will be finished and i will become another self, but until that day i am composed of hope, lightness, and the evolution of humanity.

(darkness is illusion; if you shine light upon it you'll see.)

"I am thankful for all things but especially this life."

"Creation is the antidote to fear." -Daryl's mom.

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My Interests

I'm working on a theory of the Universe.

I'd like to meet:

those who i've met before and will meet again

Music:

Atmosphere, Elliot Smith, The Shins, Nerf Herder, Operation Ivy, Bob Marley, Sublime, Mates of State, Tool, The Misfits, Blind Melon,Van Morrison, Neutral Milk Hotel, Goldfinger, Yes, Bayside, Regina Spektor, Cold War Kids, Vampire Weekend..

Movies:

Old School, The Royal Tenenbaums, Pan's Labrynth, The Fountain, Bridget Jones's Diary (for any Battlestar Galactica fans: Guyus Baltar plays Bridget's gay best friend)

Television:

Battlestar Galactica, Family Guy, I Love New York (i hope she comes out with a new one soon!)

Books:

the basics:

*Siddhartha
*The Celestine Prophesy
*The Education of Oversoul Seven

life of pi, a wrinkle in time, anything by Orson Scott Card, tao of pooh, the tenth insight, the continuing education of oversoul seven, etc..

lately all i read are books about human evolution.

i'm currently reading The Last Hours of Ancient Sunlight and Same Soul Many Bodiesi suppose they're research for my own story, yet to be completed in book form.

Heroes:

Siddhartha, Einstein, Ginsberg, Jesus, Yoda, Palange

My Blog

prophesies or thoughts

there is something to be said of negativity:  it can gain attention.is this an echoing of mutual whole?  a critical mass which, in illusion, destroys instead of creates?i see so much negativ...
Posted by Llama on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 09:43:00 PST

today

i will say it's hard to find my venue, my medium, my audience. perhaps there isn't anything in particular i should shoot for but i'll have to admit that those who die young die famously and are studie...
Posted by Llama on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 01:09:00 PST

septembervision

so far it seems to be happening much like i (un)expected. so here's to the new year, its impossibilities and the inevitable success of our species. happy llamafest, earth. ...
Posted by Llama on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 01:20:00 PST

mother of source...

it seems the fates have swirled up the energies in an effort to accomplish something.  i must remember to stay humble in these times and not assume anything. when i asked the tarot, while in SF, ...
Posted by Llama on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 12:58:00 PST

oh, life.

(hahahaha this is slightly retarded.)   to the universe i say thank you, and i'm sorry - for being human, mostly.  who knows if the light will ever fill me fully.. still, i seek.   time...
Posted by Llama on Mon, 06 Nov 2006 01:40:00 PST