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About Me


The life I live is a simplistic one. I hope and dream for peace and serenity; while dealing with the ordeals that keep me sane, like hanging out with friends and holding my family close. It's not in my place to say that I believe in religion or a higher power. What I believe in is the ever growing foundation we, as humans, hold under our feet and the love we can spread by being generous and accepting. Also, I believe in the ever magnificent power of The Beatles. Love, John Lennon and peace is the only thing I can say I believe in completely. Meeting new people is a must... and being shy is not even in my vocal dictionary. I'm a very open-minded individual who isn't afraid to spill out my heart and mind when it comes to politics or religion. I'm also openly gay and no matter what you may think, I never chose to be this way, so don't get all arrogant and think you know what I've been through. Check out my blogs if you think you've got it pegged. So, that's pretty much me in a nutshell. Say "hello" if you ever see me around and don't forget to visit me at: http://www.youtube.com/user/derekvids
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My Blog

My Lost Family (part 3 of 4)

Some names have been changed& So, as Kara, Katie and I sat nervously on the porch waiting for her to answer, we sort of wondered what type of person she really was.  Although she extremely w...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Jul 2009 21:11:00 GMT

My Lost Family (part 2 of 4)

So, after the fiasco over the phone involving the overdramatic man who pumped his sperm into my mothers egg, I went on living my life. Even though I felt filled and satisfied knowing Danny was infor...
Posted by on Sat, 18 Jul 2009 22:11:00 GMT

My Lost Family (part 1 of 4)

Some of the names have been changed. So, we've all witnessed those melodramatic Lifetime movies where a lonely character has never known the truth about who or where they came from.  ...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Jul 2009 02:13:00 GMT

Confessions of a faggot! (revised and edited)

The following is completely true... Only a few names have been changed to respect their privacy...       As a young boy, my mother and I would constantly go to the YMCA in the summer. It was alway...
Posted by on Mon, 08 Dec 2008 08:09:00 GMT

Growing strong. Living long.

Some things in life can't be taken back or altered to change your appending future, however, if you change yourself now with the right views and strengths, you can grow strong and live long. One thing...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 03:25:00 GMT

Open wide and whip it out!

There are certain times in a person's life where you have to ask yourself the question, "Can I just get fucked?!"  Now, this isn't an immoral question, (although religious and republican pol...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Oct 2008 07:39:00 GMT

Looking back.

Looking back seven years ago, I was just a normal 12-year-old, cheating with a classmate of mine to receive good grades on a math test we were taking.  I was in the very back corner seat, furthest awa...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 13:40:00 GMT

Don’t belittle the present...

I've always told people to grow up.  Not when it comes to their childish wit or intrepid sense of fun, but instead, when it comes to acceptance of differences and the hard, sometimes unbearable c...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 20:25:00 GMT

A learning process!

I'm not an idiot.  I never have been and I never will be.  I think before I speak and never regret the words I say.  Every syllable out of my lips is something that people either agree ...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 01:53:00 GMT

Teenagers lack WHAT?!

I was having a conversation with someone online.  They are the tender age of 23 and he has the audacity to say: "All teenagers lack any real intelligence when it comes to current events and polit...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 04:57:00 GMT