I OPENED MY EYES AND SUDDENLY I REALIZED...MY LIFE HAS JUST BEGUN
Ay wuppup…the name’s Jenn…my friends called me Sassy. Most of my life I’ve suffered but that is a thing of the past…everyone has a story filled with event that shape the person they become. For the most part I’ve put my past in my past walking away with the life lessons. I’ve chosen to live in the present and future.
This is the time for me to do what ever I need to climb/claw my way to the top…once you see the depth of the darkness you’ll do whatever it takes to move upward…it’s been a difficult transition but I’d do it all over again just to reach this point. As I’m picking up the pieces I’ve come to many realizations about life itself. I see things clearer then ever before…I’ve learned things I never thought possible…I’ve discovered answers to question I never thought of…I’ve been blessed with the gift of knowledge and with that comes power and peace. Now is the time for me to exceed my limitations.
If I had to describe myself in one word it would be special. I’m not egotistical in the least bit, but I believe I have every right to say how amazing I am, especially given the things I’ve been through…I’ve earned the right to be proud of who I am.
I’m a total sweetheart…I love people…I’m the best friend you could ever have…I’m too nice and therefore I’ve been hurt a lot but I refuse to change. I am one funny bitch and fun to be around…I’m normally the center of attention but not by choice attention falls my way…I’m loyal, kind and generous… the person people normally come to for advice. I’m trustworthy, sympathetic, and always there for my friends…they are a priority.
My favorite thing to do is laugh…I don’t care if you are laughing at me or with me. People have told me I’m strange, but I disagree it’s just me having fun…expect anything from me. I have a dirty mind, worst more than men, and a warped sense of humor as well. I stand firm in my believes and refuse to be someone I’m not. I’m self respecting and therefore loathe guys making inappropriate comments. I’m very random, laid back and easygoing.
I’m very complex and by that I don’t mean I’m complicated I mean there are many facets that defines who I am…I’m very passionate in so many ways about a range of different things…I love a challenge. I’m the type of person that can be the person you want me to be not because I’m trying to be something I’m not…with my wide range of charactoristics…I seem to fit in and get along with most..I’m a dreamer and an optomist, but a realist and a sceptic at the same time…life has led me to this point where I begin a new journey this time with my mind, body and soul are all healed and intact…meaning I’m finally complete emotionally, mentally and spiritually…it’s my time to shine
Once you know me you’ll love me…getting to know me is an adventure…let’s get started=]
*laughter*
*sex*
*chaos*
*meditation*
*having fun*
*smoking weed*
*playing poker*
*dancing*
*music*
Peace
Love
Unity
Respect
Understanding
Open mindedness
Second chances
Freedom
Animal Rights
Self Respect
Honor
Self-empowerment/improvement
Succeeding and Exceeding
Learning
Discovering
Creating
25 RANDOM FACT ABOUT ME
1. First thing I do when I wake up is check my phone for missed calls
2 .On more than one occasion I've spent more than 24hours playing poker
3. I enjoy public and unconventional sex
4. I own 7 glass bowl(pipes)
5. I have a gift for writing short erotic stories
6. I can hypnotize myself
7. I don't believe in karma or "everything happens for a reason"
8. I have had to have 8 replacement licenses
9. At one time or another I had everything pierced
10.I am unable to sleep unless I'm covered up
11.I never have been pulled over(while I was driving)
12.I hate text messaging
13.I watch entirely too much poker
14.My favorite color is blue
15.It doesn’t take much to amuse
16.Most of the time I wear a smile…real or fake
17.I’m very spiritual
18.I pretty much question everything…life has left me skeptical
19.I am an optimist but a realist
20. I believe in second chance and forgiveness
21.I’d prefer to hurt myself rather than others
22.I love with all that I have
23.I’ve pretty much given up on romantic love
24.My life would be pointless without my friends
25.I love peanut butter
I’ve come to a point in my life where for the first time my curiosity has been fulfilled. In a way I don’t know how to adapt as I’ve spent my entire life learning, experiencing, and questioning…although I am far from having the answers, I finally found the right direction which makes my journey easier. This is only the beginning. I’ve found the answers to the question I sought. What happens next is all in my hands. Suddenly I realized that I have no limitations just merely undeveloped skill
This is strangest life I’ve ever known…and the only one…or at least that I can remember. I’m soppossed to believe in re-incarnation, but I question those things I cannot prove. I feel like there is more to come, that it just has not gotten strange enough for my desires.
Name: Jenn
Star sign: Pisces
I'm a constant work in progress
Dreamer
Instinctual
Heart of gold
Sensitive
Gives everyone a fair chance
Imaginative
Total Rave Girl at heart
Believes in P.L.U.R. [peace, love, unity, respect]
Eccentric
Strong
Sarcastic
Insane
Creative
Random
Optimistic
Survivor
Jaded in some aspects
Spiritual
Adventurous
Extroverted
Trusting
Quirky
Seductive
Passionate
Believes in making my own magic
Stubborn
Empathetic
Curios
I am a dark pagan….and no I’m not evil nor do I practice anything evil. I am truly fascinated with occult study especially after realizing that there is a scientific explanation for these things and after learning that everyone is capable of developing what is referred to as “supernatural powersâ€. After all we only uses a fraction of our brains. EVERYONE has abilities but unfortunately these truth have been well hidden and deemed evil. There is nothing evil about empowering yourself. I do not believe in magic per say but practices that are considered magical are nothing short of manipulating energy. I meditate regularly and I’ve familiarized myself with the chakras and kundelini. Mine life has changed completely since I’ve learned these things. I healed myself mentally as I no longer suffer with anxiety and depression…I did this through self hypnosis. Things have never been more clear in my life