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Stephens memory lives here I had a wonderful life, only I couldn’t always see it. I had wonderful friends but I couldn’t always reach out to them. I had family that loved me but made it hard for them to be close to me. I had a killer personality but it hide my sadness. Now I am free of all earthly pain but I am sorry I brought pain to those I love. I may not be on this earth but I am with each of you. Weather I’m dancing on your new wooden floors, or allowing you to wrap around me and hold me in your dreams, or if I whisper I love you while your awake. I am here with you and you are loved. My page is a mix of my earthly self and with a little help from my sis Cathy and my closest friend Terri, my page lives on. We hope that suicide and self mutilation can be humanized and better understood. fantasy layout @ HOT FreeLayouts.comangel lights for steve

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My highier powers Steve enjoyed life to his fulliest when he would allow himself. This is a video Steven's life in Idaho
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3 years ago

  Three years ago today, it started out like most days did back then.. I walked down the fence line to move my horse to the next clump of grass. . My companion of 9 years Steve came out and greeted me...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Sep 2009 12:13:00 GMT

Steve and Cathy’s first vote as an Americans

When we moved from Canada to this country thirty eight years ago, I never thought for one second that I would become an American citizen. As I got older, there were times that I wished I had my citize...
Posted by on Fri, 07 Nov 2008 22:57:00 GMT

The van goes to the show

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uTrgu_cJT9s
Posted by on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 20:16:00 GMT

The gift of life

..TR>   Organs Donated Category: Blogging Stephen was an organ donor. We have edited this letter to protect the names of the recipients. Although the loss of Stephen is felt strongly everyday...
Posted by on Fri, 16 May 2008 10:35:00 GMT

Self mutilation

  IntroductionFor people who can't fathom deliberately hurting themselves, self-injury may seem shocking and frightening. But for people who do injure themselves by cutting or other means, self-i...
Posted by on Wed, 06 Feb 2008 19:29:00 GMT

Puppy Pain being left behind

Suicide doesn't just effect lives of humans. I'm Otis the hound dawg and this is my story. I was a happy pound puppy when 2 humans took me home. My first kennel mate was a goat named Smidge. She was a...
Posted by on Thu, 31 Jan 2008 19:50:00 GMT

Differant reactions and snotty comments

It was made very clear before any changes accured on this page that changes were comeing. We appercate the wonderful feedback we have gotten.  Thanks Jeff for leading us in the right direction to...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 23:21:00 GMT

Stress and managment

I'm Terri. I have an audio immune illness called Idiopathic Angeoademia Aniphlaxis. BAsically Im allergic to my own immune stystem and the one main thing that triggers massive sieziers is Stress. I sp...
Posted by on Tue, 22 Jan 2008 09:27:00 GMT

friends rember Steve

The doncumentary "Our Choice" will be released soon. Its an insightful look at suicide. This clip contains a few words from Rod, Steves NA Sponser, Deb and Janet two of his closest friends and co-work...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 16:26:00 GMT

Famous Suicides and Last letters

Johnny Ace, Russian roulette. Chris Acland, drummer for Lush. Stuart Adamson, lead singer, Big Country. Howard Armstrong, invented FM radio. Diana Barrymore, actress, alcohol and sleeping pills. ...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 00:55:00 GMT