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ashlei

I am here for Friends

About Me


we are eternal, all this pain is an illusion
you shouldnt ever try to throw things at me...i have really terrible hand eye coordination. if you do, i will either a: stand there and look at you like you're an idiot while said item falls at my feet or b: duck....it's a reflex or something. however, there is the rare occasion that i do actually catch something, which then you will be rewarded with a smile of too much enthusiasm for something so small. i dont suggest trying your luck though....especialy if its breakable. bad idea. seriously.

"you spoonfed us saturday morning mouthfuls of maggots and lies disguised in your sugary breakfast cereals. the plates you made us clean were filled with your fears. these things have hardened in our soft pink bellies. we are what you have made us. we have grown up watching your television. we are a symptom of your christian america, the biggest satan of all, this is your world in which we grow. AND WE WILL GROW TO HATE YOU."

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My Interests

♥nail polish ♥ overly nice people freak me out ♥ fake people suck ass ♥ i

I'd like to meet:

people who aren't assholes

Music:

MARILYN MANSON, ac/dc, adema, aerosmith, afi, alanis morisette, a perfect circle, atreyu, ben folds five, blindside, breaking benjamin, bush, chevelle, chimaira, crossfade, dEAf PEdS, deftones, distubred, die symphony, dope, drowning pool, fall out boy, fear factory, from autumn to ashes, fuel, garbage, goo goo dolls, green day, guns n roses, hoobastank, icp, incubus, jack off jill, jack's mannequin, janis joplin, jet, korn, led zeppelin, linkin park, lisa loeb, maroon 5, mesh stl, metallica, modern day zero, mudvayne, my checmical romance, nine inch nails, nirvana, no address, orgy, ozzy, pink floyd, p.o.d., poe, radiohead, rehab, rob zombie, seether, senses fail, shinedown, silverchair, simple plan, six by silver, skillet, slipknot, smashing pumpkins, smile empty soul, splender, stabbing westward, staind, static x, steve miller band, stonesour, strata, sublime, submersed, switchfoot, taking back sunday, taproot, the offspring, the doors, the exies, the rising, theory of a deadman, thornley, three days grace, thrice, tom petty, type o negative, velvet revolver,white zombie, yellowcard, 311

Movies:

the shawshank redemtion, house of 1000 corpses, 10 things i hate about you, howard the duck, the princess bride, dirty dancing, a clockwork orange, texas chainsaw massacre, amityville horror, the notebook (yeah, suck....i know, but its the sweetest movie ever

Television:

Greys Anatomy!! CSI, My So Called Life, anything on TLC or HGTV

Books:

desperation, the long hard road out of hell, anything by Laurell K. Hamilton and seriously....i just discovered self-help books and i think im addicted, how wierd...

Heroes:

your mom

My Blog

things that make you go hmmm

do you ever just think about some of the people from your past....the situations and circumstances that erased them from your present and how any future with them in it is completely obsolete.  &...
Posted by ashlei on Sat, 07 Jun 2008 11:21:00 PST

"oh jesus christ almighty...

...do i feel alright, no not slightly"this shit has hit the fan...i repeat, the shit has hit-eth the fan-ethsomeone should tell me why it is that when *1* thing goes wrong, it cant just stop right the...
Posted by ashlei on Wed, 23 Apr 2008 11:15:00 PST

something about today.....

the way i had to force myself out of bed and drag myself through the morning.....there was definitly 'bad day' potential there.  but i have to say, it really wasnt that bad.  i actually star...
Posted by ashlei on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 09:50:00 PST

i dont want to jinx myself but....

if everything goes right, and if im lucky it will, i’ll be out of this tiny apartment by april 30th!!  ho-ly shit, i’ve only been talking about moving for the past two and a half year...
Posted by ashlei on Wed, 09 Apr 2008 08:52:00 PST

and that my friend, is what i like to call closure......

closure:an often comforting or satisfying sense of finality; also : something (as a satisfying ending) that provides such a sense What constitutes closure and can we ever really achieve it or do we ju...
Posted by ashlei on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 03:51:00 PST

body language??

A little situation over the weekend made me start thinking about this.  I was at a bar with some friends, we had ordered drinks and were waiting on them...it was me, another girl, and a guy.  so we're...
Posted by ashlei on Sun, 03 Feb 2008 03:01:00 PST

"i find it kinda funny, i find it kinda sad

that the dreams in which i'm dying are the best i've ever had"not because i want to die or anything....just because those happen to be the most interesting ones! lol ...
Posted by ashlei on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 03:24:00 PST

just breathe.....

i love that no matter what mood i'm in i can always find a song to identify with, it might not be the entire song...maybe just one verse or even a single line.  but no matter how small, it always...
Posted by ashlei on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 07:10:00 PST

exit please..anyone?

warning::  i would like to know when this whole 'growing up' process will be complete....does anyone know? i'm in limbo, the in between stage ya know. i feel like one of those grandmothers who still s...
Posted by ashlei on Wed, 23 Jan 2008 06:20:00 PST

perspective is key

optimism:1 : a doctrine that this world is the best possible world 2 : an inclination to put the most favorable construction upon actions and events or to anticipate the best possible outcom...
Posted by ashlei on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 08:32:00 PST