About Me
I've been thinking about this for while now, how do I possibly describe myself, I don't know. I'm a true-blue hardcore gamer from hell and a tortured genius who's talent is only limited by my imagination. The core themes of my songs are pain, death, drug addiction, suice, hate and failure. I have written over three-hundred songs. I carry a bunch of notebooks around and write a lot, I mainly write flows. My greatest influences are alternative/metal groups like Offspring, Collective Soul, Green Day, Soul Asylum, Black Crowes, Metallica but I also honestly relate to 2Pac, because of his struggles. Though he's black and I'm white, problems and pain are colorblind. I feel him when he talks about how his mom is his hero and how he sometimes, feels like it's just him against the world and predicting his own death and just being the underdog, always struggling because that's me. I started rapping because I found out that I was good at something that not many people where I lived were good at, to be popular. I kept rapping because it let me escape, which led me to learning how to express myself. Now I rap, because this pain I've got is strong, it will destroy me and I honestly feel like, get an outlet or die, or go to prison. Ever since I was a kid, I have had violent dreams of dying in extremely graphic ways and I always believed that I would be murdered and I don't want that, so I rap because it's all I can do "cause the hate inside me is so strong and writing songs seems to be the only fucking way, to make it gone". I prefer to write about games because it's less painful than my reality. I've written over fourty songs about various games and endeavor in other projects like lists and articles. As a rapper, I'm not a fake. I'm the real deal. You might read my raps and think, oh this guy ain't for real, bullshit, trust me I am. I've also got my own completely unique style, that separates me from all the guys on the radio. As for games. Well, the first system I owned was a NES and even though I remember playing Missile Command, the first games I remember playing, vividly were Super Mario Bros., Karnov and Ghosts n' Goblins. I've owned over four hundred games. Currently, I own about seventy or so. I've owned an NES, SNES, N64, GC, Wii, GB, GBC, GBA, GBASp, DSLite, PS, PS2, XB, XB360, Jaguar, TG-16, DC and borrowed a Sega CD for a few weeks. Two systems I'd like most in the world to own are a Sega-CD and a Sega Saturn. I've been a hardcore gamer since about 1988. I currently own an XB360 and play RPG's, fighters, adventure games, action games, FPS's. stealth shooters but am open to new experiences. I love new games but I also have love for the classics. My favorite franschises are RE, MG/MGS, Zelda, FF, SF, MK, Saint's Row, Metroid, Mario, Lunar, DMC, SNK fighters, Grandia, Doom, Smash Bros., Mario Kart and more games than I can begin to list here
