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Heppy.

...but you're killing everything in me

About Me

The greatest crimes in the world are not committed by people breaking the rules, but by people following the rules. It's people who follow orders that drop bombs and massacre villages.
As a precaution to ever committing major acts of evil it is our solemn duty never to do what we're told, this is the only way that we can be sure.
Hello I'm Heppy =]
I sometimes wonder how this planet keeps sticking to my feet. Everything is free. That's a secret. The only thing that isn't free is you: you sit in your seat until they say, "stand." You stay put until they say. "go."
Maybe that's the way you like it. It's easy. It's all there. You don't have to think about it. You don't even have to feel it.
They do everything they can to bring me down. They did things I can't even speak about. But I'm okay. What about you?
Do you want to know more? Listen, I'll tell you everything. You can do anything you want. You don't believe me, do you? You think, she's out of her head. Yeah I'm out of my head - on being me. What are you all on? On being them. You don't even know. I bet you weren't even given a chance to know.
Remember when you were little and they used to say, "naughty girl, naughty boy," because you broke something or said the wrong thing? They told you, "You are a bad person."
But it wasn't like that, it was just you were doing a bad thing. It wasn't you who was bad. You're beautiful. You're wonderful and everything that you do is wonderful because it's you doing it. You're that strong. You can do it bad and know it bad or you can do it good and know it good but it doesn't do anything to you. You're still you.
Listen. You can be anything you want to be. Be careful. It's a spell. It's magic. Listen to the words. You can be anything, you can do anything, you can be anything, you can do anything. Listen to the magic.
I've done everything. All of it. You think it, I've done it. All the things you never dared. All the things you dream about, all the things you were curious about then forgot because you knew you never would. I did 'em, I did 'em yesterday while you were still in bed.
What about you? When's it gonna be your turn?
-Lily - Junk - Melvin Burgess.
My deviant art
There they go again, those super stars. They're the brightest in the sky, here's to you.
Alex
Linzi
Lottie
Laura
Ruth
Perko
Pooley
Andy
Ann
Mevs
Fergus
Monty
Jenny
Emma
Tibbs
Hayley
Kat
Lucy
Ruth V
Joe
Matt
Meg
Hannah
Becca
Rosie
Joe G
Sam
Beth
Kelly
Kieran
Zoe
Yasmin
Helen
Aaron
Nader
Natalie
Anna
Amy H
Claire
Festa
Hannah
Bri
Sabrina
Nikki
Cameron
Joe L
Oli
Dandy

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

I wanna meet someone else called Hepzibah. Also, I would seriously love to meet Andy Warhol, Salvador Dali, Anthony Burgess, Quentin Tarantino, Beth Ditto, the Wachowski Brothers, Bill Viola, Banksy, Sophie Dahl; In the real world however, I already know the most amazing people.

Music:

I go to lots of jazz gigs =]
Alltime favourite bands are Nirvana, Goo Goo Dolls, Placebo and Smashing Pumpkins...
Guilty indulgences:
Hole
No Doubt
L7
Babes in Toyland
Seven Year Bitch

Everything else...36 Crazyfists,
7 Year Bitch,
A Message For Madison,
A Perfect Circle,
A.F.I,
AC/DC,
The Academy Is..
Aerosmith,
Aiden,
Alexisonfire,
Alice In Chains,
Alien Ant Farm,
Alkaline Trio,
American Head Charge,
Angels And Airwaves,
As I Lay Dying,
Ash,
The Ataris,
Atreyu,
Audioslave,
The Audition,
Avenged,
Babes In Toyland,
Backyard Babies,
The Beatles,
Behind Crimson Eyes,
The Black Dahlia Murder,
The Bled,
Blink 182,
Blondie,
Blue Oyster Cult,
Blur,
Bob Marley,
Bouncing Souls,
Bowling For Soup,
Boxcar Racer,
Breaking Benjamin,
Brides Of Destructoin,
Bright Eyes,
Bullet For My Valentine,
Buzzcocks,
The Cardigans,
Chimaira,
Chiodos,
City Drugs,
CKY,
Coheed and Cambria,
Courtney Love,
Courtney Pine,
Cows,
Creed,
Crossfade,
The Cure,
The Dandy Warhols,
Daphne Loves Derby,
Dashboard Confessional,
Dave Brubeck,
Daybreak Ends,
Dead To Fall,
Dead Kennedys,
Death Cab For Cutie,
December Lies,
Deep Purple,
Deftones,
Devildriver,
Dillinger Escape Plan,
The Distillers,
Disturbed,
Dogs Die In Hot Cars,
The Donnas,
The Doors,
Dragonforce,
Dream Theater,
Dropkick Murphys,
Drowning Pool,
Eagle Eye Cherry,
Echo and the Bunnymen,
Eels,
Eightyonedays,
Eric Clapton,
Eurythmics,
Ever Since Radio,
Every Time I Die,
The Exies,
Explosions In The Sky,
Fall Out Boy,
Feeder,
Fightstar,
Finch,
The Flamin' Groovies,
Foo Fighters,
From First To Last,
Funeral For a Friend,
Further Seems Forever,
Garbage,
Generation X,
The Get Up Kids,
Ginny Owens,
The Gits,
God Or Julie,
Goo Goo Dolls,
The Grateful Dead,
Green Day,
Guns n Roses,
Hawthorne Heights,
Hellogoodbye,
HIM,
Hole,
Hoobastank,
Hopesfall,
TheHurtProcess,
I Am Ghost,
Iced Earth,
Ill Nino,
Imogen Heap,
InMe,
Iron Maiden,
It Dies Today,
Jack Johnson,
Jack Off Jill,
Jacks Mannequin,
Jimi Hendrix,
Jimmy Eat World,
Joe Satriani,
Johnny Cash,
Johnny Panic,
Juliette and the Licks,
The Juliana Theory,
The Junior Varsity,
Kill Hannah,
The Killers,
Kings Of Leon,
The Knack,
Koopa,
Korn,
KT Tunstall,
L7,
Lamb Of God,
The Las,
Led Zep,
Leftover Crack,
The Legion of Doom,
Letters to Cleo,
Lillix,
Linkin Park,
Lostprophets,
Love Battery,
Ludovico Einaudi,
Machine Head,
Marilyn Manson,
The Mascara Story,
Mastodon,
Matchbook Romance,
The Matches,
Men Women and Children,
Metallica,
Michael Nyman,
Million Dead,
Ministry,
Misfits,
Mudhoney,
Murderdolls,
Muse,
My Chemical Romance,
My Viritol,
Nekromantix,
Nine Black Alps,
Nine Inch Nails,
Nirvana,
No Doubt,
NOFX,
Oasis,
The Offspring,
Operation IVY,
Pantera,
Papa Roach,
Pearl Jam,
Pink Floyd,
Pixies,
Placebo,
Plain White T's
Protest The Hero,
Puddle of Mudd,
Queen,
Queens of the Stoneage,
The Queers,
Rage Against The Machine,
Reel Big Fish,
Refused,
Relient K,
Reuben,
Rise Against,
Rival Schools,
Roadrunner United,
Rodrigo Y Gabriela,
Say Anything,
Scary Kids Scaring Kids,
Screaming Trees,
Seether,
Sepultura,
Sex Pistols,
Shinedown,
Silverstein,
The Sleeping,
Slipknot,
Smashing Pumpkins,
The Smiths,
Snow Patrol,
Soundgarden,
Staind,
The Starting Line,
Steriophonics,
Steve Vai,
Still Remains,
Stone Sour,
Stone Temple Pilots,
Story Of The Year,
Stranglers,
The Strokes,
Sugarcult,
Sum 41,
SOAD,
Taking Back Sunday,
Therapy?
These Arms Are Wings,
Thin Lizzy,
This Will Destroy You,
Three Days Grace,
Three Doors Down,
Thrice,
Throwdown,
Thursday,
Trivium,
The Turtles,
Ugly Kid Joe,
Underoath,
Unwanted Superheroes,
The Used,
The Varsity,
Velvet Revolver,

Movies:

I love old Hitchcock movies like Vertigo, Rear Window, and PSYCHOOOO.
also like:
Sin City,
Kill Bill volumes 1 & 2,
Identity,
Star Wars,
The Silence of the Lambs,
The Mexican,
The Piano,
Donnie Darko,
Xmen,
Moulin Rouge,
Amelie,
Shakespeare In Love,
Edward Scissorhands,
Finding Nemo,
10 Things I Hate About You,
The Green Mile,
Shawshank Redemption.

Books:

Currently reading:
Hannibal Rising by Thomas Harris

Heroes:

Well my heros are my friends.. No particular order, and if you're not mentioned, it's proberbly because I forgot, so tell me.
Linzi
One of my bestest buds. She's pretty mad, and we have hilarious Saturday nights together. We end up making disastrous egg butties. When we get talking we are like two old dears on a bus. We break sofa beds and watch films that are too scary for me. She always does hilarious things like the getting stuck in the bath incident. We have our end of the road stops where Joe trys to sell her little brother drugs.She throws kick ass parties, and basically she's the awesomest linzibob going and if you don't know her you're missing out.
Lottie
One of my oldest buds. I can just walk into her house, and her family are like my own. She's hilariously funny and me and her can laugh hysterically at things no-one else understands. She's my musicing buddy, and she's scarily depressing when she's drunk lol. She has awesome taste in films, and music, and everything for that matter. And yeah she's kick ass.
Perko
My official oldest friend haha. He's the one I can tell everything too, my agony aunt. He's the brainiest guy I know and has a cunning solution to everything. We have fun times watching movies and talking til three AM on coaches haha. I'm always trying to get him drunk, but he has a weird copacity that means he just drinks more and more beer and stays sober meanwhile us lightweights are rolling about on the floor. Lead singer of Triggerhead, and my my is he talented. Kiss his feet we must! He's also amazingly good on his trumpet, or as Mrs T would say - "Trom pet!" I love that dude.
Jenny
Jenny is funny. She is my fluting Jennysniff and we are together scared of people. We laugh at random things, and t'was I who made Jenny officially "hardcore" we go through school orchestra together *sigh* and have funny sleepovers. One day, together, Jenny and I shall rule the world, and her parents think I'm responsible!
Laura
My lesson buddy, we suffer Mr Cloke together. She's very amusing and she's the cutest person I know. Being mean to Loz is like being mean to bambi haha. She's an amazingly talented dancer and I love her to ickle peices. She's always there for me, and she's a true friend.
Ruth
Ruth is hamazing. She is braaaiininigg person. She's an amazing swimmer, so if you're ever drowning, Ruti is a good person to cling too. We always fall back on eachother when we're grumping. She's my french buddy... but she's not failing like I am =[ She's really fun and I love her lots and lots and lots.
Pooley
The Poomeister is hilarious. We always kill ourselves laughing at Fergus. I don't know why, but it's always Fergus. (sorry Fug) He's a bit of a guitar god.. and he's always got girls following him around. We have long indepth phone conversations, he is also my bitching buddy lol.
Alex
Awwwshum dude who makes me laugh too much. I unsuccessfully attempted to steal him a cardboard cutout... He loves army surplus like a fat kid loves cake. We have long poking fights (which I usually win) and we think up new ways of killing Freddy together.(who has only once seen me sober) =] Alex is pretty long suffering.. he has to put up with me warballing "Brown Eyed Girl" to him when i'm drunk. But all together, he's a living legend and I love him to bits.
Meg
Megan is awesome. She's my art buddy.. but she's well better than me at it. We spend ages laughing at chavs and singing random songs together. She is also my going to Windymere buddy haha the traing journeys together whoop. We also do crazy dances together every now and again and promote doing absolutely no work in graphics.
Fergus
Fergus is a style icon. Get the kilt, elephant shirt and stripey blazer. He's a crazy Scotsman and we love him. He tells long stories that go nowhere (which can be very blagging) and he is also my food eating partner, we go on mishes to the chinese together. He also joins me in licking cider out of Lotties carpet and adopting bananas.
Monty
Monty is everybodies favourite furry friend. We all stroke his beard and poke him. (don't ask me why) He plays a meaaan sax. He has a big fun swing in his garden which I always fall off and his mum always buys the best biscuits. He also gives the best hugs in the world, and he always has food round his mouth haha but we love him none the less.
Kat
Kat is my ultimate getting pissed buddy. Together we're like "high five!" and then we miss eachother and kill ourselves laughing. We go disco dancing but then I broke my wrist. She goes "Oh no, there's no pudding left!" and I'm like "What quidditch?" She's awesome. She's also really good at giving advice. She has an amazing singing voice that fills an entire room and makes people stare at her, and we always come out of music singing music from moulin Rouge together. She's really fun.
Joe
Schmoe is highly pokeable. Everyone is like "Hi joe!" and pokes him, I feel sorry for him, but if you meet him you'll know what I mean. He's extremely talented at art and playing the bass face. (Jemima) He looks after me, and yeah, genuinely nice guy.
Matt
Matt is funny, he once had purple hair, but it is now an attractive orange. He's going out with snotty, and he is the official creator of the cow print fez. He's gooood at guitar, and he lives with Joe.. which I think is pretty handy when you think about it.
Pete H
Ahhh we've had so many good times together, so many memories. Laughing our heads off at the spongebob movie. Bath toast... the glasgow trip. He's always on his bike... or running into bees somewhere lol.. yeah pete's awesome.
Pete M
Throws hamazing parties, 70 people ones haha. He has a fun house where I always break things. He gives me random facts which make me laugh and he makes loooong people chains with sad faces and then gives them to Steff. He's fairly excentric and I think he's awesome.
Andy
Flute budddyyys! Yayy we're going to soulfest and the edinburough (can't spell) festival together next year. Tish gonna kick ass. He's hilarious and we're always in hysterics about something or other, like the Tilly incident.. and the way I get easily confused by James Bond. Basically, me and andy will kick your butt.

My Blog

Messing about with a torch...

Used a bulb to hold the shutter... if you're interested. ...
Posted by Heppy in Wonderland" on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 10:18:00 PST

Messing about with shutter speeds...

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Chess Peices.

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Glooomy day.

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Glasgow 25/10/06

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Spindle woods, photos.

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The Castle.... photos for my environment project.

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Posted by Heppy in Wonderland" on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 07:22:00 PST

Dear god.

New poem. It's called Dear God. I don't believe in excess, sucess it to give, I don't believe in riches, but you should see where I live. I don't believe in deathrow, skidrow or gangs, I don't be...
Posted by Heppy in Wonderland" on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 07:32:00 PST

Master Of Puppets.. Heppy Style

Master Of Puppets  I'm your puppet You're my master Hear my hear beat Faster, faster See me soar See me fall Know that you Control it all Even when you're not around To your being I am bound You...
Posted by Heppy in Wonderland" on Thu, 04 May 2006 02:17:00 PST

I've been writing some lyrics lately...

Yeah so I'm quite pissed off at the moment, as you may have gathered. Call me emo, call me what you will, but here are some lyrics I have recently wrote. Tell me what you think. Roses Roses red and ...
Posted by Heppy in Wonderland" on Thu, 27 Apr 2006 12:49:00 PST