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About Me

YOU can't escape what makes you tragic -Orgy

I want to smell the violence/I need to see you bleed/Take me inside your soul/and make it weep for me - Otep

"I think to be this happy is to be miserable, to feel this much satisfaction is to burn." - Anne Rice, The Vampire Lestat

Oh, I didn't mean to leave this stain right here/The night I said good-bye - Slipknot

Can a heart still break after it's stopped beating? - Corpse Bride

So let it be written/let it be done/the brighter they shine/the darker we become - Otep

Used to be so naive/Catatonic now - Orgy

My Interests

Eating brains, drinking blood, fucking your mom.
Anything to make you go away faster.

For real though, music is my favoritest thing in the world right after my amazingly wonderful and sexy tattooed boyfriend, Josh, and my soon to be amazingly wonderful and beautiful baby girl, Ember Rayne. I'm so pysched to be a mommy it's crazy. I never really thought I wanted kids, but now, I know it's completely right!

I'd like to meet:

Someone... anyone... different. Fuck the mundane, the common.

Music:

3 Doors Down
12 Stones
40 Below Summer
51 Peg

Adema (pre-Planets... my god that album sucks :( )
AFI
Aiden
All-American Rejects
Aphasia
Atreyu
Auf der Maur
Avenged Sevenfold

Blood Brothers
Boy Hits Car
Breaking Benjamin
Bullet For My Valentine
Bush

Candy Coated Jesus
Clear Static
Coal Chamber
Coheed and Cambria
Cold
Constantine Maroulis
Creed
Crossbreed
The Cruxshadows
The Cure

Daughtry
Decephe Mode
Delana
Disown
Dope Stars Inc.
Drowning Pool

Eight Days Gone
Element Eighty
Eminem
Endless Grey
Evanescence

Fall Out Boy
Finger 11
Flaw
The Foo Fighters (kind of)
Fozzy

Garbage
Godsmack
Good Charlotte
Gwen Stefani

Hawthorne Heights
HIM
Hurt

Ill Nino

Jack Off Jill

Kelly Clarkson
The Killers
Korn

Lacuna Coil
Storm Large
Limp Bizkit
Lollipop Lust Kill
London After Midnight
Lostprophets

Marilyn Manson
Bob Marley
Damien Marley
Maroon 5
Mars Volta
Matchbox Twenty
Megadeath
The Misfits
Mudvayne
The Murderdolls
My Chemical Romance
My Ruin

Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
No Address
No Doubt

Orgy
Otep

Panic! At the Disco
Pantera
Paramore
Pray For the Soul of Betty
Puddle of Mudd

Ra
Toby Rand
Rob Zombie
Rock Star Supernova

Seether
Senses Fail
The Sex Pistols
Shakira
Silver Chair
Silvertide
Simple Plan
SlipKnot
Smile Empty Soul
Soil
Spineshank
Stabbing Westward
StainD
Ryan Starr
Static X
Stone Sour
Stone Temple Pilots
Sugar Ray
SUPERNOVA

Three Days Grace
Justin Timberlake (fuck off, I like him)
Trapt

Unwritten Law
The Used

Voltaire

Wednesday 13
White Zombie

Zeromancer

Movies:

I like way too many movies to actually have any posted. I love horror, thrillers, basically any slash flick I watch, I'm gonna love it. 'Nuff said. If you really cared, you'd ask. So there.

Television:

American Dad
Angel
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
The Brak Show
Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Charmed
Family Guy
Invader Zim
Law and Order
Prison Break
Robot Chicken
The Simpsons

Books:

All of Anne Rice's Vampire Chronciles

Anne Rice's Lasher

Darrin B. Patterson's Slasher
Darrin B. Patterson's Masquerade

Anything by Stephen King (Pet Sematery, Rose Madder)

Anything by Jhohen Vasquez (Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, Squee)

Edgar Allen Poe

Dan Brown's The Da Vinci Code (if you haven't read this, definitely check it out!!!)

Alexandre Dumas' The Count of Monte Cristo

Anything by Voltaire (Paint It Black is awesome lol)

Thomas Harris' The Silence of the Lamb's

Christie Golden's Ravenloft Books: Vampire of The Mists

Shakespeares' Hamlet

Oscar Wilde's The Picture of Dorian Gray
I'm looking for new stuff to read, if you have a suggestion, let me know.

Heroes:

My heroes are all dead........... They died inside my head.

My Blog

Fear

1/08Lost in my thoughts in a dark roomHead in my hands, with nothing to do except watch the clockThe countless minutes that seem to talkFeeling nothing but the sickness insideThis thing that makes par...
Posted by Diabolika on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:49:00 PST

The Ballroom of St. Vicksburg

1/1/08I question all these truths of myselfBallroom dancing across the gravesOf those who bloody the floorGlistening in the sliver of lightThat managed to seep through the venom and fogTrying to conce...
Posted by Diabolika on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:43:00 PST

Hazardous

12/11/07I'm the mistakeBut more than that -- a tragedyA pyschosomatic disease upon the mouths of babesA smiling fate with more to offer than silver-lined pocketsRich in fiction and empty in faithPalin...
Posted by Diabolika on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:36:00 PST

Dream Fog

11/15/07I saw youBedding down with the enemyI saw youEntwined in her filth -- disgustedA reflection of the insecuritiesThat I am shrouded inA veil that covers my true faceMasking the vague and highlig...
Posted by Diabolika on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:31:00 PST

Filler

I feel like fillerSpace between memoriesA comfort zone for emptinessScreaming at the top of my lungsThat my thoughts betray meAs they have always been prone to doBut I can take no solaceIn this knowle...
Posted by Diabolika on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 05:27:00 PST

Symmetry

Scorching in the blistering heatOf a cigarette burnSimply because I forgot I knewHow to feelMystified with the burnWith the painLike all of my lifeOn standbyOver the open flameThe stupid things I do f...
Posted by Diabolika on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 05:24:00 PST

Poison

Magnetic poisonLike a drugWith no highA bleach blonde lieInsistant that you don't needDon't cater to meIt's only the poison you feedPart of you longs to dieI can see the fearHiding in your eyesDon't c...
Posted by Diabolika on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 05:22:00 PST

Incomplete

I can hear the musicBouncing off the wallsIn this box, locked boxWith no key or escape routeThe penetrating looks they shootScreaming like the mouth of a guitarFirefly madness, a frenzy to findThat on...
Posted by Diabolika on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 05:20:00 PST

Russian Roulette

My eyes have corroded and caked overMy throat blisters in the intoxicating chemical burnWords like smoke flow from everyone's lipsDon't they know none of it matters?None of it belongsLive like a rebel...
Posted by Diabolika on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 05:17:00 PST

Untitled

Daily acid injectionsTo make us zombiesOnly craving for power and wealthSexual fulfilmentInstead of brains.
Posted by Diabolika on Fri, 05 Oct 2007 05:15:00 PST