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About Me


I OPENED MY EYES AND SUDDENLY I REALIZED...MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN


Ay wuppup…the name’s Jenn
…my friends called me Sassy. Most of my life I’ve suffered but that is a thing of the past…everyone has a story filled with event that shape the person they become. For the most part I’ve put my past in my past walking away with the life lessons. I’ve chosen to live in the present and future.
This is the time for me to do what ever I need to climb/claw my way to the top…once you see the depth of the darkness you’ll do whatever it takes to move upward…it’s been a difficult transition but I’d do it all over again just to reach this point. As I’m picking up the pieces I’ve come to many realizations about life itself. I see things clearer then ever before…I’ve learned things I never thought possible…I’ve discovered answers to question I never thought of…I’ve been blessed with the gift of knowledge and with that comes power and peace. Now is the time for me to exceed my limitations.
If I had to describe myself in one word it would be special. I’m not egotistical in the least bit, but I believe I have every right to say how amazing I am, especially given the things I’ve been through…I’ve earned the right to be proud of who I am.

I’m a total sweetheart…I love people…I’m the best friend you could ever have…I’m too nice and therefore I’ve been hurt a lot but I refuse to change. I am one funny bitch and fun to be around…I’m normally the center of attention but not by choice attention falls my way…I’m loyal, kind and generous… the person people normally come to for advice. I’m trustworthy, sympathetic, and always there for my friends…they are a priority.
My favorite thing to do is laugh…I don’t care if you are laughing at me or with me. People have told me I’m strange, but I disagree it’s just me having fun…expect anything from me. I have a dirty mind, worst more than men, and a warped sense of humor as well. I stand firm in my believes and refuse to be someone I’m not. I’m self respecting and therefore loathe guys making inappropriate comments. I’m very random, laid back and easygoing.
I’m very complex and by that I don’t mean I’m complicated I mean there are many facets that defines who I am…I’m very passionate in so many ways about a range of different things…I love a challenge. I’m the type of person that can be the person you want me to be not because I’m trying to be something I’m not…with my wide range of charactoristics…I seem to fit in and get along with most..I’m a dreamer and an optomist, but a realist and a sceptic at the same time…life has led me to this point where I begin a new journey this time with my mind, body and soul are all healed and intact…meaning I’m finally complete emotionally, mentally and spiritually…it’s my time to shine
Once you know me you’ll love me…getting to know me is an adventure…let’s get started=]
*laughter*
*sex*
*chaos*
*meditation*
*having fun*
*smoking weed*
*playing poker*
*dancing*
*music*
Peace
Love
Unity
Respect
Understanding
Open mindedness
Second chances
Freedom
Animal Rights
Self Respect
Honor
Self-empowerment/improvement
Succeeding and Exceeding
Learning
Discovering
Creating

25 RANDOM FACT ABOUT ME
1. First thing I do when I wake up is check my phone for missed calls
2 .On more than one occasion I've spent more than 24hours playing poker
3. I enjoy public and unconventional sex
4. I own 7 glass bowl(pipes)
5. I have a gift for writing short erotic stories
6. I can hypnotize myself
7. I don't believe in karma or "everything happens for a reason"
8. I have had to have 8 replacement licenses
9. At one time or another I had everything pierced
10.I am unable to sleep unless I'm covered up
11.I never have been pulled over(while I was driving)
12.I hate text messaging
13.I watch entirely too much poker
14.My favorite color is blue
15.It doesn’t take much to amuse
16.Most of the time I wear a smile…real or fake
17.I’m very spiritual
18.I pretty much question everything…life has left me skeptical
19.I am an optimist but a realist
20. I believe in second chance and forgiveness
21.I’d prefer to hurt myself rather than others
22.I love with all that I have
23.I’ve pretty much given up on romantic love
24.My life would be pointless without my friends
25.I love peanut butter
I’ve come to a point in my life where for the first time my curiosity has been fulfilled. In a way I don’t know how to adapt as I’ve spent my entire life learning, experiencing, and questioning…although I am far from having the answers, I finally found the right direction which makes my journey easier. This is only the beginning. I’ve found the answers to the question I sought. What happens next is all in my hands. Suddenly I realized that I have no limitations just merely undeveloped skill
This is strangest life I’ve ever known…and the only one…or at least that I can remember. I’m soppossed to believe in re-incarnation, but I question those things I cannot prove. I feel like there is more to come, that it just has not gotten strange enough for my desires.
Name: Jenn
Star sign: Pisces
I'm a constant work in progress
Dreamer
Instinctual
Heart of gold
Sensitive
Gives everyone a fair chance
Imaginative
Total Rave Girl at heart
Believes in P.L.U.R. [peace, love, unity, respect]
Eccentric
Strong
Sarcastic
Insane
Creative
Random
Optimistic
Survivor
Jaded in some aspects
Spiritual
Adventurous
Extroverted
Trusting
Quirky
Seductive
Passionate
Believes in making my own magic
Stubborn
Empathetic
Curios
I am a dark pagan….and no I’m not evil nor do I practice anything evil. I am truly fascinated with occult study especially after realizing that there is a scientific explanation for these things and after learning that everyone is capable of developing what is referred to as “supernatural powers”. After all we only uses a fraction of our brains. EVERYONE has abilities but unfortunately these truth have been well hidden and deemed evil. There is nothing evil about empowering yourself. I do not believe in magic per say but practices that are considered magical are nothing short of manipulating energy. I meditate regularly and I’ve familiarized myself with the chakras and kundelini. Mine life has changed completely since I’ve learned these things. I healed myself mentally as I no longer suffer with anxiety and depression…I did this through self hypnosis. Things have never been more clear in my life

My Interests

LIKES AND HOBBIES
Playing poker
spending time with my wonderful friends
watching poker
sex
Orgasms
dancing
singing
laughing
hugs
kisses
dogs
dolphins
watching sports
acting silly
working out
meditation
raves
smoking weed
laughing at stupid people
writing
tattoos
piercings
trying new things
laughing at myself
challenges
helping people
making people laugh
trying to do things to improve myself
listening to music
white roses
sparkly things
acting weird
living life to the fullest
scented shampoo
make-up
twister
poker books
shocking people
silly string
soap operas
whipped cream
smiling
gambling
sex books
taking risks
sun rises
swimming
roller coasters
taking ecstacy
fireworks
cell phones
having a warped mind
oral sex
Sunsets
having a dirty mind
Winning
full moons
pointless/mindless rambling
kama sutra
public sex
glass bowls
dance clubs
hoop earrings
weird and crazy people
Jokes
blue eyes and dimples
professional poker players
actin’ a fool
hair accessories
summer nights
chasing dreams
choas(the good kind)
thunderstorms
beauty products
candles
duct tape
videogames
sex on the beach
tupperwear
bongs
satin sheets
ixed drinks
sex “props”
role playing
parties
colorful things
things that glow in the dark
computers
hard liqour
blowing bubbles
flavored lipgloss
lacey things
Massages
Coffee
erotic encounters
spicy things
cool breezes
flavored diet sodas
HATREDS
stupidity...all forms
boredom
hatrid
cruelity
ignorance
bad poker players
the government
hypocrits
people that don’t use common sense
backstabbers
liars
closemindedness
fake people
jealousy
selfishness
pettiness
arrogance
whining
bad sportmanship
shallow people
police
most laws
celebrities that get away with anything
people who are not appriciative
people without sense of humors
BIG FUCKING ANNOYANCES
stupid people
donkeys
donkeys that catch cards
men for mostly being stupid
Automated customer service menus
shaving..I always cut myself
pens... I always lose them
Being TOO drunk
people that can’t take a joke
text messaging...it’s annoying
people that don’t listen to good advice
girls for being stupid with men
anything childproof
people that make the same mistakes
football thugs
lighters when they run outta fluid
drama
bad dancers that think they are good.. spelling
authority
pocket queens...70% I lose with them
bad jokes
men having 2 heads and using the wrong one
bad poker players that think they are good
cars when the break
bad beats
men thinking they are good in bed & aren’t
alarm clocks
fish (poker term) bright sun/light in my eyes
men that make innappropriate comments
bad manners
commercials
power outages
packaging peanuts
back pain
insomnia
the fact that I need coffee to make coffee
sperm when they get stuck in your teeth
popcorn cuz it NEVER pops it all
being too hot
losing things
people who don't speak their minds
my digital camera has an outdated driver
most male drivers scare the hell outta me
being too cold
gossip
slutty and trashy girls...have respect
bible thumpers and Jesus freaks
erections, problem that cannot be ignored
being too hot
bad drivers
red lights
braking bones while drunk
parking spaces
hackers/spammers...get a better hobby
Salespeople
ditzy girls
Brittany Spears/“troubled” young stars
bad poker in the professional field
white trash
Men who lie about their penis size…we all find out
caffeine...can’t stay away from it
most customer service people
traffic back-ups
drunks that act like idiots driving with other cars on the road
long lines
clowns..just wanna smack them
boy and girl bands
speed limits...what’s the point?

My biggest passion in life is poker... texas holdem and omaha mainly, but i can play stud and razz as well. I am a very accomplished poker player and beleive whole heartedly that I can become professional. For two years I was supporting myself on my winnings. It is not about the money is is for the love of the game. It is very mentally challeging and I fell in the love with the game the moment I first saw it... for the first time in my life i have a dream some thing to reach for and I am go after with all that I have. It takes a lot of time,dedication, and hard work as I am rising to the challenge...hope you all see me on tv
~YOU MY MOST COVETED DREAM... I WILL TURN INTO REALITY~
CURRENTLY MY BIGGEST INTEREST IS THE "PARANORMAL AND OCCULT". THINGS OF A SUPERNATURAL NATURE THAT MANY PEOPLE DO NOT THINK EXIST OR ARE SCEPTICAL....THE REASON FOR THAT IS HUMANITY HAS BEEN LIED TO. GIVEN THE FACT THAT WE ONLY USE 10 %OF OUR BRAIN POWER, THERE IS SO MUCH UNKNOWN TO MOST. I AM FULLY AWARE OF THE POWER OF A STRONG AND TRAINED MIND, AND THEREFOR WILLING TO DO WHAT EVER IT TAKES TO EMPOWER MYSELF AND EXCEED MY LIMITATIONS...I HAVE THE GIFT OF KNOWLEDGE ON PLAN ON USING IT TO MY FULLEST POTENTIAL

I'd like to meet:

POKER ADDICTS AND ANYONE COOl WITH COMMON SENSE AND A BRAIN, ANYONE THAT LIKE TO HAVE FUN,ACT SIMPLE BUT BE ABLE TO HOLD AN INTELLIGENT CONVERSATIONS*WHO I DONT WANT TO MEET:* ANYONE PSYCHOTIC,JUDGEMENTAL,PARANOID,NEEDY,STUPID AND ANY GUY THAT THINKS JUST BY TALKING TO ME THEY ARE GONNA BE ABLE TO GET INTO MY PANTS

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Music:

MAINLY RAP AND TECHNO BUT ANYTHING BUT COUNTRY

Movies:

ROUNDERS, THE WALL, THE DOORS, MAJOR LEAGUE,ROCKY'S,DIRTY DANCING, AMERICAN PIE




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Television:

WPT,WSOP,HIGH STAKES POKER,POKER AFTER DARK, GREY'S ANOTOMY, E.R., GENERAL HOSPITAL

Books:


Heroes:

I DO NOT HERO WORSHIP BUT THE PERSON THAT HAS IMPACTED MY LIFE AND PENDING POKER CAREER IS DANIEL NEGREANU HE IS TRULY AMAZING AND ONE OF THE MOST ENTERTAING OF ALL THE PROFESSIONAL POKER PLAYERS
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My Blog

Hello everyone

I haven't been around much lately, I'm just taking a well needed break for my mental health from the internet period&between poker and Myspace I've been subjecting myself to stupidity. Combining the t...
Posted by Z»Insanity is bliss«] on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 10:27:00 PST

Fun Things To Do With Pubic Hair...(no I did not write this)

Fun Things To Do With Pubic Hair... Dye Floss Make a wig Place near fire Braid, feather, cornrows, sprinkle glitter on, or anything of that general nature Bake into de...
Posted by Z»Insanity is bliss«] on Sat, 13 Sep 2008 02:07:00 PST

9/11 7 YEARS OF REMEMBERENCE FOR NOTHING

Here it is the 7th anniversary of 9/11. For those who do remember should know the true effects are over. I'll never forget that day, when I was first told about it, I was in disbelief I couldn't imagi...
Posted by Z»Insanity is bliss«] on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 09:55:00 PST

RRRRRRRRRRRANDOM THOUGHTS

Football season is starting! I love football&except I live in Baltimore, need I say more? MAGIC PUTTY ROCKS! Seriously puts duct tape to shame&this stuff really does fix everything, I broke a glass bo...
Posted by Z»Insanity is bliss«] on Wed, 03 Sep 2008 09:36:00 PST

Lesson learned

So yesterday was really bad&I was lost and just could not bring myself out of it. Amazingly enough I'm not beating myself up for giving into weakness (for the first time in my life). I'm still really ...
Posted by Z»Insanity is bliss«] on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 09:56:00 PST

Severly depressed....Im in rare form=[

I am severely depressed right now, I actually forgot what it's like because to be this down. In all honesty in a way it's good because I was afraid that I was inadvertently making myself cold-hearted,...
Posted by Z»Insanity is bliss«] on Mon, 01 Sep 2008 08:51:00 PST

SHORT RANT..."THE STEREOTYPICAL WOMAN"

You've got to be kidding me!!! I'd like to take this opportunity to voice my opinions about the stereotypical woman or as they should be referred to as girls. What sparked this? One of those ads on My...
Posted by Z»Insanity is bliss«] on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 08:06:00 PST

A small glimps inside

People tell me I'm crazy, I tend to agree. Life lessons thus far have led me to insanity.  Reality is unacceptable. Boredom is death. Everything and nothing makes sense anymore. I often confuse m...
Posted by Z»Insanity is bliss«] on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 03:12:00 PST

WHAT’S NEXT?

I feel as though I've either been given a second chance, or more so&I gave myself a second chance. I don't wanna waste it. I went through hell to get regain control of my mind and my life., so I'm sur...
Posted by Z»Insanity is bliss«] on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 11:01:00 PST

Rules I follow

Dance in the rainBreak out into songTake risks&if you get caught, always have a good excuseLaugh and smile just becauseSearch for answersLove with all you have and unconditionallyBelieve in yourselfFi...
Posted by Z»Insanity is bliss«] on Sun, 10 Aug 2008 11:53:00 PST