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judge me
&illproveyouwrong.
tell me what to do.
&illtellyouoff.
say im not worth it.
&watchwhereiendup.
call me a bitch.
&illshowyouone.
fuck me over.
&illdoittoyoutwiceasbad.
call me crazy.
butbabeyoureallyhavenoidea.
CHRISTIAN.<33honestly until i met this boy i didnt know what love really was. he completes me. i dont know what i would do without him. he makes me so happy. and he means absolutely everything to me. we may fight a lot and people may doubt us but i know that we are going to make it. seriously this kid is AMAZING; hes funny, cute, nice, understand, everything a girl could ever want, no joke. the way that he looks me in the eyes, i just feels so right, like everything will be okay no matter what. the way that holds me makes me not worry about anything. ive never been so comfortable with anyone like i am with him. i trust him with any and everything. hes one of the only people who know everything about me. ive never felt this way about ANYONE, and i know that i would never be able to feel this way about anyone else. i dont think that anyone else would have put up with all of my shit like he has. i want to spend the rest of my life with him. just everything about him is so amazing and indescribable!! he may be retarded, but so am i, thats probably why we work so well. (= i completely HATE when im not with him. theres SO many things i could say about him. but basically im in love with this kid, and thats not going to change. hes my one and only, forever&always. no matter what ill always be here for him and ill always love him.
i love him SO MUCH.
Kayden Smokey Banadyga.<3
due date: September 8, 2009. i cant wait to finally see him. hes my whole world already. (: hes constantly kicking and moving. im sure a lot of people think that its stupid to have a baby so young but i know that im going to at least be there for him and give him the best life that i possibly can.