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Sunsiray

youwillnotbreakme

About Me

I like my life the way it is. I like who I am and no matter what you say or do I will not feel differently about myself. I like who I am when I don't have fucked up people in my life. I can admit when I am wrong. Can you?If you have personal issues and or baggage then fix yourself. Don't impose your shit onto someone else, including me. I will not be your bandaid for all your dysfunction that you continue to rip off over and over again. If you are a weak and ugly person on the inside it will eventually be known on the outside.Admitting you are an asshole and not doing anything to change it is not okay with me. I don't settle for less and if you are the type of person I described above then yes you are considered less.Don't hide who you really are, don't be a coward. I have no respect for a person that can't even be true to themselves about who and what they really are. I know what you really are. Others don't yet but they will eventually realize it on their own. You have to live with yourself and what you have done to others. How sad.I have no hate for these people that I speak of. I just have pity. You live half a life when you live with a closed heart. You will never know love if you are not willing to take chances and you are not honest.Don't waste my time or yours doing the best behavior thing that everyone tends to do when they are getting to know eachother, don't be fake. I lack respect for people who start out strong and end weak.Can you tell I have been surrounded by worthless human beings for way too long? I have made an effort to rid my life of toxic people and to make new friendships with people that are emotionally and mentally sound. People that are genuine and not selfish. You will not break me and haven't yet fuckers!I love my new friends, friends that are still part of my life, and old friends that are part of my life again. I like to laugh and try to live my life to the fullest.Even after going through all the negativity, lies, and pain I have not closed my heart. I know how to love and I know that there are other people that have their hearts and minds in the right place too.I have Multiple Sclerosis and try not to let it own me. Don't ever underestimate my strength. Nothing is trivial and I appreciate every moment I have to enjoy this life.I'm going to do things right with no regrets and I will continue to take chances and leave my heart open.Happiness comes more from loving than being loved; and often when our affection seems wounded it is only our vanity bleeding. To love, and to be hurt often, and to love again - this is the brave and happy life.

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My Interests

Live it up sinners! Oh and fuckity, fuck, fuck, fuck you if you can't take a joke bitch!

I'd like to meet:

My long distance drinking partner.I love this crazy fucker! Such a beautiful mind. Sometimes your pain can create something beautiful.

Music:


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Heroes:

My Grandparents. They raised me so they are my parents.

My Blog

BIRTHDAY / WISDOM / FORGIVENESS

I had a great birthday this year.  I haven't had one this good for some time now.  Still no regrets and I feel like I have become a better person.  I am sticking to and doing the things...
Posted by Sunsiray on Wed, 07 May 2008 07:10:00 PST

Forgiveness

The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naive forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do not forget.    Sincere forgiveness isn't colored with expectations that the other person apo...
Posted by Sunsiray on Mon, 05 May 2008 12:39:00 PST

Drink For A Cause

Hell yeah!!!!  The drink for a cause went great.  Over $200.00 dollars was raised towards the team for the MS Walk.  It's always easy to raise money when there is drinking inv...
Posted by Sunsiray on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 12:47:00 PST

I’m an auntie again!

I just became an auntie for the second time! My brother Santiago, wife Cori, and nephew Mateo have a new little one that came today at 3:39 pm. It’s a boy! 7 pounds 9 oz. Welcome little Nathan....
Posted by Sunsiray on Wed, 02 Apr 2008 03:30:00 PST

OTEP Tonight

  OTEP!  Tonite!  Can’t wait! Making new good memories with an old friend that I haven’t seen in years tonight.  Can’t wait.  I’m glad we are back in t...
Posted by Sunsiray on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:12:00 PST

Blah. Blah. Blah. More lip service. Lies. Lies. Lies.

Remorse?  Do you even know what that is?   Selfishness.  You want to be friends because it will make you feel all better about what you did and you will have been forgiven for the ...
Posted by Sunsiray on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 12:24:00 PST

The Reward.

This made me think of a certain someone I used to know and never really knew.   The reward feels good, and we keep doing what others want us to do in order to get the reward.  With that fear...
Posted by Sunsiray on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 10:26:00 PST

Feeling good inside and out.

I actually joined a gym!  I am one lazy fucker but decided that the exercise will do me some good.  I have already felt a difference in the past week. I know this will help with the MS. ...
Posted by Sunsiray on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 03:59:00 PST

I made the top 100!!! Number 49!

I couldn’t get the list of 100 on the blog. Way to long! Here is the email I received from the MS Society:   Congratulations, your INDIVIDUAL efforts have placed you in the ’TOP 100&r...
Posted by Sunsiray on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 11:06:00 PST

TEAM SPINAL TAP 2008 MS WALK

I was diagnosed in June 2006 and my life has not been the same since. It has been a hard and humbling experience at times thus far. So many of you have given me hope in an uncertain situation. None of...
Posted by Sunsiray on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 11:17:00 PST