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About Me

I am the happiest I have ever been with my sexy fiance and gorgeous baby girl. My life is so amazing and getting married in July will make it even better!

Music is my world, it's my entire life and I know it always will be. Its what keeps me here when times are hard.

I love playing my bass, piano and bass guitar and going to as many gigs as I can afford!

I dress like an emo a lot, although I'm not really like that, I'd like to think I'm quite hyper a lot of the time.

Wanna know more about me or chat to me then message me.

Live for today. Today is a gift, that's why it's called the present.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I've met so many great people in my life already and am certain I will meet many more before my inevitable death.

And I love meeting the bands I love, especially when they turn out to be really damn cool :)

My Blog

No more pain...

Hey you guys....only a short entry, but a very important one! Today is officially 40 days without ANY form of self injury! Hope you're proud.....
Posted by on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 18:41:00 GMT

An Old Friend

This feeling rises inside me. it climbs within and it bubbles. I attempt to distract my mind from the increasing ache but to no avail. I crumble to the floor of my pain, unable to soothe this anguish ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Sep 2007 18:54:00 GMT

Sunrise

And my heart falls from my chest, into the box, falls with the whole of me. Stored with the memories of you. They linger here, in my mind, consumed in a world they can't belong. I reach out for a sign...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 08:40:00 GMT

Something I wrote 2 years ago

Am I alone in the world? If I was, would I realize? Am I the sole survivor of this broken reality? Is there anyone out there to even read this? Will my scars ever heal? Physically, maybe but emotiona...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Sep 2007 16:35:00 GMT

Fatal conversation

I spoke to him today.....big mistake I think.  I miss him more than ever before. He doesn't wanna know me anymore. Its like hes already over what we had. I just cry everytime I'm alone now. ...
Posted by on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 07:43:00 GMT

The release - described

I feel it glide over my skin. So smooth. Cold yet comforting. It pierces my skin as I squirm. A feeling I'll never fully get used to. Its not pain, its a sensation. The only way to describe it is popp...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Aug 2007 17:22:00 GMT

Liverpool and gigs!

Hey you lot! Just writing coz loadsa exciting things are about to happen! Yay! I've got a gig on the 12th July and another on 1st August! Also, I'm going up to Liverpool to see some WoW mates, should ...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 17:53:00 GMT