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a will

There is only what you experience...

About Me

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My Interests

indie (movies/ music), art, The Boondocks, marx brothers, classic movies esp. horror i.e. vincent price style, Sweet Charity, Auntie Mame. creative music, industrial, underground rap music that actually has something to say anything Anticon or the Pedestrian, etc. Cooking, laughing, singing, acting, photography, writing, travel, spiritual discovery, and good conversations. Sex, drugs, and rockin' roll if i pull my head out of a book long enough to have fun. Oh ya I like to cuddle, it may be cheesy, but i'm a total cuddler. Organics, vegan, vegetarianism, raw foods, green movement and policy. Helping the poor, elderly, and children. Fight for human rights. Self sufficiency, green houses (growing food, solar and wind power, bio-dynamics) Cultural Anthropology, linguistics, Theology, humanities, Music, free expression... oh ya l...o...v...e... Apparently I like cheesy dance movies too, so much as to call it an interest, I don't know, but this week it has been. Yoga, meditation, Children and their learning processes.

I'd like to meet:

Billy Holiday, Rainbow Phoenix, Shirley McClaine, Nostradamus, Yemeha, Oshun, Isis, My mother's real mother and father, Fabian's family and friends, my higher self, Geo's higher self, Maynard James Keenan, David Bowe, Jesus, Buddah, Muhammed, Joyti, Krishna, Vishnu, Pan, the director of Palendromes and Storyteller, Dali lama, various gurus, shamen, gypsys, voodoo and hoodoo preists an preistesses.... I suppose anyone who can teach me how you great to "god"/brahaman/enlightenment, etc.Wait how 'bout I just meet myself before I was conceived and after I, physical self, dies (if i die), I'm sure I'd learn alot from me. or maybe I'd just like to meet the goddess and the god, you know which ever is available.

Music:

So someone called me on this and I will comply, but only for the next 20 mins, cause I think I could go on forever. Right now I like....: Tool, Perfect Circle, Billie Holiday, erikyah badu, loren hill, mos def, fiona apple, nuclear rabbit, stereolab, adam sandler, the monolaters, the mormins, hidden, fugazi, massive attack, deftones, SOAD, mekons, 8bit, portishead, audioslave, belle and sabastian, elliot smith, the cure, beck, bjork, cafe del mar, burning brides, boards of canada, cat power, but just the one album you are free, butter fingers,bush, anything under the anticon label, captian beefheart, Zappa and the mothers of invention, just plain old, mind you old zappa, country teasers, combustibe edison, children of the bong, beethoven, mozart, bach, cat stevens, david bowe, billy idol, dead can dance, devo, el olio wolof, Echo and the Bunnymen, kitaro, non-descript belly dancing eastern music, earlimart, death cab for cutie, fingathing, foo fighters, George Harrison, Finger 11, Gorillaz, gypsy kings, hendrix, isis, vast, hepcat, skatcat, jem, johnny cash, le tigre, zepplin, kyuss, queens of the stone age, les claypool, king missle, nin, mog wai, modest mouse, morning wood, muse, neurosis, nina simone, mike patton, melt banana, ninja academy, paco de lucia, opiate, floyd as in pink, pelican, outkast, bits and peices of no doubt, peach, pink martini, sigur ros, radiohead, pretty girls make graves, red hot chilli peppers, rage against the machine, rasputina, placebo, shellac, silver chair, the cat empire, cranberries, sufjan stevens, static x starlight mints, spinsaround red, silverchair, tenacious d, dresden dolls, beatles, the kinks, residents, union underground, en vogue, the presidents of the united states of america, mars voltas, tricky, yeah-yeah-yeahs, weezer, ween, white stripes, velvet revolver, young marble gaints and many more, but thats all you get for now you myspace junkies... did I put King Missile on the list

Movies:

Palendromes, Happiness, Storytelling, Slim Susy, Multiple Maniacs, Female trouble, Waking Life, I () Huckabees, Even Cowgirls Get the Blues, Ernest does anything, Usual Suspects, V for Vendetta, Future of Food, Kilowatt Ours, Freshman, Bride and Prejudes,Dirty Dancing, other such films God grew Tired of Us, other docs about the African apartheid ...

Television:

Do they have indie tv shows? Cause I'd like to see that. Jamie at home... that is the only thing I can truly recommend. He really has so much integrity when it comes to food I love it. He is my culinary be.

Books:

LIZARD, by david covington; An Angel Called My Name-Joyti, wideeyed, Reluctant Messiah, Art of War (I'm working on it)Who to make money While Saving the World. New World

Heroes:

Those who have come before me, those who come now, those who come after me, and me of course. I really appreciate the people who have defined themselves by what they do. I am currently working on becoming who I see myself as. So forgive me if I am not yet consistent as a definitive being because as all I am still in a state of defining.

My Blog

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Posted by a will on Sun, 04 May 2008 01:28:00 PST

this creepy dog:an ode to the ego that never dies

verdana...that crazy bitch...okay this creep dog keeps showing up. I feel like i'm on top of the world and i even say it to myself, "man i feel great i'm on top of the world," but then the creep three...
Posted by a will on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 11:10:00 PST

ehh

ehh is right. can't write an anqsty poem if your life rocks now can you?give me time.i'm starting to get that feeling that wonderfull feeling.
Posted by a will on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 08:55:00 PST

random

i have to go, so this will be brief. and possibly unedited. I pray, I meditate I ask with sure footedness and reason. So calculated I should be studied, but I am not for the fear of the repeat. I am n...
Posted by a will on Thu, 29 Nov 2007 08:47:00 PST

To everything turn, turn, turn....

Ta'da and i'm not even a magick guy or his lovely assistant and still I make waves. As I stare off into the rainforest of my walk way, I wonder if I'm going in the right direction. Consistantly wonder...
Posted by a will on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 03:12:00 PST

monster boner

an open wound... this funny little thing to pick at... I want to touch it and  rub it, and tell it that i want it and, and, and ....and to be honest to it. i dont function well under the pro...
Posted by a will on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 03:36:00 PST

Ad Nauseam

listless... list full. To gather me up in a bundle of blankets and singingly, rock me to sleep. craddled in the love of all ages. I thought I knew myself. I didn't, but i do know myself better than I ...
Posted by a will on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 04:38:00 PST

a poem i wrote a while back...

I found this to be my reading for the day a little spark of love necessary to create a release of control.... but after all I know I have reach the deeps of this poem and I must go deeper still...Cour...
Posted by a will on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 04:53:00 PST

to my therapist

i'm thristy.. i like angie's writing style, so in lue of love I will bastardly mimic her simplistic ingeniousness.I love you, lover my lover of dreams. I am selfish. I have right. I get to have it all...
Posted by a will on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 01:14:00 PST

me..ow...

i had, like this dream, or something like it, but now I feel like it is fading fast. I am not perfect, like all of us, but then again, I never was. I do not want the depression that has hit my, but th...
Posted by a will on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 03:04:00 PST