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Endless Susan Hellstorm

How am I not myself?

About Me


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I am Susan

I'm a graphic designer out of Vegas. I enjoy paper shows and typography exhibitions. I study metaphyisics and tarot/medicine cards. Love animals more then I care for most people. I'm unrealistic at times, no most of the time. I choose friends that I can learn and grow from, people I admire. I'm open minded and opinionated at the same time. I love poetry and nursery rhymes, I love the nonsense! Nonsense in general is a wonderful thing. You're looking at a typical cancer, just like my friend Alice I might even float down a river of sorrow- like it or not it's my nature. Norwegian decent. I don't know anything about sports. I'm a Socialist. I rather go for an expensive dinner even if it means easy mac the rest of the month. I live life with the purpose of surrounding myself with people and things that make me most happy.
I am me

My Interests

Interested in Macaulay Culkin

CURRENT MOON lunar phase

I'd like to meet:



Mark Wahlberg. // Jamie Bell

Prince Harry // Jaime Bell

We're walking in the air
We're floating in the moonlit sky
The people far below are sleeping as we fly

I'm holding very tight
I'm riding in the midnight blue
I'm finding I can fly so high above with you

Far across the world
The villages go by like trees
The rivers and the hills
The forests and the streams

Children gaze open mouth
Taken by surprise
Nobody down below believes their eyes

We're surfing in the air
We're swimming in the frozen sky
We're drifting over icy
Mountains floating by

Suddenly swooping low on an ocean deep
Arousing of a mighty monster from its sleep

We're walking in the air
We're floating in the midnight sky
And everyone who sees us greets us as we fly

Cancer Ruler: Moon / Element: Water / Mode: Cardinal

“There is no flag large enough to cover the shame of killing innocent people.” -Howard Zinn

"I am bursting with fruit flavor"

Music:

Robert Smith, The Cure
Tori Amos

Movies:

The Secretary/ I Heart Huckabees / Dear Wendy / Prozac Nation / Chumscrubber / Reality Bites / The Fountian/ Candy/ Sylvia / Fast Food Nation / United States of Leland

Television:

Arrested Development / The Office / Lost / Top Chef

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Books:

I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls. Who will be the first to begin their fall? Or will we become one?Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me.Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?And I don't want to die tonight; Will you believe in me? And I don't want to fall into the light.Will you wish upon? Will you walk upon me? I don't want to die tonight.Will you believe in me tonight.Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?Am I the star beneath the stairs? Am I a ghost upon the stage? Am I your anything?

Heroes:

Pippi Longstocking

My Blog

Bauhaus come home.

"The purity of a person's heart can be quickly measured by how they regard animals"This has been the single worst thing that's ever happened in my life,and yet a true answer to who my real friends are...
Posted by Endless Susan Hellstorm on Fri, 21 Dec 2007 07:15:00 PST

When I die

release If thought is life, And strength & breath, And the want Of thought is death; ...
Posted by Endless Susan Hellstorm on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 12:47:00 PST

Do you see a gloomy rain cloud over my head right now?

Do you see a gloomy, bad luck, rain cloud over my head right now?What July of '07 had in store for me:Let's see..I'm broke to start off with thennn,...*The home owners association of my condos decide...
Posted by Endless Susan Hellstorm on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 04:30:00 PST

The Delicacy of Feeling

Change Yourself I'm aquireing a new proficiency in my methods of thought and reaction. Cancerian signs are known for letting emotion be their predominate cause to move or follow a certain corse. Err...
Posted by Endless Susan Hellstorm on Sun, 30 Oct 2005 02:34:00 PST

No one is as angry as the person who is wrong.

"No one is as angry as the person who is wrong." For what it's worth I still love my family no matter how many times I get my heart carved out. Seems to me family always knows that no matter w...
Posted by Endless Susan Hellstorm on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Ben you're always in my Memories

Ben I will miss you more then words can express. I love you and you'll always be in my heart and in my thoughts. Bless you.... I hold our memories close and our friendship even closer. I will never...
Posted by Endless Susan Hellstorm on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Take heed, shared wisdom from my girlfriends...

If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from ...
Posted by Endless Susan Hellstorm on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Love Humiliates you. Hatred Cradles You.

Today I close my eyes to the world. Lacking the guts to remove myself from it completely, I choose to live it recklessly, my heart has complete disregard for any advances. Seemingly brash, yet I say i...
Posted by Endless Susan Hellstorm on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Is She Weird?

A flux of realization has been washing over me lately. I was really having a hard time with the whole situation, like the feeling of being washed up on the shore of an abandoned island. Only now I ...
Posted by Endless Susan Hellstorm on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Sour Hope

I wish that you could open my heart and examine it's truth yourself. Each time it beats it remembers you, drafting agony and anguish into my soul. It's screams, are like whispers behind a cemen...
Posted by Endless Susan Hellstorm on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST