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About Me

I'm not as all angry as my blogs I suppose suggest.
i think all of you people know me.
i'm going to Smith right now which is in Northampton Mass. come visit,
I love dancing and movement. I'm trying to expand my music, book and movie knowledge. I'm also producing some art nowadays (and really want to start getting into sequential art, also known as comics/graphic novels), and additionally am trying to start a band with some of my friends. Only problem is we're all super busy college kids. Right now I just want to flirt with pretty people i know, dye my hair, make lots of art and music, and wake up late. This is not happening and potentially never will, it breaks my heart. Amended: I have decided to become a starving musician as a career. I am apparently an idiot.
I'm terrible at the whole social web thing. I have a few friends who I really enjoy their company and i'm terrible at bullshit conversations, i'm also terrible at not telling the truth. Don't ask me how i am if you don't want to know.
I'm studying Psychology and Sociology. I'm doing a special studies in the Il/Legality of Sex Work, and starting to wonder whether I should go to Sociology grad school so I could study it full time. Seriously, I don't know why, but until this summer I didn't realize that the only thing I'm really pasionate about doing is music.
"If I gave you my number would it still be the same?"
Hey. You rock.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

the answer to my problems... short of that, people who are good for me.... ok maybe that's too ambitious. How about people who aren't actively bad for me? (sometimes even this is difficult)...
people who are interested in gender theory, are interested in me and gender theory, and who potentially will be an ally as i work out my identity etc.

yeah that's totally what i need right now.

My Blog

and forests.

Back at Smith in early December I explained to friends that I was on the shortest possible winter break because: while I love my family, I couldn't stand to be home longer than absolute...
Posted by on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 22:13:00 GMT

Work might push me over the edge

I am.... going freaking crazy. I only have a day and a half left of work. And i'm fairly certain that 5 minutes more will make me tear my face off..... I already took a break today to play the pian...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 11:44:00 GMT

It's Times like These...

That I extra specially wish and hope and pray and believe more strongly than usual that there is indeed a God, perhaps a whole slew of them. "Why?" you ask? Because if not, then who the he...
Posted by on Sun, 11 Dec 2005 17:19:00 GMT

Inventory of a Life

Inventory of a Life pt. 1Skin: everywhere, remembering the bumps, bruises, cuts, and affronts, the hugs, caresses, touches and comfortsOne stomach, churning with guilt and confusion about choices...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Dec 2005 21:45:00 GMT

Lying Liarpants

So in "Part 2" I said I wasn't going to go to the Girlyman show and that all the concertgoers would be sparred my awesome wrath. Part of that statement made me a liar. I went and surprisin...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 21:33:00 GMT

Part 2

I was really meaning to go to the Girlyman concert tonight regardless of who wanted to go or didn't. But as the week progressed and I have been retreating to a greater and greater extent into th...
Posted by on Thu, 01 Dec 2005 16:23:00 GMT

Home and Hair Revisted

Heh. It's astounding the things you forget before they return. Per usual, my father is thrilled about my hair. Well specifically he's thrilled that it's getting long enough to cover...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Nov 2005 14:50:00 GMT

Paradoxes

Something I find very paradoxical is that we only treat as serious, problems that are obviously manifesting themselves somehow. For instance, with mental illness you aren't really sick unless yo...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Nov 2005 15:05:00 GMT

Hair

People keep asking me if I'm growing my hair out. My only intellectual response to that is "well, could i stop growing it if i thought real hard?" The answer to that is "no" my friends, ha...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 08:11:00 GMT

So clearly....

I am completely unhinged. It is worrying me. So yesterday I called up counseling services to make an appointment about a number of things. And the receptionist told me something alon...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Nov 2005 16:04:00 GMT