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About Me


Let's hope for a strand of intellectual honesty to reign in this ...
for me to show some back bone.
Harborer of a firm belief in love, its lack of reason, but exceeding amount of rhyme. contaminated with philosophy ... almost nothing is definite to me ... everything can always be questioned ... broken down one way ... and then another way (i think too much). [seeing through my eyes you will see] that hope ... it is the quintessential human delusion, simultaneously ... the source of my greatest strength and my greatest weakness. i will contradict myself at times and for that i must be excused (like i said... almost nothing is definite for me though my passion to defend certain aspects will fool some). i am enslaved at the heart ... but refusing freedom.
....I'll be me and you be you... you do your thing and i'll do mine....and if in the end we are together.....i am sure it will be beautiful...

a wise souL once told me:
and remember this:
things dont fall apart, they fall together...
piece by piece, even the smallest shards that cut deep.
in due time... you'll be fine. trust.
The first and great commandment about critics is: Don't let them scare you. Charles Dodgson said, "if you limit your actions in life to things that nobody could possibly find fault with, you will not do much."
Nothing significant has ever been accomplished without controversy, without criticism. If you are going to be successful, you're going to become a very controversial person. You're not going to be accepted by everybody. All great ideas create conflict, battle, war.
From the book: The Pursuit Chapter 9 A big mouth shows a small mind Written by: Dexter Yager and John Mason with Steve Yager


with a circumspect mind
and a reckless heart,
i walk through life.
changed by many
and myself changing a few ...
my soul takes form.
ITS essence is untouched,
but the same cannot be said
for the frame of my being.
in this life of constant flux,
i revel in the space that is kept
safe, as it is undiscovered.


still molding... perfecting the art of life


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My Interests



keepin' it at a painfully beautiful pace

the lover!!

a woman of many facets

a lover

a fighter

sophist

roots. as a little girl
i planted my feet and set
my roots in the earth.
i've branched out since then...
but i'll never forget where they are.

the loves of our lives - maddy.

I'd like to meet:



my best friend

pals

Movies:

ha! i finally made it to the drive in!!!! rob and i went to go catch a double feature and it was GREAT!!!

My Blog

an implacable heart

within me resides a heart so defiant... a slave to no other except love. i hold a heart that is both at bay and in torment in knowing its own strength. "To get back in touch with who you are when you ...
Posted by couscous on Tue, 29 May 2007 01:16:00 PST

the reality of things... updated may 29 2007

"permenance is an illusion." reality will teach us that there's always room for imporovement. a car, no matter how expensive and luxurious won't run perfectly forever. maintenance plays a big part. in...
Posted by couscous on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 01:53:00 PST

grab a handful of inspiration, please!

When you think of your past love, You may view it as a failure,But when you find a new love; you view the past as a teacher;In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost.WHAT iS IM...
Posted by couscous on Tue, 04 Oct 2005 08:44:00 PST