Flash_ E-3 - ProfilesArchive

About Me

My real name is Stephanie, but most people call me Flash. i like to write when im feeling dead or in a shitty mood. scattered in my profile will be some of these things, some happened to me and others are just there..................Have you ever had the feeling that someone is watching you, but when you turn around no one is there?? Have you ever loved, but dont feel loved in return?? Have you ever talked to someone and feel that everthing they are saying is a complete and total lie?? Have you ever given your heart to someone, only to have it thrown down onto the floor, squashed to a pulp and spit on, then handed back to you as if it was all your fault and you feel like you can never love again?? Well somewhere out there one of these things is happening to someone?? And someone else loves that person but is afraid to tell them. Are you afraid to tell someone you love them?? I'm not, I love you.

My Interests

oh! what should i put, there are to many to count. cars, boys, other stuff.
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I'd like to meet:

How can you make me smile and make me cry at the same time?how can you make me laugh ,then make me want to kill myself all in one thought?so cute i cant resist you. i just keep coming back for more heartbreak. all i want is love. why cant you see that im just trying to make you happy. i only want to be with you. treat me like your dog if you must, just know that my loyalty is with you. And my heart will always be in your hands. I love you and i never will let my feeling linger. not even for a moment. ill sit on my bed waiting patiently for your call. even if i die waiting, ill always be there, just waiting........ Controling and unruling, they take away your fun. Making you get a job and grow up way too young.they try to take over as if to live through you, times have changed since they were young, even though they dont want them to. they hate the fact that you go out with friends and stay up all night long, they want you to stay in and go to bed after all your homeworks done. Checking on bank accounts and banning you from having relationships, they say their trying to protect you, but cant they see the unhappiness and pain? What else do you have to lose for their trust to gain? just leave us alone and we'll do just fine. Step back, Relax and let us run. Heck you might even see us give a smile if you just let us have a little fun...
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Music:

Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, HIM, CKY, Guns'n Roses, Hawthorne Heights, Motion City Soundtrack, Roses Are Red, Children of Bodom, Rammstein, Rob Zombie, Fall Out Boy, Alkaline Trio, The Aquabats, Arctic Monkeys, MC Larz, Audioslave, AC/DC, Bowling For Soup, AFI, Slipknot, In Flames, Opeth, My Chemical Romance, Alice Cooper, Type O Negative, Deep Purple, Metallica, Led Zepplin, Ozzy, and Many more that i cant think of now.

Movies:

Anything with action or comedy. There are some serious films that I like too. to learn more ask.

Television:

Dont watch it very often. I buy the seasons when they come out on dvd.

Books:

I love to read, it keeps me occupied when my mother is yelling.

Heroes:

hmm. anyone who can put up with my shit.

My Blog

Lost in a sea of faces

Sometimes i get the feeling that on one can see who i really am. i always try to show everybody my true side, but i'm not sure if it really sinks in. when i'm in a relationship i am totally committed ...
Posted by Flash_ E-3 on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 10:58:00 PST

Black cherries and candy apples

Ok so i got my hair done today, and i got it colored and high lighted differently them i usually do. the base color was black cherry(my last hair color) and then i decided to get some fun high lights ...
Posted by Flash_ E-3 on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 09:50:00 PST

Going Home (my new home)

Well my time at alphatraz ended and now i’m relocating.....again. I am currently moving to Savannah, Georgia and i cant wait. I will finally be permanent party. YES!!! I am sad that things didn&...
Posted by Flash_ E-3 on Mon, 17 Mar 2008 05:27:00 PST

Could this be love? love for fire.

So things aren't going quite as i planned them. graduation is right around the corner and the company went on lock down. again! somebody was caught dipping in the barracks, so they punish the whole co...
Posted by Flash_ E-3 on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 07:38:00 PST

Class 09 and a wake up

I leave here in less then 2 weeks, i should be happy right? i mean i get to see my family, some friends, my wonderful boyfriend. these are all great things to look forward to after i graduate my train...
Posted by Flash_ E-3 on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 06:46:00 PST

My big birthday

Well my birthday is only 4 days away and i have come to this conclusion. . . . its going to suck. first off i'm in virginia and my friends are in tucson, second my boyfriend is in another state and wo...
Posted by Flash_ E-3 on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 01:54:00 PST

Playing army

Well today was my first official day back to 'work'. i guess you could say it went well, my instructor made it interesting for us to learn about the propulsion system on the aircraft. all had to do wa...
Posted by Flash_ E-3 on Sat, 05 Jan 2008 08:30:00 PST

my luck in the army

so i find this great guy in the army and he's planning on coming to see me this weekend, but he gets into a car accident. then i get mono and pinkeye. what are the odd of this all happening in one wee...
Posted by Flash_ E-3 on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 11:12:00 PST

On my way to Basic

I'm sitting the USO area of the airport in Texas. Dallas Fort worth to be exact. and We are watching Click and waiting for the plane. this is the best trip so far, the food is great and they serve you...
Posted by Flash_ E-3 on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 03:59:00 PST

And now I’m off

Well its finally time for me to say good bye, on tuesday I'm leaving for Basic Combat Traning. I am in a jumble of emotions and can't wait to go. I'm gonna miss all of my friends and family, and ...
Posted by Flash_ E-3 on Sun, 12 Aug 2007 09:20:00 PST