Heartless Marionette profile picture

Heartless Marionette

unrivaledraven

About Me

My darkness... Roses of blood dance in raven hair, pallid flesh moves with smooth seduction. Ethereal and unreal, shadow given flesh and form. Each night my sins come back to haunt me...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hello all, and welcome to my newest collection of dark and/or morbid teenage revelations... Hmm what to say, well... I'm a psychotic teenage girl who's into writing (poetry, stories, and my own lyrics), drawing/painting, anime and singing. Some of my closet friends consider me the classic tortured artist. I wonder why. . . ;P But my real passion lies in Witchcraft and the use of magic in general. I have been described as an enigma, forever in the mysterious darkness. I live to mesmerize, and enjoy it actually. Not necessarily the darkness of heart, but the darkness of mystery... I really don't know what else to say so here are some of my favorite quotes ^^
Rules are meant to be bent if not broken - Cho Hakkai
To live in the past, is to die in the present... - Genjo Sanzo
We're all just living, so that one day we can die... laughing... - Sha Gojyo
Song of the Marionette
His heart beats once or twice for me.
I'll prove it, do you want to see?
It's been ripped out and lacerated.
Never to be congregated.
I am corrupt, I'm not quite lost.
You'll find I'll follow at all costs.
I dance when he tells me to dance.
But every time I fear it's my last.
Why can't I just love him like he'll never let me go?
Heartbreak hurts and candles burn but puppets never know.
Secrets left between his lips will conquer his ego.
So I think that I might lay and die after he lets me go.
I long for what I know is wrong.
I know that I won't last for long.
His fickle taste, his deportation.
Battles with my own salvation.
A girl could wish she'd seen him first.
I've seen him when he's at his worst.
But no song sings as sad as mine.
I'll sing it when he says goodbye.
Why can't I just love him like he'll never let me go?
Heartbreak hurts and candles burn but puppets never know.
Secrets left between his lips will conquer his ego.
So I think that I might lay and die after he lets me go.
My heart no longer beats for him.
He's broken it upon a whim.
It's sad to say, this is the end.
And my heart will never beat again.
© Copyright 2006 betterdenboo

My Interests


Meeting new people! My screen name is ForeverFallen347, look me up some time ;)

My greatest obsession by far are dragons, for what ever reason my "old soul" is just drawn to them.

Then there's my equestrian side. Horses are essentially my life; my life-long passion and now my occupation lol. Especially Raven... He's the Truth Behind My Smile

Other than that most of my interests are... Acting, anime, art, beaches/the ocean, dancing, dark poetry, drawing, fantasy, goths, magic, manga, music, nature, painting, playing guitar, poetry in general, punks, Saiyuki, Wicca, and writing. Though I consider writing more of a passion. I hope to one day publish a few novels I've written... *dreams* But until then, I'll always have my fanfics! Yay for yaoi!!! XD

~ Most of all, bleeding roses
For my life is that of a bleeding rose... "It just kinda reminds me of you, like in the way that something so beautiful is made to bleed because of a pain that it does not deserve. It's fragile and strong at the same time, breathtaking because of the sorrow it withstands...It makes you want to protect something that precious if it will let you..." ~ Willow

I'd like to meet:


Sooooo many people. But first and foremost I'd have to say Johnny Rzeznik, Robby Takac and Mike Manilin of the Goo Goo Dolls

Along with Evanescence's Amy Lee


They've been my heros for so long... Then there's the members of my other favorite bands really. =P Especially The Dead Boys Club
You should visit their page and give them a listen! "This new and explosive act, formed in the shadow of the machines of Los Angeles, California, can be traced back to the end of 2005. Formed by lead vocalist Dave Aragon (No.9-Sire/Warner Bros), Drummer Robert Jolly and bassist Eddie Kosakoski. These proven talents set out to create a volatile chemical composition of modern day influences and sounds. Combining the violent with the poetic, Dave and Robbie set out to compose a flurry of songs that would puncture the listener like an icy needle through the vain. These distortion merchants recorded their debut CD in late 2005. Titled "Sex* Retaliation* and Sometimes Love", their music reflects a life injected with drugs, martinis, girls and guns. With a strong affiliation toward hip hop beats and sounds, and a lifetime addiction to rock n roll, The Dead Boys Club ask you to choose your weapon. These sexy young assassins and their 4.0 in damage are doing it old school... back when we liked our stars like the ones up in the sky..... distant and cold, dangerous and unpredictable!" My kinda band ; }

Music:


The BIGGEST part of my life! I figured I'd leave my love for music somewhat out of the interests section seeing as it's moved from just interest to an integrated facet of my life. Reading, writing, playing... and just listening and all around enjoying music.

I listen to any and all music really...

30 Seconds to Mars
3 Days Grace
Aiden
Alice in Chains
Avenged Sevenfold
Blink 182
Bowling for Soup
Breaking Benjamin
Bullet for my Valentine
Crossfade
Dead Boys Club! Disturbed
Dresden Dolls
Dropkick Murphys
Escape the Fate
Evanescence
Garbage
Godsmack
Goo Goo Dolls
Good Charlotte
Green Day
Hawthorne Heights
HIM
Hinder
Kittie
Linkin Park
Marilyn Manson
Matchbook Romance
Muse
My Chemical Romance
NIN
New Found Glory
Papa Roach
Saosin
Savage Garden
Seether
Senses Fail
Sugarcult
Sum 41
T.A.T.U.
The Offspring
The Used
Trapt
Velvet Revolver

*Whew* And that was only to name afew, lol. Aaanyways I'll have a video up here ALL THE TIME, however, the video itself will change... quite often. Yes my ADD is just THAT bad =p But for now it's the song that is essentially the epitome of my life...

msprm name="movie"

Movies:


Waaaaay too many to even POSSIBLY ATTEMPT to list.

Television:


Anything and everything anime ^^

Saiyuki Naruto Sorry, I had too XD

Night Hunters / Weiss Kreuz Wolf's Rain Fullmetal Alchemist
Things like that ^^

Books:


The Wayfarer's Redemption Series was my all time favorite series. But anything in the genre of fantasy really; particularly Sara Douglass' books.

Heroes:


First and foremost, my Mother for being as strong and still loving as she is. Then there's the Visser Clan, a family who's not afraid to be themselves and actually live life outside of the superficial suburb norm. I 3 you guys! And who could forget everyone in the Aggie's "Quiet Intellectual" group! XD I love you all! ^^

My Blog

Embracing my past, fixing my mistakes

Haha, it's been over 2 years since I posted a blog. Aaaaanyways... Life's been pretty busy lately and I still have so much to do... Though I must admit that everything has fallen nicely into place. M...
Posted by Heartless Marionette on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 02:19:00 PST

Questionare I found

Current Mood: horny Current Music: Goldfishy Jingle, duh! 1. What is your favorite snack food? - Has to be Funions2. Do you have bags under your eyes? - Depends on the day of the week... or what's h...
Posted by Heartless Marionette on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Voila!

Current Mood:  Creative Current Music: So Cold ~ Breaking Benjamin Woot! I'm up, and I'd say operational at this point. Thanks to everyone who's halped me to fix it up. (Mainly J Bird...)  ...
Posted by Heartless Marionette on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST