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stephanie {beside you in time}

About Me

..I am a lover hater
I am an instigator

..She walks the night with a small smile on her lips. There's a brisk breeze, but she doesn't mind, she prefers it. Her hands find their ways into the pockets of the sweater she's wearing and she walks with a pace that's in tune to the music playing inside her head. The night is dark, no stars to be found, and the moon overpowers the sky with it's fullness and intensity. Her feet make a repeating pattern of sound as she travels down the street. Cars pass by, creating a multitude of flashing lights, and the shops beside her glow with their own. She breathes. Night air. It has a calming effect on her. The earth smells strongly from being recently gardened and the smell of dirt grounds her to nature. Her life being forgotten, she allows herself to split and to rise as it will. The writer had been missing, had been lost. The artist was full of power and she worked endlessly. But it was she who caused it to happen when she faltered and fell. She soon found herself in place of the writer, as the writer came forth and roared for being forgotten. The writer reminds the being that these two entities should not be apart. They should coexist, becoming more efficient and more passionate as they work together. With newly awakened determination, the girl walks down the street with the small smile turned into an unrestrained grin.

My Blog

Mercy Me

There's no way in hellWe'll ever live to see through thisSo drive yourself insane tonightIt's not that far awayAnd I just filled up your tank earlier todayI believe that lyric pretty much sums up my l...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Dec 2008 02:25:00 GMT

paint over the canvas as many times as it takes

if you say you can only paint dreamless picturespaint over the canvas as many times as it takesa white flag is raised only when you've given upnow I'm a color you've never seenI love my life. I bitch ...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Nov 2008 06:31:00 GMT

you’re a beautiful and violent work

Waking up, blurry-eyes, warm in the humidity of a day hours before it rains. A swell of emotion, and your conscious rises. Appreciation and warmth, inspiration, hope, and energy. This all were influen...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Sep 2008 04:41:00 GMT

random thoughts at random hours

Alright, ladies and gents, Time for the rant that comes before 5AM from an all-nighter. Whippee. I am slightly hysterical in my sleep deprivation. Hurrah. Okay, not really yet, but I'm sure I will be....
Posted by on Mon, 05 May 2008 01:41:00 GMT

I need some sleep!

GAHH! Okay so Hi everyone. Yes, I disappeared off the face of the Earth for quite some time. I hardly ever check myspace. But I came along and looked at my profile which I decided needed some serious ...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 04:12:00 GMT

oh so typical

Stephanie --[noun]:A hermit living in the big city'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.comJust thought that was perfect.
Posted by on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 22:58:00 GMT

long survey

GET THROUGH THIS MASSIVE QUIZ TRUTHFULLY.DONT DIE ON THE WAY!Time Started: 11:07amName: StephanieGender: Female1.) When showering, do you start the water and then get in or go in then start water?:Sta...
Posted by on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 09:12:00 GMT

Boston

In the light of the sun,Is there anyone?Oh it has begun...Oh dear, you look so lost,Eyes are redThe tears are shed,This world you must've crossed.You said,You don't know me,And you don't even care, oh...
Posted by on Sat, 20 May 2006 22:09:00 GMT

ignite your bones

Life is strange. In the past three days, just seventy-two hours, it's gone up and down and up again. And up a bit more.  So much change in such little time. I just got done with a mostly short ph...
Posted by on Sat, 13 Aug 2005 03:39:00 GMT