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I'll tell you my story, front to back.
Forget what we're told. Before we get too old, I'll show you a garden that's bursting into life. Everyone's life is an open book. and Mine just happens to have a few hundred pages already. I'm always ready to learn new things and I'm always persistent with what I want. It can be a good thing and a bad thing. I have a texting problem and the OCD in me makes me capitalize every letter needed capitalized and use proper puncutation. I spell out all my words, I hate slang, and I attempt to use proper English as much as possible. I'm also a fairly decent speaker of the French language. I am in the Nineth.. (Almost Tenth. =[) Grade at Yough High School. Don't get me wrong I want the school year to be over and summer! to come but I really don't want to let my seniors go. I love them so much the thought of all of them leaving me makes me want to cry so badly. I can't believe my freshman year of high school's practically over either. I enjoyed this year so much it just seems like I'm growing up way too fast. I have an amazing best friend. [I have more than one, it's just that this one is my true BEST friend.] Shelby Glesk. She's made me laugh.. and cry.. so many times it's like she's helping write my life story. We go together like Pot&&Weeeeeed!. Don't ask, It's an inside thing. No we're not druggies, I hate drugs and can't stand drug abusers. I have only actually accepted one person who does drugs but that is ONLY because he's been my closest best friend for a very long time. My other best friends are as follows, Daric Anthony, Cereal Hughes, Tim Denne, Jared Rauch, Matt Omler, Niki O'Leary, KaiLeigh Peters, and Taylor Peters. I have a fairly decent GPA and I'm pretty damn smart if you ask my teachers. Of course I ask way to many questions and I suck at Biology because I ask why way too much but I make it through. I am in the band and I'm a, too the core and proud to be it, Band Geek. I am not ashamed at the fact that I play instruments, I'm very good at what I do. The best I can be 100%. My life is all about music, I'm obsessed and I'll admit it. Like I mentioned above with the texting, I have a mild but noticable case of OCD. Any of my friends will tell you. I cannot have my food touching unless I mix it together in a certain order, I cannot have wrinkled, ripped, drawn on, or bent papers, and my writing has to be neat or I'll freak and refuse to look at my paper. I don't know why exactly, It's kinda just the way I am. I love starburts, calligraphy, notebooks, and cameras. I hate gum, vaccuums, and messy bedrooms. and I can't stand bad hair days, posers, and people who don't accept others. I want to tell you straight up I like EVERTHING from prep to punk to emo to metal to screamo. I can't say rap because that stuff just annoys me, but anything else I'm fine with, I love the emo and prep looks and I absolutely love metal. It's one of my favorite genres of music. If we cross paths, whether you're black, white, emo, prep, goth, hispanic, punk, rocker, scene.. It doesn't matter. I'll probably like you. I am all of those things in one and I really don't appreciate serious labels. You're going to label me.. Duh it's human nature. Just avoid saying something untrue, it'll get back to me in the long run. I have a wierd way of expressing how I feel when I'm feeling it, I tend to act out a lot but not in too bad of a way. The only time I'm really crazy is if I'm with Shelby. But the world will definitely know the real me, I can give you that much. I have no fear of getting embarrased because it doesn't happen. I make a fool of myself all the time so just try and get me too turn red. I love a good love song and I'm a sucker for romance. I can't help it, it's just my personality. When I was younger I hated anything that was girly, pink, chickflicks, the way I looked didn't matter. It was just all bad. Now that I've grown up I have embraced my femanine side instead of pushed it away. I love being a girl but I also love getting down with the big boys. I can play rough when I want too. No sexual meaning intended. I have one dog, two cats, and five sisters. Well six sisters one brother if you count the half-step siblings, but let's not get into that whole big thing. I live in a fairly large house in Pennsylvania, It's not the greatest state in the U.S. but it's pretty awesome when it wants to be, We have kennywood. That's good enough for me. Extras... I love to dance in the rain. Things like break-ups don't bother me, It's just another Teen Drama. I love to write poems, stories, books, and music. I have an obsession with the color baby blue. My car will be metallic baby blue and no one can stop me. I have serious love for wolves, They're such gorgeous creatures. and I also sing at random moments, that'll never change.
Okay, Now that I've officially told you everything.
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