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when present tense gets strangled

foryoumylove

About Me



I disregard the proportions, the measures, the tempo of the ordinary world.
I refuse to live in the ordinary world as ordinary women do.
To enter ordinary relationships.
I want ecstasy.
I am a neurotic —in the sense that I live in my own world.
I will not adjust myself to the world.
I am adjusted to myself.

Anaïs Nin

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


santa.
alessandra ambrosio dressed as santa.

i am way more than you will ever learn about me from my myspace page,
and your delusions of insight are revolting at best.
don't judge me so quickly...
because this is just the internet
and i am just a girl, who you have never known, with a life you've never lived.
a girl who is not going to compromise her self, or her christianity
to play these absurd, adolescent games with strangers.
my life is too beautiful.
i want to keep it that way.

Books:

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My Blog

rachel vs rain

....Rain.... "It's going to rain tonight.""It's raining now," I said."The radio said tonight.""Look at the windshield," I said. "Is that rain or isn't it?""I'm only telling you what they said.""Just b...
Posted by when present tense gets strangled on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 08:33:00 PST

shawty...

you aint me!today kicked ass. =)1) giggle fest with kim when i got home (liek 5 minutes ago)2) i love erin. excellent phone calls every 10 minutes all day"HEY HEY Um........ i just talked to some rand...
Posted by when present tense gets strangled on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 03:48:00 PST

rachel vs. the autumn leaves that fall

A leaf fluttered in through the window this morning, as if supported by the rays of the sun. a bird settled on the fire escape. joy in the task of coffee. joy accompanied me as I walked. -A.N.i like t...
Posted by when present tense gets strangled on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 12:41:00 PST

rachel vs. a near death virus experience [well...something like that]

I've been sick for days. Horrifically.Majorly lame consequence: I couldn't study at all for my Geo exam because in the two days prior to the exam I was awake for a total of 9 hours. And those were alm...
Posted by when present tense gets strangled on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 01:53:00 PST

rachel vs. faith healing

[an excerpt from the poem 'faith healing' by philip larkin]In everyone there sleeps a sense of life lived according to love.To some it means the difference they could make by loving others, but across...
Posted by when present tense gets strangled on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 03:24:00 PST

rachel vs. an overabundance of ideas

i just talked to jeff, and with every conversation i am utterly amazed by how much he knows about everything, me included.we spent a few hours going over my contact sheets, talking about where i'm hea...
Posted by when present tense gets strangled on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 05:54:00 PST

rachel vs. feelings of security and truth

I prayed for a sign...an answer...some direction... I cried and begged and pleaded.And I found my sign in their eyes, and my direction from their lips.And though I still maintain that I am unlucky (at...
Posted by when present tense gets strangled on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 11:18:00 PST

rachel vs. an 8 am phone call

So...this is what I look like when I get a phone call at 8am.You're lucky I love you so much.Hahaha.FYI: I can count on my fingers how many people can call me at 8am and won't get their asses kicked. ...
Posted by when present tense gets strangled on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 10:27:00 PST

rachel vs. the stalemate

A safe position -- a back against the wall A simple shrug to shrug the questions off. When there's no action, there's no reaction, Curb the dead, avert the consequence. So if no one moves, and no on...
Posted by when present tense gets strangled on Wed, 11 Jul 2007 10:00:00 PST

rachel vs. boredom (cured by movies)

When I actually have time to edit pictures, sort things, clean, etc. I watch a lot of movies to keep me entertained while I'm doin that stuff. This is a running list:Movies that were new to me:Superba...
Posted by when present tense gets strangled on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 12:42:00 PST